Chapter 6
Jared and Kim
Claudia was right. Feeling this boast of energy I walked to my desk with attitude and pride.
And damn did it feel good.
Anna looked at me with wide eyes.
I gave her a smile. But the smile I gave her wasn't sweet like what I normally smile, it was more of a bitchy time of smile, but yet still had its innocents in it. She was speechless.
Miss. Hicks was late. I should have came late. I dunno why but you're starting to scare me. In a cool way though. You're slowly turning into me, I kind of like it.
I just smiled at that stupid voice.
"What happened to you Kim?" Anna whispered to me.
"I want to have a change, sorry that I wanted to look good for once in our 4 years of high school." I whispered back.
"You just left me and Debra there in the lunchroom yesterday and we couldn't find you after school."
"Stop your chit chatting and start reading chapter 6 in your textbooks." Miss. Hicks stated and sat down at her desk.
I opened my text book and started to read about the Quileute tribe, I yawned, this crap is so boring, everybody knows it's not true.
I felt Anna poking me.
-okay I know tht u ran off cuz Debra likes JM 2, but I c no reason y u have to b mad at me? I understand Debra but me 4 real me?!
I don't know why but I have this weird thing that when I get really mad I have the urge to cry. This is what I'm feeling, how can she not know. I have to calm down so I don't break down, my make up will smudge and I don't want people to think of me as a joke.
-don't act like ur the victim here anna. I kno it might b stupid but it hurt wen u kept smiling and laughin wit dat dat skank. And it hurt even more when she said she liked jared u didn't even come after me 2 c if I waz all rite. That wasn't fuckin okay wit me!!
I felt better getting that off of my chest.
And happy that I didn't cry when I was writing.
I gave up on reading the chapter since I knew most of the stuff already and since I've read and heard the legends. It's all B.S to me.
I felt a nudge at my arm I looked down and there was that piece of paper folded neatly beside me.
-I didn't tell debra anything. And im sorri tht I didn't go after u, reali iam. I was kinda shocked when u left. So im reali, reali sorry.
I didn't know what to do I know I can't stay mad at her.
-I kno ur sorri iam too come on I cant stay mad at u ur my bffl. And im sorri 4 my over dramaticness. And I reali do want 2 get notice so im gonna keep on lookin like this.
The bell rang. End of stupid history yay!
"Kim I'm really, really sorry."
"It's okay Anna. I just might not hang with you that much when she's around" I whispered the last part and said 'she' with hatred.
Anna smiled at me then hugged me. I couldn't help but feel that something is going to happened between me and Debra.
I went to Trigonometry so fast I thought maybe looking at Jared or maybe even talking with him can help me feel better.
When I stepped in all the guys jaws dropped. I love that feeling. I went to my seat and just waited, but he never came.
I felt like I wasn't going to survive today.
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I walked into the lunch room and everybody looked at me. I loved the attention.
Then out of nowhere Brittney and Samantha came up to me. Great!
"Hey Kim" They both said to me, I'm surprised they remembered my name.
"Hi Brittney and Samantha" that's a mouthful, especially when you just want to leave.
"Call us Britt and Sammy" Sammy said wow they are so fake.
"I don't want to sound rude or anything." I said in such a sarcastic voice.
"But what do you want?" I was getting annoyed, especially knowing that both of them have a thing for Jared.
"Well since you're looking very different then from all the years I've known you." Brittney said to me.
"We would like to hang out with us, that's including today at lunch."
They are shallow a kiddy pool is considered deep to them.
"You've never known me." I snapped at them.
But since Jared do talk to them maybe I should… don't think like that! I don't want you to lose your dignity.
"And why is it all of a sudden you want to be my friend? Let me guess, I actually did something with my appearance."
They were seriously pissing me off.
"We noticed your potential to be with us." Sammy said. That just did it for me.
"You know what Sammy! You and your friends are all fake. And you make gossip so you can feel better about yourself buts that's worse than shit! Nobody likes you two. So stop acting like they do!" I felt better even though I knew it was mean they needed to hear that.
They just looked at me their eyes huge. I just smiled at them and walked out.
Then Debra saw me great.
"Hi Kim! What happened to you yesterday?
I have to be nice, or at least try.
"Hey Debra! I just needed to get out of school you didn't do anything-yeah right- I was having a bad day." I mustered up the best smile I can give her. And she ate that up.
"Where you going?" Why is she so noisy.
"Just out." And I left.
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I got ready like I did yesterday but I didn't wear heels I just wore converse.
I waited for him so he can help the pain I'm going through without him, but he didn't show.
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I'm dressing like I did the day jared didn't come.
Yes that day was the beginning of when he stopped to come to school. I feel way worse the day I thought he didn't come to school but ended up coming late.
I really want to go to his house and see if he's okay.
Debra that little, little I can't even think of a word that would describe what I'm thinking right now.
Anyway, ugh. She knows what to do just to piss me off.
She went to Jared's house to see if he is okay!
I wanted to yell at her. But I calmed down.
She hasn't really talked to me ever since the day between me, Sammy and Britt.
So she told Anna that Jared was out in California with some family, and only his mom is at their house. And that his mom doest really know when he's coming back. Then Anna told me over the phone.
But I have a feeling that Jared's mom was lying to Debra and Jared is somewhere around in the state of Washington and not California, but I can't do anything about that.
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I woke up to the sound of the radio.
It had been 2 weeks and I think I might die from not seeing Jared Montage.
But me and Claudia went shopping when I got my "make-over"
And got all the edgy and funky stuff and more converse shoes.
I woke up extremely early, I have a feeling Jared is coming to school.
You've been saying that for the last two weeks, and nothing what makes you so certain this time?
Well maybe I've been getting this feeling for the last 2 weeks. But still he can't miss that much school. Right?
Well since I've been going funky and edge-y
I'm going to wear my pink skinny jeans and my purple converse.
My shirt was a solid white t-shirt that was sliming, and I wore a black vest.
My bangs are really starting to annoy me so I clip them back from time to time. So I let my hair out with my bangs clipped back. In the front my hair had soft curls cascading and at the back more but it was closer to the bottom of my hair.
My make up was oriented around purple and pink, and I had a bit of black and white in there too.
Me and Claudia have been closer than ever, but she still has her moments when she's with Cameron.
Claudia drives me to school too.
Claudia is starting to love my fashion sense.
"Nice!" Claudia told me when I was going down the stairs.
"Thanks!" and then I got my pancakes and started to dig in.
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We got in the car.
"Kimmy, I know about your crush. No scratch that, major crush on Jared Montage and I'm really just wondering why? I mean right now you can have anybody you want at school."
"Yeah I know I can have anybody I want at school, but well he kind of won my heart in the 8th grade when we had that stupid school play, he tried to help everyone with their lines and he helped me with my costume even if he called me Tally, but ever that I had a crush on him, and more recently I feel like I need to see him."
"So this happened 3 years ago? And what do you mean by need?"
"It means need, it hurts a bit to be away from him, it's the strangest feeling I've ever felt. Stop bombarding me with questions were going to be late."
And with a nod she put the car in reverse and drove down the road.
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For some reason this chapter took me awhile to write. I might be able to put up chapter 7 by Friday, but after that it's going to be 2 weeks more or less. I'm getting busy.
Review tell me how that story is or just say hi and I promise you Jared is going to come in next chapter.
~Kelly