Chapter 13the worst of the worst, gets even worse

"Ma'm we need you to move please" the paramedic said as he loaded Sora on the ambulance for the second time in one week. "Please… what's wrong with him" Kairi screamed, not caring that she still wasn't dressed. "He has a ruptured ulcer caused by the gun shot wound, he must have really strained himself to tear it back open again" the paramedic said as he closed the doors. "No please… wait for me!" Kairi screamed but to no avail. The EMS sped away with poor Sora dieing in the back…again, and again it was her fault! She got dressed and ran to the hospital with Namine after 20 minutes they finally arrived. "NURSE!!" Kairi screamed. "I know!" the nurse said, she was the same nurse as last time. She immediately took Kairi by the hand and led her though the back while Namine waited in the front. When they got there the sight of the large amounts of Sora's blood made Kairi scream in terror. The doctor jumped. "Nurse can you please remove her I'm trying to concentrate" "yes sir." the nurse complied "come along dear there's nothing you can do for him." the nurse lead her back to the front pulling the hysterical Kairi behind her. "NO PLEASE, I WANT TO SEE HIM, PLEASE!!!" the nurse pulled Kairi's face to her own. "listen to me child…all we can do is wait" the nurse said with a sweet caring voice. For what seemed like an hours the worst 15 minutes of her life passed slowly. She saw the senior doctors and nurses talking to each other, and looking Kairi's way, they didn't look happy. She reached over and hugged Namine when she saw one of the nurses walking her way. The nurse came close, and to Kairi's dismay went to a different patient. "I think they forgot about me" Kairi said to Namine who was resting her head on Kairi's shoulder. "no, I just don't think they know anything for certain yet" Namine said trying to comfort her. Just then the nurse walked up to them and asked "Kairi" "yes ma'm" she said as her and Namine stood up together. "I'm afraid…that…I have some horrible news" the nurse said half in tears not quite looking Kairi in the eyes. "he just…lost to much blood…he's gone" just then everything Kairi had ever feared, everything she had ever loved, everything in her world caved in on her, she lost herself in her own worst nightmare she didn't her the nurse's tears, she didn't hear Namine's sobs, she didn't hear anything but the echo of hearing that the one person in the whole world that she cared about the most was gone from her forever, and it was her fault for the shooting, her fault for the ulcer bursting, her fault for not taking better care of him. she wanted to die, she wanted to grab the security guards gun and blow her brains right out of her head, but all she could do is fall, fall into darkness, fall into depression, and fall onto the floor.

(sorry I took so long to update but I kind of lost my inspiration, stay tuned for the next chapter, I won't tease you with dates, just check again soon!)