Chapter 9Times Of Heart Break
Kairi sat there, frozen to the spot. She was crippled by her tears. She wanted to swing her arms wildly at the ambulance to let her come with them, but she couldn't seem to do anything but cry. "WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME!!" she finally screamed at the sky, before falling to her knees. After 10 minutes, she had enough conscience to run toward the hospital. When she got there she said frantically, "Where's Sora, is he alright?" the lady looked at her and said "I'm sorry, but doctor patient confidentiality, is strictly enforced here. Are you his wife?" Kairi stopped dead in her tracks wife? She thought. "Yes I am, I'm Mrs. Sora, now where's my husband?" She asked. "Do you have an ID Mrs. Sora?" Kairi started to cry again, she didn't have an ID, but her only love could be dieing because of her. "please! It's my fault he's here!" she said with the weakest voice she ever could have made. "I'm sorry ma'm but I can't…oh" The nurse was struggling for words at the sight of this young girl crying "…I…I…oh all right. I'll check on him, but that is all, do you understand?" "yes ma'm" Kairi said, just happy to hear about him. Five minutes later the nurse returned. "I'm sorry… but…I mean…he's not, doing…really well…his breathing isn't steady… the doctors don't know if…if…he'll wake up." Oh my God nooo!! Kairi screamed in her mind. "The doctor…says we'll make an exception for you…you can see him now, if you would like." The nurse took Kairi to Sora's room, he was sleeping, and was hooked up to a breathing machine. "Hi Sora" she said quietly, as the nurse left them alone. "Sora… I'm so sorry Sora. I didn't mean for anything to happen, I was just so scared." She started to cry softly while she rested her head on his chest. "Sora, do you know why you can't leave?" Sora still sleeping kept perfectly still. "…because I can live without you…do you hear me Sora?... I can't go any further in my life without you…Sora do you understand me." He still just sat there, motionless, but she expected it. She knew he wasn't coming back. She looked around the room, it was cold and sterile like all hospitals were. She saw a medical scalpel on the table, near her. "If he's not coming back to my world, I'll go to his." She picked up the scalpel. Meanwhile Sora's finger started to move. Kairi put the scalpel to her neck, tears streaming from her eyes, and said "why does everything have to be so hard?" Sora barely opened his eyes, and muttered "Kairi" but she didn't hear him. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, she tensed up her arm and was ready to pull the blade across her throat, but suddenly "KAIRI PLEASE DON'T!!"