Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or Edward. Stephanie Meyer does, the lucky bitch.
Author's note I would like to dedicate this story to my awesome reviewers. Reading them is the highlight of my day.
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rubyred753
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EPOV
I heard that Bella is leaving today. I had been avoiding her since the "discussion" we had. I didn't want to see her face and be reminded of cowardly behaviour. The truth is I was scared. I was scared that my whole life would have been planned out. We move in together, marry, have kids and grow old together. Don't get me wrong that sounded nice but it would have been what was expected. I love Bella with all my heart but I am just too young for my life to be mapped out already. I will admit that a little bit had to do with fucking other people but it was the scared thing as well. I wanted to go to the party my brother, sister, Rose and Jasper were throwing her but Emmett advised that I not go. I didn't see why I couldn't go, she seemed fine last time I saw her. In fact I think she was about to fuck a random stranger. I hadn't fucked anyone since we split. I had got offers and even made out with some of the girls but I just couldn't get into it. They weren't Bella. Of course I'll get over it. I am a man after all and men were designed to fuck.
She's really gone. I just ran into my friends. Rose and Alice couldn't talk from the tears that seem to choke their words. Even Emmett and Jasper looked a bit glassy eyed. We decided to head to a bar to drown our sorrows, as it were. I was on my fifth beer when a fake blonde with fake tits walked over to me. "Hi" she said. "You don't know me but I know you. You're Edward Cullen. I'm Jessica Stanley."
"Hello" I replied, not really in the mood to talk.
"So I heard you like cock now." It just so happens that I was taking a sip of beer when she said this which immediately sprayed everywhere in my shock.
"Excuse me" I managed to squeak out.
"Someone that knows you told me you like to bum guys now"
"I think you will find that you are mistaken"
"So it isn't true?"
"Um no"
"Well then I'm sorry to hear that because you might find it hard to pick up girls now as I told a few girls I know not to bother with you"
"Well I can assure you I like pussy. No I love pussy. You will have to tell everyone that you have told that you are mistaken."
"OK I'll try. Nice chatting to you Edward. I hope I'll see you real soon" she purred in my ear.
The rest of the gang came over to me once she had left. "What does that slut want?" Rose asked.
"Well apparently I'm gay now"
"Ha Ha. I always had a feeling Eddie. How many times did I ask you that when we were growing up?" Emmett laughed.
"Was it you that told her?" I asked seething.
"No, why the hell would I talk to her about you? In fact, why the hell would I talk to her period? You know Rose would cut my balls off if I talked to that slut."
"Well she said that someone that knows me told her I was gay. Any ideas guys?"
"It wasn't me"
"Or me"
"Or me"
"Or me"
"Fine I believe you. Let's just forget about this and drink. Oh but if anyone asks you please say I'm not. I really don't want this spread around college."
"Ok. Moving on, let's have a toast" said Alice handing each of us a shot glass. "To Bella"
"To Bella" we all said as we held our glasses up and then downed the shot. I don't remember anything else of night out or getting home. All I know is once I got to my dorm I climbed into bed and grabbed the picture on my nightstand. I stared at the picture until I fell asleep. The picture was of mm home. The picture was of my heart. The picture was of Bella.
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Author's note: I'm sorry it is short and kind of rushed but my little girl had been ill today and I haven't had much time to myself. I'll update tomorrow, it will be three years from now. If you have any comments, questions or suggestions let me know. Thanks for reading.