Chapter 9
When I heard the radio go off, I wish I could go back to sleep, even though I get to sleep in tomorrow.
I've had more sleep than what I normally have, but for some reason I feel more tired then I normally am.
I kept on waking up last night and having that creepy feeling that I'm being watch. And where my room is in the house it is darn easy, I mean it's in the back and closest to the forest out of all of the rooms in the house and I have two windows, one so I can only see the forest and another so I see the back yard and a little bit of the forest. In the back there's a roof so someone can easily sit there and watch me or Claudia, and there is this weird thing that my mom put on the side of that wall, and it can act as a ladder, and the one where I can see the forest I have this humongous Oak tree just in front of it, and person that is tall enough might be able to climb it and look in and watch me.
The only question is who? Who is sick in the mind to even give the slightest of their attention to me? And the other one is: what if I'm just imagining it, or I could have dreamt it up, but I shouldn't even feel this tired if I did dream it.
Gosh I felt like crap, and this crappy weather isn't helping either. I'm not going to doll myself up today and see if someone will recognize me. And I mean the true me. So I'm going to something more like the old me, but still have the same new me in there too.
So I'm going with sweats, I'm going with my white American Eagle ones that are more for sleeping in, but don't tell anyone that. And I put on a gray shirt that was loose and some might say a size big but it still had figure in it. Then to top it all off I put on some brown Uggs, and not bothering with my make-up I just put on a bit of mascara.
After I did all of my essentials I just sat down on my couch eating some toast with Nutella and I was just staring at the turned off T.V screen my mind a total blank.
"What the hell Kim? Something totally freaked you! I mean you look almost like your old self with your hair in a pony tail, and you have bags under your eyes and I know for sure you were asleep by 10:30. Just tell me, come on please the suspense is killing me."
Claudia wrecked my "stare of in space time"
I just told her "Geez so no one can ever just think of nothing, without getting bombarded with questions, people these days." I said sarcastically. She just replied with a roll of her eyes. I grabbed my bag and I was heading toward the door.
"Kim where are you going?" Claudia asked.
"I'm taking the bus." Before she can say anything I was out the door.
I got to the bus stop 30 second before it rained and a minute before the bus came.
When I stepped on the bus, the driver looked shocked to see me, but I just smiled. I went to the back and sat down. I just looked out of the window watching the rain drops run down the window. I could see flashes of green of trees. But then I saw a face, it was the wolf I keep seeing. But I didn't freak like any other normal person will act, I know we stopped so I was looking at him in complete awe, and curiosity. I didn't even notice when I put my hand on the window so it will kind of make it seem like I was closer and not on the other side of the road in a bus full of people. Before I knew it we were moving again, and the only reason why I noticed was because I couldn't see him anymore. I knew people were looking at me questioningly at the back of my head; I looked at them and gave them my innocent smile, than got up to get off.
When I got in the front foyer of my school it was crowded, people just glanced at me like how they used to and went back to what they were talking about.
I went to my locker to get my books and put my jacket away with my book bag. But I couldn't get the feeling that I was being watch, I looked around but people were just talking and being normal, nobody giving me the slightest of their attention to me. So I just put it at the back of my mind.
There is about 10 minutes before I should be in class, and since I'm such a loser I have nothing to do in those 10 minutes.
Right before I closed my locker I sighed knowing that if I dressed better today I might have someone to talk to and might have date. Even if I have this weird pull in my heart and it helps when I think of Jared and it feels better when he next to me, gosh he's like my personal Advil. Wow he could be any other drug and you choose Advil what is wrong with you? I just gave that voice a mental eye roll.
I literally doubt anybody recognizes me. "Hey Kim." Spoke to soon.
I turned to look at him. And I was shocked, I think my eyes went big like a deer's eyes when it's caught in headlights.
"Uh… Hi… Jared" gosh can I be more of a dork?
"Umm… I was… wondering…since class…doesn't start….in about 10 minutes that maybe we should…should hangout or something." If I didn't know any better I would have thought he was nervous.
"Like now?' I asked because you never know.
"Yeah."
"Okay sure." Damn I sounded so relaxed but on the inside I was jumping up in glee, my heart was doing summersaults.
"Kim you look pretty today." I just started to blush.
"Why do you think that? I mean I look different I look like crap, no worse it just doesn't make sense, and I'm not the prettiest flower in the garden." I used that metaphor.
We went to a bench and just sat down. I was just staring at him in awe and curiosity.
"You always look good; I just thought I'll complement you for once, you know to be nice. And damn if I didn't know I better I would say you're one of the most exotic, rarest and the most beautiful flower in the Amazon rainforest. A garden is too obvious for where a flower will be found and flowers in garden are simple, flowers in the Amazon are different there the most beautiful, exotic and all flowers have a twist to them, like they have something special, and that thing that makes you special just like every other flower is more magnificent then anything."
I just blushed harder. What can make Jared say such a thing to me.
"Thanks I guess." What is the matter with you "thanks I guess" what the hell! For once I agree.
"Jared. Why did you cut off your hair?" every time I look at him he reminds me of that wolf, and he becomes more beautiful. And I'm not an idiot. I beg to differ. I know that wolf has to do with something with Jared somehow.
"Uh… Well when I was in California my hair was making me sweat. And I couldn't take it, and some of my cousins have their hair buzz cut like this so I got it and it helped a lot."
"Oh… but your growth spurt was massive, you look like 6'4 ft, I don't think that's normal…but I'm not implying something believe me." Ahh gosh I'm rambling great.
He just started to laugh "6'5ft and I dunno it just happened, I was kind of shocked."
Ring
"Well we got to go. See you in Trig?" I asked not knowing for sure anymore.
"Uh duh, I wouldn't miss it." He said with a little chuckle.
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Okay so I put Some Jared in there. So I'm thinking of putting the next chapter in Debra point of view so I can spice things up, you know jealousy and what not, so if u think that's a good idea you can tell me by leaving a review, cause we all know how much I love those, and I told u I would get it up soon so here it is. The next chapter might take longer for me to update cause I'm going to have to find away so Debra doesn't sound like Kim cuz that will be hell. So thanks for reading
~Kelly