Bella's Point of View
He started leaning in closer. Our lips were getting closer and my body was reaching for his lips. My mind didn't want this, it was wrong I kept screaming in my mind. I pressed my arms to the grass bellow me to sit up a little and stared into his eyes as he stared into mine. It started to thunder and lightning, but that wasn't stopping us from anything.
I was getting closer. "Stop! Don't do this Bella you have to resist you don't want him remember what happened with Demetri," I did remember that and I knew it would scar me for the rest of eternity, and that was part of the reason why I was thinking no. Would Edward do the same?
My mind told me no, but my body and heart wanted him. I didn't have anymore time to think things through. Edward didn't want to wait any longer.
"Isabella," Edward gasped as he wrapped one arm around into my hair and his lips crashed against mine. It was the most intense and desperate kiss I had ever received. My lips moved against his with the same desperation. My fingers tangled into his wet bronze hair as he pressed his body against mine. Every vein in my body was a live wire streaming with venom. This kiss was something I had never had before. It was a need that I had never been able to comprehend. A desire that I have never wanted. A love that I have never experienced. His lips slipped down to my throat and sucked the tender flesh. I grabbed onto his damp shirt, gripping his back and gasped into his ear. "Edward!" he growled into my neck as his mouth was once again at my lips, kissing with much force. His tongue ran across my bottom lip asking for entrance. I allowed and his cool tongue slipped into my mouth battling with mine. I was on fire. I loved this new feeling. I really had been missing out for 90 years. I quickly pulled away when thoughts of Aro filled my mind.
"Edward stop," I pressed my palm to his shirt covered chest. It was so hard and muscular. I instantly had a need to run my fingers over his stomach and chest and feel him, every inch of him. Why was I feeling this way? Why couldn't I stop myself.
My hands slipped up and under his shirt and it felt as good as I imagined it would.
This caused Edward to groan and thrust his lower half against mine. This caused me to moan again and continue my feel of him.
"Bella," Edward moaned. I didn't think I had ever heard him moan my name before and it caused these sparks to fly and desire to build in my stomach. "Don't stop Bella," Edward whispered as I felt my hands nearing his pants. Could I move on with my actions. Was that something I really wanted to do. I had never done anything like this before and I didn't know what to do.
"I can't Edward," I quickly launched myself from him and pressed my back against a tree. My breathing was labored and I was aroused. I wasn't ready for this just yet my mind hadn't recovered from what Demetri had done to me. I needed more time. I watched Edward very carefully as he stood gracefully, like some kind of animal. The lightning hit again and what I saw took my breath away. Edward was dripping with rain water, breathing was heavy with his head down. I wanted this man so badly, but I couldn't. I gasped as he was in front of me in a matter of seconds.
He placed one hand on the tree behind me. His golden eyes peered out from his dripping wet hair. He looked dangerous and I was fearful for a moment.
"Isabella," He spoke loud enough for me to hear. I didn't speak. It was his time to talk and I could tell from the look on his face. "Why?" He asked again. His voice was husky, thick with desire and lust. Need for me. I looked down again trying to gather my words to make sure they came out correct. Looking down wouldn't be allowed from Edward. With slight aggressiveness he forcefully pulled my chin up.
"You will look at me when I'm talking to you," Yes he was upset with me. I didn't know what to say. My mouth slightly ajar, I quickly tried to come up with an excuse. I didn't have time to speak. His lips were molded to mine again. It was angered kiss that was forceful. He pulled away and I took in a good amount of air. We were both breathing hard.
"Isabella, I don't seem to understand your actions," He paused for a moment trying to calm himself down and not scare me. " Your body thinks differently than your mind does I'm guessing," He let out a small crack of a smile. "Why do you continue to listen to your mind when your heart and body are doing the right thing, what does your conscience tell you?" He asked me. I knew what it was telling me. It was telling me to just give in to him and allow him to hold my heart and hold onto his in return, but the dominant part of my mind was pushing that part away and trying to resist him. That was crumbling slowly but surely.
"It's telling me what is right," I mumbled for the first time in 20 minutes.
Edward leaned in, his breath filling my senses making it difficult to think right.
"What is it telling you Bella?" He whispered again. There I could feel the wall crumbling in my mind and my conscience start to take over. I closed my eyes and fought as hard as possible to lie to him. The Aro in my head told me to lie, tell him that I should push him away. "Stop fighting with yourself Bella, just let go. I know what happened to you and I promise you Isabella with all my living heart and soul that I will never, ever do anything like that I promise and am so sorry" He cooed into my ear as I felt his fingers skim down in between my breasts. I moaned slightly tipping my head back against the tree and closing my hands making them into fists.
"Give into my touch my sweet Isabella," His hand slid under my shirt, he started to pull it up revealing my pale white skin.
"Edward," the moan was drawn out. What was he doing to me. His voice was so sensual and seductive. I was a puppet in his hands.
"Yes Bella, feel the pleasure coursing through your sweet beautiful body think about me and only me, how happy I can make you how much I can love you," He hushed against my ear. Moans and whimpers slipped past my lips. He cupped my breasts in his hands. I gasped and thrust myself against him. I was totally lost now.
"Edward, oh Edward," I groaned when his lower body ground into mine. I needed this to stop. I didn't want it to, but it needed to before things got to heated.
"Edward please stop," I asked him. Would he stop if I begged. I didn't want to go to that, but I knew I wasn't ready. Edward sighed and pulled back. He wasn't going to push me any further right now.
"I'm sorry Edward but I'm not ready," I spoke softly and wiggled my way away from him. I curled up into a ball and hugged my knees close to me. I sat in the meadow and let the rain droplets drip from my hair. If Edward was the kind man that I thought he was, then he would respect my decision.
He came over to me and sat beside me. He slowly rubbed my back comforting me. I sniffed as if I had been crying.
"I'm sorry Bella, I didn't mean to push you into something like that, I don't know what came over me, it's just," He tried to think of the right words. "I can't stand not being able to touch you like a man would to a woman," He whispered next to me. I let out a pleasure filled sigh. I knew what he meant.
"I know Edward, just promise me one thing," I asked him picking my words carefully.
"Anything," He replied back keeping his hand on my back.
"Will you wait for me?" I hopped that he would know what I meant by that.
"Of course, I will wait for as long as you want Bella, I want you to be comfortable with what your doing, and I want you to be comfortable with me, I will wait for however long it takes," He said to me. I was glad that he was willing to wait. I had to fight with myself, trying to push these scared thoughts away and just give in, but I knew it was going to take some time. I looked up and turned to look at him. We were soaked to the bone, but neither of us seemed to care.
"Thank you Edward," I smiled and ran my hand over his defined cheek bone," He looked down while I did this and enjoyed my soft caress. He then looked up at me once more. His eyes were beautiful. They were still dark from the lust coursing through him, but they were big and soft, like an innocent child. He was calming down and he never looked better.
"Your very welcome Bella, as long as I know that you are trying, that's all that matters. I will wait forever for you," He hushed. I couldn't help myself. I leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to his lips. He returned it, it wasn't much of a passionate kiss, it was just sweet and gentle. I had to take baby steps with Edward, and he said that he would wait forever, and we did have all the time in the world practically.
Edward helped me stand up and I kept his hand in mine. I was comfortable with that and so was he. For the time being though.
"Edward, tomorrow I'd like to go back to my home, I want to start cleaning it up and putting putting some new furniture in it and actually making it my home, I don't want to be in your home all the time, besides, Aro wouldn't look for me there would he?" Edward looked at me concerned as I said this. He knew how much I was fearful of Aro, he didn't want to talk about it I figured.
"Your not a bother in the house Bella, we enjoy your company," He pressed a kiss to my knuckles. "Everyone does, but if you would like to clean up your old home, then we shall," He smiled lightly. Something was on his mind. I could tell by the look on his face. He didn't look like he was going to tell me anytime soon.
"What do you mean by we?" I asked. Edward stepped into his house and his whole family was standing there smiling. He grinned and I couldn't help but smile.
"Thank you everyone, but I don't think that it would be something that you guys want to do," I spoke. Emmett came up to me.
"Of course we do Bella, anything to help you out, we would love to do," He brought me into a hug even though I was soaking wet.
"Bella come with me and I'll let you take a warm shower," Alice came to me and took my hand. I looked at Edward with a sad longing. Our hands slipped apart and I was actually sad.
"Don't worry Bella, I'm not going to leave," He smiled and that made me feel a little better, but for the fact that we weren't going to be together while I showered was kind of sad.
"Here Bella, I got you some clean clothes to get into when your finished with your shower, and a towel, take as long as you need," Alice told me. I wanted to hug her because I wanted comfort, but I didn't want to make her clothes soggy.
The hot water poured over my body and I was content. I thought through everything that was happening between Edward and I, I was pretty satisfied with the progress that we have been making. I brought the wash cloth to my body and ran the soapy water over my body, feeling every curve. I was perfectly content and I felt more like a human the more I stood under the water. I sighed and ran Edward's shampoo through my hair again. I wanted to smell like him. I loved him. I thought this to myself and I was thankful that he couldn't read my mind. I wasn't ready to tell him. I knew it was time to get out of the shower, but I didn't want to, I could sit in here forever. There were soft knocks on the door and venom ran through my body as I hopped that it was Edward entering.
"Bella, can I come in," It was Edward's voice and I was ecstatic about the fact that he was in the bathroom with me. I took a minute and got the towel that was laid out for me and wrapped it around my body.
"Yes," I told him. I wondered whether or not I should get out of the shower. I heard the door open and close. "Do you want me to come out Edward? I'm in a towel," I explained.
"If you want to Bella, I don't care, whatever makes you feel comfortable," I thought about it again and I thought it would be okay. I was in a towel and Edward couldn't see through and this was just me trying to get passed the fear that I had.
I stepped out making sure that I didn't trip over anything. I knew I would be blushing by this point. I looked down at my damp feet. I didn't want to see Edward's face when I stepped out of the shower.
"Isabella, please look at me," Edward sounded kind of desperate. I listened to him again and this listening thing seemed to work well. My eyes went straight to his eyes and there was the love that he wanted to give me so badly. My heart melted. I couldn't stop my feet from moving towards him and encircling my arms around his body and pulling him closer to me.
"Your so beautiful, even in a towel," I looked up when he said this and smiled. He caressed my cheek with the back of his hand and I felt the warmth again. "Here let me get you some clothes to put on," Edward started pulling away, but I clung to him like a leech. (No pun intended) My arms were securely wrapped around his waist.
"I don't want to put my clothes on yet," I whispered hearing the courage in my words. I pulled him into my body this time. I snuggled my face into his chest breathing him in. I was finally realizing what it meant to want to be touched and held. I wanted to feel Edward, to know that he was there with me. It was that caring feeling. He rubbed my back softly with both of his hands. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to the top of my head.
"Bella, would you allow me to kiss you right now?" he asked. I was surprised that he was asking me this, I figured that he would have just done what he wanted to without asking, but he was really taking this into seriousness. I nodded my head into his chest as I felt him lift my head and look into my eyes.
"I love you Bella," He whispered before pressing his soft cold lips against mine. My eyes fell shut and I leaned up against him. I let him kiss me and I kissed him back. My mind was racing again. I didn't know if I should tell him that I loved him too. I didn't think that I wanted to. I wasn't sure if I loved him back. He slowly pulled away when he noticed that I stopped kissing him.
"Something wrong Bella?" He asked holding onto my face and keeping his other hand on my waist. I sighed and felt this pain in my chest. I was afraid to say I love you. I didn't want to get hurt again. Some part of me told me that Edward would never hurt me, but how could I be certain. Then the other half said to take a chance and give in and be happy while it lasted. I closed my eyes and looked down. I was killing Edward. Maybe you couldn't tell on the outside, but I knew he was hurting him. I pulled away and banged my fists against the door. Edward was instantly concerned with my change of behavior.
"I'm no good for you Edward!" I yelled against the door. "I shouldn't be giving into your kisses and touches when I can't even let go, I can't forget what happened to me and I can see that I'm hurting you, and don't tell me that I'm not," I turned towards him. I felt an odd lump in my throat.
"God dammit Edward, I saw it in your eyes earlier today. I saw what you were feeling. I couldn't tell what it was then, but now I know. It hurts you that you can't kiss me properly, that you can't love me the way you want to, that everything has to be a struggle with me. Why don't you just let me go?" I begged him to death. All of a sudden, I didn't see this coming and probably neither did he.
"Stop it! Just stop it Bella. Are you to blind to see how much I need you. Can't you tell how much I love you and want you. Letting you go would only make things worse for you and I Bella. I can't let you go and no matter how much you think I want to, I don't. I don't want to ever stop loving you and touching you. Bella I want to hold you in my arms. Kiss you goodnight. Make love to you, make you cry my name. What do you want me to do Bella. What do I have to do to show you that?" I let his words soak into my mind. What did he have to do to let me know. I knew that kissing me wasn't going to be enough, it never was. Something else would have to do. In that moment Edward got down on one knee.
"Bella marry me," I couldn't help but let out a laugh. He looked hurt when I laughed at him.
"Edward, you can't be serious?" I asked him. Here I was standing in a bath towel in the bathroom and he was asking me to marry him.
"I am as serious as I will ever be Bella, I want you to be mine forever and if marriage is what it will take, then that's what I'll do," He spoke in a serious manner.
I was blown away by this. He was asking if I'd marry him.
"I'm not doing this Edward, not here and defiantly not now," I walked past him to the door and pulled it open stomping down to his room. I slammed the door shut and started throwing things around. Why was he putting me through this. Why didn't he see that I was still stuck on the part where I couldn't say I love you," I broke things in his room. I couldn't help it. Rage tore through me and quickly changed and jumped out his window. I ran as fast as I could to where? I didn't know, just away from him. I was getting wet again, but I didn't care about that either. I ran to the place where I felt comforted. I ran straight up to my old room and curled up in a ball in the corner and sat thinking things through, desperately wishing I was dead.
Edward's Point of View
"What happened?" Alice asked as I stepped out of the room feeling broken hearted. I had hurt more than I would have ever though possible.
"I made her run away," I whispered. I glided to my bedroom and pushed open the door. I saw the mess that she made. Books were thrown around and a few things were broken. It wasn't to bad. What was I thinking. I must have been out of my mind when I asked her that. I felt really bad and now I felt that I wanted to kill myself. Alice walked in with me and placed her hand on my back.
"Edward, don't beat yourself up over this, it's going to take Bella some time until she is ready for something like that. And don't worry, she isn't mad at you, she's more mad at herself," I peeled my eyes away from my hands to look up at my sister. How could she not hate me. I thought.
"Why would she be mad at herself? I'm the one who asked her," Alice bent down and looked around like she was going to tell me a secret, or something that no one else should here.
"Because she couldn't say yes," I felt a spark fly through me. She wanted to say yes? I couldn't help but feel the tug at my heart. "I know she wants to Edward, but she just can't admit to tell you that she loves you, she afraid you know. Bella was hurt in the past and she's afraid that it will happen again," Alice explained and my hopes rose.
"Don't let her know that you know okay Edward, let her tell you on her own. I promise she will come around," Alice stood from the bed and was ready to leave.
"Wait Alice, how do I get her to feel more comfortable around me?" I asked her standing as well. I was going to go to her and I knew where she was right now. I was anxious to run to her. Alice thought for a moment.
"Well, I guess just do things that she likes and don't push her, let her come to you. I know you guys kind of got intense there for a moment, but I know that only helped," Alice smiled and walked out of my bedroom. I was giddy and excited.
"Oh and Edward, when you go for her, make sure to act worried and concerned for her well being. That will make her feel cared for and protected knowing that there is someone there for her," I would really have to thank my family for all their help and support. I knew what I was going to do. I was going to run around a bit and get wet and soaking and make it look like I had been looking for her for a long time. I hoped that she wasn't beating herself up to much about all this. I was kind of glad that I had asked her to marry me because that was showing my affection towards her. I ran through the woods getting myself all wet once more.
Bella's Point of View
I heard voices, in my head. I knew who's they belonged to and I wanted them to go away. I dug my fingers into my skull and shook violently.
"I know where to find you Isabella, you can't run forever," I heard his voice and I felt him. I knew he was close. He was messing with me and toying with me. "What are you doing Isabella? Giving into your emotions so easily?" His voice cooed in my mind. Why wouldn't this madness stop.
"Get out of my head!" I screamed clutching myself for dear life. I wanted to cry and scream at the top of my lungs. Why was I haunted so.
"Isabella, I thought I was your one and only love, what are you doing with this guy, he's only trying to hurt you," I shook my head back and forth multiple times. I would not listen to them. They weren't there. They weren't going to hurt me.
"We're coming for you Isabella, you better watch your back," The voice spoke again.
"Get away from me!!!" I screamed.
"Bella," Another voice spoke. I thrashed violently as arms try to calm me down.
"Get off of me, don't touch me," I yelled trying to move away from him. "Edward, help, help me please," I didn't want Aro to touch me. How did he find me here, I thought I was going to be safe.
"Isabella it's me Edward, please listen to the sound of my voice, I'm not going to hurt you," I did what he told me and listened. I relaxed slightly when I reached through the darkness until I found his stone hard chiseled jaw. My breathing slowed down and I reached for his shoulders. He pulled me into his arms and wrapped them around me. Lightly stroking my hair down and whispering soft comforting things into my ear.
"It's okay now love, I'm right here, I won't let them hurt you," He picked me up in his arms as I was still traumatized. I wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face into his shoulder making sure that it was him who carried me. I knew it was him by his scent. I relaxed some more when I got back into his warm house. His family came to me and they comforted me.
"Oh Bella! Are you alright?" I heard Esme's mother ask as Edward laid me down on the couch to check and make sure I was alright. Carlisle stepped forward to take a good look at me.
"What's wrong with her Edward?" Carlisle asked looking for anything on the outside of my body that could have been wrong.
"I don't know, but I think some how Aro got into her head and was telling her things. At first she thought I was going to hurt her, so I figured that it was Aro putting thoughts into her mind," Edward explained. Yes that was right, Aro had gotten into my mind, somehow. I wasn't sure how though. Since I had been there I hadn't know of any power of his that allowed him to get into the minds of others. Carlisle looked me over.
"Well I think that she is going to be just fine, you don't have anything to worry about son, but if she does start hearing Aro again, then bring her to me and we will try to figure something out," Carlisle paused for a moment and was thinking something through. "The thing that I don't seem to understand is that how can he get into her mind like that when, one: he is so far away and then two: Bella has her shield," They were speaking in third person even though I was laying right there.
"Well maybe she didn't have her shield up, maybe it was because she left you Edward and she was kind of having a break down and she let her shield down and that was how Aro was able to get to her that way," Alice explained. That sounded logical to me. I guess I was having a kind of a break down. I knew from now on that I wasn't going to leave Edward and his family, I couldn't live without them. I had to believe that now.
Edward's Point of View
I thought that it was about time to go and get Bella, I was so excited that I knew she was in love me. It was kind of sad that she wasn't ready to tell me so yet, but I had plenty of time and that's what I promised her, time. I went to the house and I could fell her presence inside the house. I took a deep breath and put on my concerned face and entered the house. I suddenly did become worried and raced to the top of the steps where I heard Bella's screams. It turned my venom to ice. When I saw her curled up in the corner of that room gripping her hair and rocking back and forth. I was kind of afraid to approach her. I didn't want to make things any worse. But when she screamed again, I couldn't just stand back and watch her.
"Bella," I called and she shook and trembled in that ball she had made herself into.
"Get off me, don't touch me," She yelled pushing and batting me away with her arms. I wrapped my arms around her so I could whisper into her ear to calm her.
"It's me Isabella, Edward. I'm here for you, I'm not going to hurt you," I hushed into her ear. I slowly stroked her damp hair as she calmed down a little bit. Bella gripped my neck as I lifted her up into my arms. She breathed heavily into my neck and snuggled her face in my shoulder. I could tell that she was calming down a little more. I ran as fast as I could to get us out of the weather and get her to Jasper so she would be more calm. My whole family was waiting in the living room for me. I placed her down on the couch and Jasper hovered over her. I explained to them about what I thought about Aro and Carlisle examined her. Finally the family calmed down and so did Bella. She was in a state of relaxation as Jasper sat close to her on the floor next to the couch.
"Thank you everyone," I said to my family. Esme wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into her.
"Anything to make you happy Edward, I just hope that you bring her as much happiness as you have to the rest of this family," She pressed a quick kiss to my forehead and walked away with my father Carlisle.
"I know you will take good care of her Edward," He patted me on the shoulder and walked away with his wife.
"Take her up into the bed and hold her Edward, the only thing that she needs right now is comfort, give her things that will make her feel relaxed and comforted," Jasper told me. I knew that I didn't have to do things that would just make a vampire comfortable, I was going to have to do things that also made a woman comfortable and put her in her happy place.
"Will you stay down here with her while I go upstairs and fix things up," I knew what Jasper could do and I kind of wanted him to put Bella in sort of trance like state so she didn't know what was going on around her.
"Sure no problem Edward," Jasper nodded and Alice came to sit beside him and rested her head against his shoulder. She was tired of all this as much as I was. I dashed up the steps and went to fix some things up for Bella that I knew would put her in her happy place.
Bella's Point of View
I remembered laying on the couch and having this relaxing feeling come over me, I knew Jasper was sitting right next to me, but this comforting feeling was to good to push away. Then things kind of got blurry and I felt really funny. I didn't know where Edward was and I didn't know what was going on.
"Alice, what's going on? Why do I feel this way?" I asked reaching for her hand. She took my hand and caressed it lightly.
"Don't worry Bella, Edward is trying to make things better for you upstairs, this will only last for a little while longer, just try to relax a while sweety," Alice soothed me with her words and I rolled onto my side on the couch. I wished so badly that Edward was with me, I wished that he was hear comforting me instead of Jasper and Alice.
"Okay bring her up," Edward called from the top of the stairs. I looked up at him and smiled. I loved that man. I loved him more than life it's self. I lay there on the couch as Jasper stood and picked me up. I smiled up at him and I noticed for the first time how handsome he was. He was cute and adorable, perfect for Alice, but he was nothing like Edward. Edward was gorgeous and perfect and glorious. He was everything that a woman would want. Jasper carried me up the steps and that funny feeling was still swirling around in my brain.
"Thank you Jasper, I'll take her from here," I heard Edward speak. I was passed from one pair of arms to the next. There were a lot stronger and more caring and holding me with a lot more love.
The funny feeling died away as it was just Edward and I alone in his room. I looked around and th lights were off, but there was still a faint glimmer all around the room.
"Edward what is this?" I asked looking around and finding that the room was covered with candles.
He carried me off to the bed and set me down on the edge. "It's my way of taking care of you," He pressed a kiss to my forehead. "I'll give you a minute to change," He stood and started towards the door.
"Edward wait," I felt that my mental state was way to fragile to be left alone. He stopped and turned slowly. I twiddled my fingers. " I don't want you to go," I whispered feeling my body warm up. He looked slightly reluctant to stay.
"Bella, I don't want you to feel uncomfortable if I were to stay in the room," He spoke. He actually looked kind of nervous.
"It's fine Edward, you can just turn around if you want, but I don't think I'm mentally stable enough for you to leave me alone," I admitted to him. I hoped that was a good enough excuse for him. He turned around and stayed a few feet away from me.
I took a deep breath as I slipped my wet shirt off and pulled on, a nightgown? I questioned this. I wasn't going to be sleeping any time soon.
"I want you to feel as relaxed as possible Bella, so I thought, getting into the clothing would help a little. It's very soft," He spoke as if he could read my mind. I sighed and removed my damp clothing and pulled that on. When I wasn't paying attention or looking I guessed. Edward had changed into a pair of flannel pants. That was all. I could help but think at how good he looked just like that. He was beautiful.
"Do you want to get into bed?" He asked stepping over to me. I looked down at the bed and the sheets that were pulled back ever so slightly looking rather inviting. I sighed and crawled into the sheets. This was the most comfortable object that I had ever laid in. I pulled the sheets up to my face and snuggled in the blankets.
"Do you mind if I join?" Edward stood on the other side of the bed. I nodded slowly watching his every move as he slipped under the covers joining me. I turned to face him and watched him get comfortable. He sighed and moved closer to me. I felt myself scooting towards him and press my body against his.
"Is this okay Bella?" He asked. His one arm was up on top of the sheets. I nodded my head and closed my eyes nuzzling my face into his warm shoulder.
"Yes, this is okay," I mumbled. My body felt so warm. I was so happy here in bed with Edward. He placed that one arm on top of my waist and moved it over the clothed skin lightly. He propped his head up with his arm and gazed into my eyes lovingly.
"How do you feel?" He asked as he played with some of my hair. I couldn't find the right words to explain how I felt right now.
"really good," I mumbled. I didn't want words to ruin this moment so I stayed silent and so did he.
"Bella there is something I want us to take," Edward whispered lightly.
I looked at him and he held a little tube in hands. I eyeballed it curious as to what that red liquid was.
"What is it Edward?" I asked him.
"Well, I guess you could call it sleeping potion," He laughed at his statement and pulled out the cork. I furrowed my brow. "All you have to do is drink a little drop of this and it slowly knocks you out for about 7 hours, Carlisle made it for each of the couples in the family and I was saving it for the perfect woman," He caressed my cheek. I smiled and warmed up once more.
"So what we fall asleep for a little while and then wake up again and we are okay?" I asked him he nodded his head looking like he was ready to take some. "Does it harm us in any way?" I didn't want to end up dead in the morning.
"Nope, Alice told me that she and Jasper just used it last night and it worked fine, nothing wrong and the next night it didn't affect them, it only last for a few hours until the venom in our system burns it up," Edward explained. "I wanted to take some of this because I wanted to share sleep with you Bella," He pulled me closer and I was willing to try this. "Here you go, you can take the first sip," He handed it to me and I took a sip. It didn't have much of a flavor and I didn't really feel it hit me yet. Edward took a sip and then put the cork back on and set it away.
"Come here Bella," He whispered I was so close to him that he was able to tangle his legs in mine and wrap his arms around my body. Then I started to feel it.
I had never felt anything like this before. It was so different. I got this tired feeling start to take over my mind and body.
"Do you feel it Edward?" I asked as my eyes grew heavy and my breathing was becoming shallow. He lightly pressed his lips to mine and I slowly kissed back. "Yes I feel it Bella and it feels so good," He moaned slightly. I had never heard this from Edward before. My body felt like goo and I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer. I fell into what was called sleep and so did Edward and we slept in each others arms.
A/N: What did you think of this chapter. Tell me if you thought I was pushing it to far with Edward and Bella. I really liked this chapter because for the first couple of pages I listened to Linkin Park and that really helped me type it. Then the last part. Every time I write a story where Bella is a vampire, I feel so disappointed when she can't sleep, and I think the sleeping parts are most romantic. So I made a little twist, sidetracking a bit. Hoped you liked it. Tell me too if you think it should stay T or change it M rating. I'm not sure so tell me what you think. Thanks so much for reading everyone. Please review