Mini character studies, emotions embodying the CL characters, continuing the current story thing. This is one of the las- [the rest of the page is torn out]
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Emotions I- Anger
You know how it is to feel anger, correct? Even though I am virtually incapable of feeling emotions, I can still feel a sort of anger towards my foes- the children that always gets in the way of my will and of my plans. I am not supposed to feel emotions; I am just a computer program, an Artificial Intelligence, in fact. I do feel feelings, much like you do, I just am incapable of happiness and love, preferring to be angry and scheming, maybe mischievous most of the time. I spend my time developing some of the most complex plans, only for those children to ruin it. You do not know how many calculations I spend in those plans I formulate, how much time and effort is spent into it, how long I plot the death of the children so I can then wipe out humanity and cleanse the world.
You don't know how it's like to lose badly- to be humiliated by five children almost on a weekly basis while your plans and dreams go into flames time and time again. It's because you're not me- you do not know how I think, much less operate. I find humor in torturing them with all kinds of possibilities- either with William, who is now under my control, or with the lasers, letting them experience pain they would not normally feel in their world. I wait, time and time again, to try to catch them off guard, for my plans to finally work… They almost never work! It took about a year to get one small piece of information just to be free- and I had spent my processing power on a seemingly insignificant piece of data!
My anger is directed to the leader of their puny group- Jeremie Belpois. Yes, he is going to be the receiving end of my frustration when I finally have the triumph I want. Being the person that constantly thwarts my attempts by sending his other friends to the realm of Lyoko and programming programs to get in my way, he won't get off easily, especially since how he has tested my patience time and time again.
I hold grudges, like any typical human would when infuriated with a person, or a group of persons. I have no definition for the term "forgive" in my system, though I am perfectly aware of what it is. The fueling rage that pumps through my system compels me to rage against them, to make them suffer just as they had made me suffer. To rend them helpless… to make them cowering and senseless of everything else but their fear… this is my goal. My grudges are intense, a raging fire of hatred that could burn those standing in my way. My grudges are eternal, I would never forgive or forget those who had crossed my path on my way to ruling the puny planet and ridding, cleansing even, the Earth of all the human filth that inhabits it.
I never understood why they were in my way… Why are those other humans important?! Why do they have to save them, when they know they could just let the people that bother them die?! It would have made my job a lot easier, but no, they had to save their tails when they were stuck in the fire. The children make me so angry… infuriating me even to the point of nearly shutting my system down from the constant stream of information and data that threats to overload my system. I have a grudging respect for them… and that what makes me try to destroy their world everyday… to have a challenge, as all other humans are weak, even those who think they are strong because of their muscle mass.
I will never forget them, not even if my system crashes and my files are wiped clean from the computer systems that keep me running. They are blazed, imprinted even, in my memory banks, in which not even the most sophisticated virus could wipe off. My hatred is what fuels me every time the sun peeks over the Earth on this side of the world, to try to kill those who oppose me. Every new day brings me to formulate my plans, to desperately scheme and plan things out in almost every way… to try to achieve my goal of becoming what I dream to be… to be a master, no, an ultimate ruler of the world…
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And so there you have it; this is the first of many character studies. Now, due to the circumstances, I won't be able to update [rest of page is unreadable, the page showing multiple, large claw marks]