Chapter 14 A reason to live
Three days later Kairi attended Sora's funeral the beginning shock had subsided but not the horrifying images going through her head, his last words to her were "ok, you're right, I'm sorry" why couldn't it have been "I love you" or something special, not a comment on there sex. She had lost everything and now she was ready for the beautiful mercy of death. She looked at Sora's body, and thought you could survive onslaughts of heartless but not two weeks with me! She said her good byes, but not much more. She switched from blaming herself to blaming Sora for leaving, and decided against any kind and loving words that she would remember forever, because frankly, she didn't want to remember this forever. Her parents became concerned for her because she wasn't expressing her grief. About a month after the funeral they took her to a mental health care professional who decided to run blood test for depression, while they waited on the results the doctor and her sat down to talk, "Kairi, your parents are worried about you, you haven't been talking about your feelings with anyone" "so…I don't have anything to talk about I'm fine." "Are you really Kairi? The man you loved and who loved you back just died" "I don't love him, he left me, and said he wouldn't, that's all he did was lie." Kairi said coldly "why…just because he wanted to get in my pants!" Kairi screamed. The doctor looked at her sadly and said "do you really believe that?" "Why else would he leave me here all alone!? Why else would he…make me responsible?" the last words she said quietly. "Kairi there was no way you could have know that sex would have busted his ulcer, the doctors didn't even know he HAD an ulcer! And as for the shooting, it was his choice to save you…because he cared, and I'm sure if he was here he'd say he'd do it again!" "But he's not here!" she cried "and he still left me all alone!" she put her head between her knees and started to cry. The doctor shook his head with sadness and read her blood results, quietly he began to smile, "no…he didn't" Kairi looked up at him with her eyes and dark bloodshot red "what do you mean?" he gave a warm smile and said "you're pregnant" Kairi's expression immediately changed suddenly she felt like Sora had never left her completely, but instead left a part of him inside her to keep for the rest of her life, suddenly she had a reason to live!
(So what do you think so far? Let me know and check back with me later for chapter 15!)