RENESMEE POV

After we got down the plain, we made normal checkups, that I didn´t care that much, since I was pretty confident nobody was going to catch us.

Finally, on the waiting room 3 beautiful women, 2 teens and an adult were waiting for us with pan cards and all the show. I was amazed by how, even though no blood boundaries tied them, the three were so alike they looked like a real family.

The woman was middle sized, she was wearing her hair untied, and it was long enough to touch her hips. She was wearing white high heels and a white dress with red polka dots,, she had few make up in her gentle blue eyes, but in her perfect shaped lips she wore a red tone of labial that made her lips look like rubies, she looked beautiful, and the Airport´s illumination helped her skin look even more beautiful.

The teen standing next to her was also beautiful red haired, and a little tiny. She had her hair untied too, but hers was curled and it only arrived a little under her shoulders. She had no makeup but a strawberry lip-gloss, which made her small lips look pinky. Her nose was tiny but perfect shaped, and her small blue eyes looked lighter that her mother´s, she raised one of her strawberry colored eyebrows when she was I stared at her, she was clearly like Rosalie. She was tiny, she was wearing sneaker, jeans, and a blue t-shirt, I wonder what my Aunt Alice would´ve done with her, she would kill her, or take her to a fashion emergency, and I would rather first.

The teen standing behind them, was visually about a year younger than the one besides her, had her hair that fell like a red waterfall tied in a high pony tail, her crest was long enough to reach her eyes, and it was perfectly fixed to stay quiet on her left side. Her eyes were big, and clearly deeper that the other´s ones. Her lips were big and they had a seductive perfect shape, her face was a shape combination between a square and a circle.

When we were closed enough, Alec whispered in my ear their names, Rhinna, Alexandra and Maia respectively. When Rhinna saw me she started yelling as if she knew me from a lifetime, she kissed my forehead end my cheeks enthusiastically, and so maternally that she made me remember of Esme. We traveled through streets I didn´t remember in a white Beatle, and we arrived to a beautiful house made up with red bricks, the crystal windows covered most of the wall of the first floor, and a cute garden filled with trees and flowers of all the colors lied in front, I had no idea you could have gardens like this in Forks, the view was so welcoming, that I smiled, my life seemed to finally start having some order.

I entered and Rhinna started behaving like Esme would, she started asking if I was hungry, if I was tired, and some other maternal stuff, to which I only said-no thanks, hum, sure thanks- depending the question, until she finally leaded me to a beautiful petite pink room, with white shelves and furniture, a red lamp and a white book shelve , and the smallest wardrobe in the existence of wardrobes.-Oh….it´s nice-I gasped, just to please Rhinna, who smiled widely. This room was nothing like the rooms on which I had lived all my life, but in this moment it didn´t seem that important.

When Rhinna finally left me alone, I lied in bed, which fitted my tired body like a glove. Alec finally brought me my luggage, and I changed my clothes to my pink pajamas, the I walked to the wardrobe and threw my bag there, I was too tired to organize, so I returned to bed.

I closed my eyes, and I saw Esme´s picture, hugging me tight. I opened my eyes wide again, I didn´t want to even think of any Cullen. I stood up, and walked straight to my wardrobe, I had to fall asleep without noticing, or I would surely think of them. I sat on the floor and opened the white polka dotted bag in front of me, ready to start, and Alec opened the door.

-Sorry, I forgot to let you in again!-I apologized. He smiled widely to me, he didn´t seem to care. -Never mind Ren, going to bed already?-he asked. I denied with me head, -Nessie- I reminded. He frowned, -Do you know what time is it?-he asked, and I denied with my head.-It´s 11:39, so I suggest that you go to bed right now, you didn´t sleep well last night- he said, or ordered, would be a more descriptive way to say it. I rolled my eyes, -Since when do you care?-I asked. I really loved messing up with him, he was awesome.

Then he rolled his eyes, -Since you´re my family, Loch Monster- he said. I raised an eyebrow, and I remembered some vampire insults my Jacob used. –It´s Nessie, bloodsucker- I corrected him, smiling playfully at him, this was going to end up fun.-Sorry, I just don´t like it, why do you?- he asked, waiting for me to answer something he could mess up with.-Because I really am a little monster -I replied, giving him the answer he needed, and then jumping to him, to attack by biting his arm.-Now Nessie, going to bed?-he asked. I smiled; I was going to keep the messing up.-No! Bloodsucker!-I replied. He raised one of his perfect black eyebrows, -You really earned it Ness!-he yelled, then he carried me to bed, and dumped me there, from the roof, but I landed harmless in the center of the bed, where he ended up too.

I leaned up and I stuck my tongue out to him, -You can´t force me to sleep-I said, threatening him. He leaned to me, we were face to face, -Wanna bet?-he whispered. I got even closer, racing an eyebrow, -How much?-I replied. He grabbed my chin-Your life- he said. I jumped back to my lying position; I closed my eyes and pretended to snore.

-Easy-he said, knowing I was completely aware. I giggled and threw him a pillow, which broke in the instant, letting the feathers flow through the room. He turned to me pretending to be furious, -Now you earned it!-he yelled, he ran towards me and threw me through the window, and wrapping me in his arms when I fell, then we got back in to the room and he dumped me in bed.

-Now really sleep- he said, in a serious time now. I smiled-Fine, I already had my fun-I said, and he laughed hard, while he denied with his head, -Nessie, Nessie, Nessie- he said, making me smile again. He turned out the lights. –Please stay-I whispered. He came back, immediately.

-Sure you want me here? - He asked, as if he could be a bother, or a distraction maybe. I nodded, -If you don´t stay and take care of me, I´ll have nightmares- I replied, a little embarrassed. He smiled, -I´ll always take care, whether you like it or not, remember, I´m the law-he said, playfully. I smiled and closed my eyes. I heard him breathe depth, and I grabbed his hand, to let him now I was aware.-Ignore me- he whispered, -Impossible-I replied, falling asleep. I tried to think he was next to me as much as I could, making myself believe he was impossible to ignore, and he started caressing my hair.

I didn´t need more to fall asleep, and my body reminded me it was my official second night without Jacob, and to make it worst, Alec was with me. How ironic, I was with a vampire when he possibly was sleeping, or running a couple yards away from me, why couldn´t I stop thinking about him, calling him with my thoughts, if he had damaged me so much?

When I woke up I was alone, I realized I wouldn´t be in a long time, so I sneaked out my bed, slowly, changing my clothes silently, for some old pants I found, and ran out the window.

I ran with all the speed of my skilled legs to the old forest around LaPush, my desire to see Jacob was too big to restrain it, even though it was against my own feelings right now. I smelled, opening widely the wings of my nose, looking for any werewolf sign around me, and I perceived around 3 different wolves, including a she- wolf, but none Jacob. I sat at the floor, impatient, when I smelled wolf fur nearby me, and without asking, my feet jumped to the place where the smell came from, and I found the only she-wolf in the reservation, with her shinny gray hair in front of me.

She opened her eyes wide like plates when she saw me, she howled, but it as a joyful howl. She ran towards me and licked my hand eagerly, she obviously had no idea of the event occurred in the last few days.

-Is Jacob in the reservation?-I asked, my curiosity wasn´t my best ally. She nodded.-Is he in his wolf shape?-I asked, but this time she denied thanks God.-Well, if you see him, DON´T MENTION ME, THAT YOU SAW ME AND LEAST THAT WE TALKED!-I yelled at her, and without turning, I ran away.

When I was a couple yards away I heard a howl, calling me, I turned to her, making a face, she kept there staring at me, -What?!-I yelled. She ran towards me after grabbing a stick, when she got to me, I raised an eyebrow and made a face, -I don´t want to play, mutt-I said, pulling the last word just the way my Aunt Rosalie would, and I kept running. She ran too until she was in front of me, I raised an eyebrow again, and she started…writing?

-Why?- She wrote clearly at the floor.-I fought with him, and I don´t want to see him again in my life-I replied, trying to convince myself I really felt that way. She showed me her question with her snout again.-You don´t care-I said, turning back and walking away. She stroked my leg, and showed me her question once again. I raised an eyebrow and turned back again, she growled at me, demanding an answer, and she had me in her hands.

I walked down a tree and sat down; she followed me, imitating my movements. I grabbed her snout and replied in my mind the worst 15 minutes of my life, and a resume of what happened next. She howled low, and laid her snout in my shoulder, and I caressed her ears, while my eyes filled in tears by replacing the scene. She licked my cheek, until it was tearless, then she stood up in front of me.

-Then you promise not to mention me?-I asked, fearfully. She nodded, and raised her left paw in signal of a promise. I stood up, caressed her ears and walked away, waving goodbye. She stopped me again, grabbing her stick.

-Will I see you again?-She wrote. I breathed deep, -No, too dangerous Leah-I replied. She howled low again.

-But I promised not to tell-she wrote. She was really in to this fight between me and Jacob; after all, he was her alpha. I sighted –Fine, but if you ruin it, I´ll kill you myself!-I yelled. She nodded and licked me again.-May I leave now?-I asked, and she nodded, barking a laugh.

I stood up and walked away, straight ahead, I didn´t care much where I was going, until I found the old river I knew, lying right in front of my old house. I stared at both, and, without asking, my feet took me right in front of the river. I knew I couldn´t, I shouldn´t be there, but I still sat down, leaned and washed my face, before Alec noticed I smelled like wet dog. I didn´t felt that bad anymore, now I had Leah and Alec. I was gladder to have Leah; she could keep me aware of anything Jacob did. That kind of thoughts made me upset with myself, how could I still care him this much?

I stood up upset, I washed my face and threw a rock to the river, -Stupid imprinting!- I yelled to my last nerve, because I loved Jacob, but my mind kept playing over and over their picture kissing at Charlie´s kitchen, and I felt my eyes filled with tears again.

I felt that soft touch in my shoulder again, -What happened Nessie?-Alec asked. He looked completely different, he ws no longer dressed like a Volturi, he was dressed like a hip- hoper, so natural, he didn´t seem evil anymore (well, he didn´t seem evil to me from a while ago)

-Why did you bring me here? You shouldn´t have brought me here Alec!-I yelled to him. He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me face to face with him-Did you see him?-he asked, I turned my face, without answering, he pulled me closer, -WHAT DID HE DID TO YOU?-he yelled, his eyes turned to a bright furious red, but I couldn´t answer, -DID HE HURT YOU? - he yelled louder, pulling me closer, his eyes redder, -No!-I replied, with a low voice. He placed me down. He hugged me, and I pointed the house.-It´s fine Ness, sorry, I´m so sorry I yelled at you like this-He said, I smiled –Don´t worry it´s fine, can we leave now?- I asked. He grabbed my hand and nodded, -Don´t you want to hunt?-he asked. I nodded, he ran through the woods, looking for a human press, and my thoughts suddenly transported me to the memory of my first hunt alone with Jacob.

-Mom I really NEED to hunt!-I yelled .She just stared at me, denying with her head.-You can´t tell me when to be thirsty-I replied. She opened her eyes widely-Sure I can-she said. I raised an eyebrow and turned around, running through the stairs and slamming my room´s door.

-Don´t blame me if I murder someone-I yelled again. My family didn´t allow me to hunt alone, but any of them wanted to take me, they wanted me to survive on human food. I lied in my bed, while outside they were discussing whether to take me hunting or not.

Suddenly my dad opened the door. He started at me, he was surely going to tell me the same my mother did, and just say it in a more parental tone.

-No, in fact, I´m letting you go hunt, with Jacob-he said. I smiled widely, hunting with my best friend was going to be fun, competing with him was surely a cool sport.

-Would you do me a favor?-my dad asked, and I nodded.

-Don´t think of it when you come back-he concluded. My dad had always hated my relationship with Jacob, for no apparent reason, and I couldn´t help laughing, as if my thoughts were that bad. I nodded, while my father smiled at my thoughts.

I called Jacob to meet his wolf shape at the forest, and I dressed with sports clothes, since I was going to need them.

I jumped to the forest and ran to the river, where I was going to meet my friend. He arrived and growled at me, ready for competition. I ran, smiling, watching a deer than was surely becoming my prey .I jumped towards it and captured it fast before it defended .I drank the blood anxiously and then turned towards the brown wolf that stared at me proudly with a bigger deer.

-Unfair!-I yelled at him. He made a wolf smile, and I smiled back….

-Nessie, are you fine?-Alec asked, staring at me, with his eyes filled in worry. I nodded, what had just happened to me? Were this the effects from being apart from your imprinting?

Alec hugged me, and suddenly he became Jacob. I blinked opening my eyes wide. He stared at me, worried.

-Are you really sure you´re fine?-he asked. I nodded again.-Better lay here, I´ll get you something-he said, running after that.

I was definitively wrong, I´d never experienced anything like that, it was like a trance that forced me to remember Jacob. I blinked again, Jacob couldn´t be my only destiny, not after cheating on me like that.

-Is a deer ok?-he asked, distracting me from my thoughts.-Sure-I replied, drinking the blood rapidly.

-Don´t you need to hunt?-I asked him. He nodded-I´m adapting to your diet-he said smiling. A vegetarian Volturi, that was a miracle.

-Why don´t you go bath?-he asked. I raised my eyebrow and ran back to the house; I should have smelled like wet dog to him.

I dressed in a skirt and a white shirt and I ran towards the forest again, while he ate a deer calmly. He stared at me. -What?-I asked. He laughed hardly.-I just never thought I would see you bad dressed- he replied. I pushed him and started climbing a tree. He stood up besides it, and I smiled widely, I knew I would count on him forever, and now, an 80% of me depended on Jacob, and the other 20%, on Alec.