RENESMEE POV

Pain passed by, it started swinging out of my heart, it ran through my veins and vanished in the point of my fingers, I could even see the amounts of pain gathering in a big purple cloud that air disappeared in front of me. I breathed depth, and felt how a big cloud of bitterness was entering my soul.

I threw a rock to the abysm. Alec stared at me, and laughed at what should have seemed a childish behavior. I raised an eyebrow and tried to smile. He smiled and grabbed the rock he was sitting on and threw it too ,it broke in thousands of tiny pieces.

-What, you aren´t going back to the castle? – I asked. He denied with his head, I sat next to him, and showed him a picture of him in the emptiness. He raised his shoulders and threw another rock.

-I´m staying with you until you take good care of yourself- he said. I made him a face-I can take good care of myself-I replied. He raised his shoulders again and I lied on his lap. My best friend had always been my Aunt Alice, but now for me she was just another part of the lie that my life had been.-You´re my best friend Alec-I said, convinced that I felt that way.

-It´s fine if you want to cry, cry, it´s natural- he said. I denied with my head, and he hugged me and caressed my hair. I stretched and then lied on his shoulder. He hugged me tighter; he smelled like vanilla, I liked it.

-Can I stay with you?-I asked. He nodded,-I was about to ask the same-he replied. I hugged him. I trusted him enough to stay with him; I knew he was going to take care of me. I yawned, and until then I realized it was about 1 am. I leaned in his lap again, and he moved me in order to carry me, surely back to the castle.

When I woke up again I realized I was lying in the old bed I knew. I stayed there; the air seemed so different now. I felt it smoother, lighter, known, I felt it like home.

I stood up and ran to the shower. I felt as if adapting to this life was like adapting to a new universe I didn´t knew. I stayed in the shower for about hour and a half. I cried, and my tears seemed as more drops of water, my own rain to hide my tears, but I promised myself that tears were going to be the last, and that the stupid me I was before, was going to vanish with this shower.

When I got put I wrapped myself in my dressing- grown and groomed my hair slowly, taking a precise care of each of my curls. When I focused on the mirror again I saw a beautiful me, I felt renewed, beautiful, and I finally realized that I was superior to any other creature I´d known, except for Nahuel, that was the only other person I knew of my kind. I kept brushing and twisting each of my perfect curls, I was finally starting to understand Rosalie, she had so many reasons to be the way she was, we were all creatures beyond.

When I thought my hair was finally perfect, I walked to the wardrobe. I opened it and judged which of all that clothes was good enough to fit my body. I choose a red shirt with jeans, a red & white squared sac and blue high heels, and I accessorized myself with a silvered chain that was large enough to my navel. It pleased me, I looked sophisticated but casual. I smiled and went to the door; I wanted to discover if it was open.

It was naturally open, now I was part of that superior clan. I smiled. I got out to discover a beautiful white corridor, with wood tables that had jars filled with red roses in the top. From the roof hanged 3 beautiful golden chandeliers that were adorned with thousands of with candles, mirrors with golden marks and breathtaking paintings of each of the Volturi clan members all over the wall. I walked slowly, taking the time to admire each of the features of each painting, to find, in the end of the corridor, the glorious painting of Marco, Aro and Caius lying in their thrones. I stared to admire it when I felt a soft touch on my shoulder.

-Come along, Aro wants to see you- Alec said, leading me through corridors quite alike to this one.

ALEC POV

I´m your best friend, the t-shoe for your tears for that lost love .You lean on my shoulder, your pain endless, and I just caress you, you wonder why life is this cruel to you, and all I can do is hug you and try to comfort you.

What you don´t know is that I´d like to be the one for which you don´t sleep and you desperate, I´d like to be the reason for you to cry painfully. I´d like to be the one for which you wake up hopeful every morning , and that you loved me forever, but I´m afraid that you could reject me, and that only on my mind you´ll stay with me forever. You only stare at me, maybe you´re wondering what happens, and I hug you closer.

That was what I thought for Renesmee all night she was besides me. I felt happy, I had made it, she was going to stay besides me forever. I wanted to scream how happy I felt, the most beautiful existing creature was going to be with me for the eternity, but tonight she was sad, and I dedicated all my night to be with her, hugging her and supporting her, taking care of my porcelain doll, and I was going to stop everything and everyone to hurt her again, but this time it was necessary, because if the blonde hadn´t talked, she would be in the mutt´s arms now, instead of mines.

What got me pretty upset were her dreams. The short period I carried her all her dreams were about that stupid mutt. She dreamed of him apologizing, of them both kissing, hunting, and being entirely happy together. Her dreams spilled honey, it was all about their romance, and I wouldn´t have been about you wake her up if it had been our instead of theirs.

After I left her in the bed I ran to see Aro, to ask him how to manage the situation, I wasn´t going to let them kick Renesmee out to the human world by herself, but I wasn´t going to let her return with Jacob either. I wanted her badly to become a Volturi.

-We can manage that; I can send you both to the custody of the D´Autremont clan, since they are in Forks, the only place the Cullens aren´t going to look, and in case they found her, she will no longer be our hostage, she will be one of us-Aro said, saying exactly the delightful words I wanted badly to listen. Now I was going to show the world, more specifically the Cullens and their pet, specially the pet who thought he owned Renesmee, that now she was mine.

Aro send me to wait for her to take her to them, so they could explain her the plan. So I ran and waited in the corner of the corridor that leaded to her room.

When she appeared she was staring at the paintings, it seemed like she had never seen paintings or furniture like this, she looked beautiful, she had chosen clothes that made her look like Aphrodite disguised in a modern beautiful teen with class. I got near slowly and touched her shoulder softly, and I finally gave her instruction to come along.

RENESMEE POV

When we entered I saw the most beautiful living room I had seen in my life. I felt like I was like standing in the middle of the most beautiful medieval painting, but with 3 modern dressed men sitting impressively in their velvet thrones. I loved this new life, each new setting was even more beautiful than the one before. When I started to pay attention again to the faces at that beautiful setting I discovered that all were staring at me, and Aro´s impatience was clear to me, I was never going to like him, no matter how superior he was.

-You are leaving with Alec, you are a Volturi now, he will take care of you and both will be spies in the outer world for us, and both will come very year or in case of an important fight, understood –Aro finally said. I smiled, I had somewhere to go and companion to talk and laughed with, and he was my new best friend, even better. I nodded and Aro lend Alec and me out.

-Pack your bags, I´ll see you in an hour-Alec said, while he guided me to my room. I entered and grabbed the clothes I had, my shoes, my teeth and hair brush, my towel, my dressing-gown, my shampoo, soap, my hair rinsing and my body lotion. That seemed to be enough for the travel, because when we arrived wherever we were going, I was going to buy some new stuff for me.

Alec knocked my door and I got out slowly with about 3 bags filled and a hand purse with what I thought indispensable. Alec was surprised with all I carried, since I didn´t have that much stuff from his POV, but for me it was amazing how he only carried one bag, what was he pretending to wear when we got there?

-Where are we going?-I asked when I realize I had no idea where we were going, since nobody had told me. I stared at him, waiting for an answer, but he was just standing there.

-Sorry, I can´t tell you until we get there- he finally answered. I made a face, and he pushed me to a side playfully. I smiled; he was making my new life way easier. I hugged him while we walked to the airport. I sat in a bench while he bought our tickets, since he insisted in keeping our destination secret, for me that had no sense, and I was just expecting him to surprise me.

ALEC POV

I was terrified now. She was finally starting to smile naturally again, but her reaction when we arrived to Washington worried me. I didn´t want her to hate me, or to disappear from me as she disappeared from her family.

She was sitting there, so peacefully .I had to explain her why we were going to Forks before she found out somehow else. When I had the tickets and the luggage was registered I sat next to her.

-We are going the only place your family and that mu…Jacob, aren´t going to look at-I said, trying to anticipate the news so it sounded natural.

-And where is that place?-Renesmee asked. I shivered inside,-Forks-I whispered, with the lowest voice I could make.

-WHAT?- she said, opening her eyes wide like plates, -You can´t take me there and you know it!- she kept yelling, and, to be honest I was waiting for a way worst response to that news.

-Sorry, Aro´s order, he could kill us both if we disobey, you know?- I asked, joking to smooth her mood, then she made a face and showed me in her strange language us in Forks, and Jacob away.

-It will be that way, I promise-I said, hugging her -I´ll always protect you- I whispered. She leaned in my shoulder as she used to and she sighed, deep, as a condemned to death.

-It will be fine, he isn´t going to notice you´re back, I promise –I said, I wanted her to feel better immediately, it seemed as she had this gift to make people around her do all in their power to keep her smiling, or at least she had that effect on me.

-How are we traveling if we don´t have papers?-she suddenly asked. That was a good question, none of us had ever traveled by its own, and maybe Aro just forgot about that. Then I remembered Aro´s words "all you need to survive is on that sack I´m giving you "so I checked on the sack purses and I found papers for Vanessa Carlie Wolfe (age 17) and Alec Volt (age 18) and smiled, I gave Renesmee her papers, and she smiled, then she grabbed my hand and showed me a picture of me calling her Nessie.

-Nessie is a little weird, don´t you think?-I asked.-I like it –she replied. I just nodded and she asked me in her language how I would like her to call me, -Just Alec- I replied. She nodded and she smiled, I had found the way to calm her.

When we arrived to the airport at Washington Alexandra, Maia and Rhinna were waiting for us, the 3 red-haired girls that looked like real mother and daughters were waiting with big "welcome" placards and flowers for Renesmee. The tone of her cheeks got 2 tones darker, I supposed that was the way she blushed, after all D´Autremonts were quite loving, I knew that was the reason why Aro always had them out.

Rhinna, the "mom" kissed Renesmee´s forehead and cheeks, and carried all her bags, while Alexandra and Maia watched the scene jealously, after all I knew Renesmee should´ve been the prettiest thing they'd seen in their lives.

-Welcome sugar, you´re at home now, we´re going to be family from now on, I know you eat so, would you like me to bake you anything? -Rhinna started asking Renesmee once we got home, Renesmee denied kindly to eat and Rhinna kept talking moderly while Renesmee just rolled her eyes and said –ok, fine, ohm,- and stuff like that, until she finally left to sleep.

I followed her just to spy her dreams, but this time she dreamed of the Cullen leaders Esme & Carlisle, especially Esme, and compared her to Rhinna in her peculiar way of dreaming. Then came the usual disturbing part, Renesmee and Jacob laughing, then him as a wolf and her lying on him, then them kissing, but what disturbed me the most was that during that parts she was smiling, but then, my favorite part came along. They were walking and holding hands in the forest, but suddenly the dog´s face started changing until it became mine and the forest became the palace, and she was laughing, she was having fun, with me. I smiled widely, I was developing a really bad habit by spying on her dreams so much, but I was starting to like them, and I felt the hope that someday I was going to replace Jacob, but it vanished as fast as it came when settings twisted again and her dreams were cloudy and blind with the mutt´s face.

I really had to stop spying on her dreams, or I was going to end up pretty hurt, and I knew it. I putted her hand down, or I wasn´t going to be able to stop myself from waking her up if she kept dreaming like that. Her dreams were about Cullens –Jacob –Jacob –Jacob-Cullens-Me-Jacob, and I couldn´t stand knowing that even though she was away the 90% of her was always going to belong to him, and it was her unconscious part, the part that showed what she really wanted, and that fact was what harmed me the most.

I left the room fast after that, and Rhinna was waiting for me outside.-You adore that girl, right?-she asked. I nodded, making her laugh.-What´s fun about it?-I asked.

-I just never thought Volturis like you loved like that, that´s it -she replied. I felt offended, but glad, someone was on my side to conquer Renesmee.

-Does she love you back?-Rhinna interrupted. I turned to her -I don´t know, I make myself the same question day and night-I replied. She clapped my back – Why do you doubt it?-she asked. I didn´t answer, because the answer harmed me, but she just kept staring at me.

-Does she love or used to love someone else?-she asked. I made her a face and nodded.-Wow, well, she´s so beautiful she should've had lots of guys after her, but she seems happy, I can´t picture her with someone else, what´s he like? Who is he? - She kept asking, it seemed like she didn´t notice she was really hurting me.

-Jacob Black, a werewolf, I have to admit he´s good looking, but he did something called imprinting on her- I replied, eager less. She was pretty shocked, speechless, I should admit.

-Im..m..m..prin...ting?-she muttered. I nodded, while she sat in the coach. Why do you say it like that?-I asked, curiously

-When I was human my real daughter, Anne, was imprinted by a werewolf, I tried to stop her, I feared those creatures, and she was my dear daughter, but I´m sorry to tell, there´s no way to avoid it, to erase it, you can´t unimprint her, she will always belong to that werewolf, and backwards, I´m sorry Alec, but, she will never love you boy- she said, breaking in pieces the biggest happiness in my life, while she hugged me. If vampires could cry, I would´ve cried until my body was dry, but I had to fake smiles tomorrow, it wasn´t her fault that that stupid mutt that had imprinted on her. I stayed at the coach while those words and her dreams echoed in my head, painfully and endlessly.