Disclaimer: You know the drill, I don't own it.

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BPOV

Holy fuck on duck. Edward Cullen was here. Edward Cullen was holding me. Edward Cullen was grinding his hard dick on me. OK I think I just came a little. OK I had to snap out of it. He left me. He left me to fuck guys. "Edward" I shouted in his ear "what the fuck are you doing here?"

"In Phoenix? In this club? Or with you specifically?"

"Well all fucking three would be good"

"Bella can we maybe go somewhere and talk?" he asked. Everything in me screamed no, don't go, he'll only hurt you again but like the idiot I am I agreed. I turned to James to inform I was leaving, he asked for my number and I gave it to him but I doubt he would ever call. When I looked back to Edward he looked pissed perhaps he doesn't want to go talk anymore. I was just about to ask him but he gripped my hand and started pulling me towards the exit. Once we outside I sent a quick text to Mike telling him that I was OK and I would see him at home later tonight, if he got home tonight.

"So where did you want to talk?" I asked.

"Well my apartment is only three blocks away; it's a nice night we could walk there"

"You must be new to Phoenix because it is always a nice night here"

"Yes I am I haven't been here long." The rest of the walk was spent in an uncomfortable silence. We arrived all too soon and I started freaking out. What the hell was I supposed to say to the man that shattered my heart? What was I supposed to say to the love of my life when he loves cock? I wish I had drunk a lot more now I needed some liquid courage perhaps he has some. He let us in to his apartment after fumbling with the keys for about ten minutes. Oh my fuck, this place is such a cliché. It looked exactly like you imagined a bachelor pad would. We looked at each other nervously, each waiting for the other to break the awkward silence. Finally Edward asked me if I wanted anything to drink.

"Alcohol" I said a little too enthusiastically. Great he probably thinks I'm an alcoholic.

"So" he said when he returned with two beers "what have you been up to since I saw you last?"

"Well I graduated from Phoenix College first in my class and I am now working as an assistant to an editor at Eclipse Publishing. I'm training to be an editor. That's about it really."

"So no boyfriend?"

"Not at the moment. What about you do you have a boyfriend?"

"I am not dating anyone no but – wait, hang on did you ask me if I had a boyfriend?"

"Well yeah I mean you don't have to tell me I was just wondering"

"Bella that's not it I don't mind you asking, it's just that I wouldn't have a boyfriend because I'm not gay"

"Anymore?" I asked confused.

"No I have never been gay. Where did you hear that because there was a rumour going around Dartmouth about that"

"Well you told me you were"

"Bella are you fucking high? I never ever told you that" he squeaked.

"Yes you did on the night we broke up"

"Please enlighten me at what point did I say that I like guys?" he asked frustrated.

"When you said that you wanted to . . ." I had to take a deep breath to say this "fuck other PEOPLE. See you said people not girls so I put two and two together" I didn't to finish that sentence before he interrupted.

"And you made fucking five"

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" I asked angrily.

"Bella sweetie I am not gay. I can't believe you would think that after everything we had been through"

"Well that is my fucking point Edward. Why after all we had been through, all we had planned, why would you throw that all away if it wasn't because you were gay?"

"Do you want the honest answer or do you want me to sugar-coat it?"

"I just want the truth" I said.

"I got scared. Scared that my life was already planned out ahead of me. Scared that I wouldn't get to experience the world. Scared you were going to be the only woman I would ever have sex with. I know I was selfish and childish but I have changed I promise give me a chance to prove it to you" He said as he started kissing my neck. I don't even know when he moved closer to me. God he good. He hadn't really touched me yet and I was already dripping wet. I know that I should have stopped it but no one I have ever been with has ever made me feel the way Edward does. I can't even remember how many times I have had to fake it with Jake. I wanted to have an orgasm that wasn't self-induced and I knew that Edward could do that. So in my alcohol riddled mind I decided to give myself over to the sensations and urges I felt. I would worry about everything else tomorrow. I attacked his mouth with my own; he tasted as good as I remember. It felt like no time had passed. We kissed like we had never stopped. Our tongues fighting for dominance, I let him win I was too turned on to fight right now. When we had to breathe he started kissing my neck and chest. Only feather light kisses, teasing me. I wasn't standing for that it had been three years since we had last been together and I needed him to fuck me hard.

"Edward strip now" I commanded. He jumped away slightly looking slightly shocked at me. I used to let him be the dominant one in our sexual relationship but I was different now. I had matured sexually. While he was getting undressed I did too. I couldn't bear to wait any longer then I had to. Once we were both naked we just looked at each other getting reacquainted with each other's body. He is so fucking beautiful. I couldn't wait to feel him inside me.

"Edward lie on the bed" and he did. Well this is fun I like being in control. I straddled his waist. "What do you want Edward?" I asked.

"I want you Bella. Fuck I want you so much"

"How do you want me?"

"Well fist of all I have to say hello to my girls I have missed them" he said. He flipped us over so he was hovering on top of me then he kissed each of my breasts softly. The he started licking my right nipple slowly while pinching my left slowly. Fuck the girls missed you too Edward. He suckled each of them in turn and I was about ready to cum already. After lavishing attention on my breasts he dragged his lips down my body until he reached my soaking pussy. "Bella you smell so delicious I think I am going to have to taste you is that OK?" he asked. Like I was going to fucking turn that down.

"Yes" I hissed out as he took a long lick up my slit. After a few more licks he stared to lick my clit. Finally I man who knows where it is. When he started sucking on my clit I could feel the coil in my stomach tighten to unbelievable point. When he thrust two fingers in without warning and started pumping them in and out of me I lost. The coil snapped and I came shouting his name.

"Edward there are so many things I want to do to you and with but I don't think I can wait another second for you to be inside me so just fuck me already" I screamed out when he thrust in me. I had forgotten how big he was. He stopped for a moment to let me adjust to his size. After a while I got impatient and thrust my hips up to show him to move. He started slowly pumping in and out. I could feel every vein and ridge. It was delicious. I could feel my orgasm building already, I needed more.

"Harder, faster. Oh God Edward that's it oh fuck" I shouted as he sped up his movements. The room was filled with our moans. Just the sound of Edwards moan made me want to come alone.

"Fuck Bella I can't last much longer you feel so good, touch yourself for me baby. Make yourself come with me" I slipped my hand between us and started my already oversensitive clit. I rubbed it in time with his thrust which were getting faster by the minute. Finally when he whispered in my ear "come for me darlin' " I came. Calling me darlin' is a major turn on for me. The feeling of me milking his cock must have been too much because less than thirty seconds later he came yelling my name. We didn't say anything as we both lay there catching our breath. I had every intention of getting dressed and going home but I must have fallen asleep.

I woke up the next morning feeling like there was road construction going on in my head. I lifted my head, which felt like it weighed a ton and looked around at the unfamiliar room. I lifted the blanket off me and I was naked. Oh fuck, well this couldn't be good. I heard a light snore coming from behind me. I turned over to see who I was in bed with and all I could see was a mop of bronze sex hair and oh I remembered now. I was royally fucked.

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Author's note: So here is Bella's reaction. This is my first lemon and I was really nervous writing it so if you have any comments on it let me know. Thanks for reading.