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Chapter three
Questions
"Hey Bella?" after I said that I realized you could here what sounded like disappointment in my voice.
She turned to me looking confused I'm guessing from the tone in my voice. "Yea Jake?"
"Can I ask you a question and get an honest answer?"
That's when she smiled at me "So far you've asked two. "
I just grinned at her and went back to asking the question. "was the only reason you kept me around because… I kept you from thinking about him?"
I couldn't stand to look her in the eyes so I just looked at my feet.
"Jake of coarse not."
"Then what for?"
She sighed and that made me think it was going to be a bad answer "I.. I mean sure you kept he from thinking about him so much. But you kept the pain away. And Jake you're my best friend how could I turn down getting to hangout with you?"
We both just went quiet after that.
"Bellz? Can I ask you another one?"
"sure"
"Does it bother you?
I mean not getting to spend time with both of us together?"
"yea sometimes. Sometimes I wish that I could spend time with you guys together and then again sometimes I'm happy that its like this. Otherwise I wouldn't get to talk to you like this." She said all of that with a smile on her face so it did make me feel better.
"if he can be nice then maybe sometime we could hangout the three of us."
She smiled again. "Really?!" I couldn't help but laugh she sounded like a little kid when she said that.
"yes really."
"Maybe even if you find yourself a girl then it can be four of us."
I couldn't help but sigh. "Bella I want you to be my girl." I said that with out thinking and when she stayed quiet I just kept on going. "I want to be more to you than just your best friend. Sure if your happy with Edward I would just back off and be here when you need me. But I hate that its him that I'm loosing you to because sooner or later your going to become one of them and then ill be all alone again. When you went to Italy I was terrified that you would come back as one of them. And I didn't want to lose you that's why I was fighting so hard to keep you from leaving me. But when you came back and you were still human I was happy. Until I saw that you were taking him back after what he did to you. I don't know if you could see it yourself but Charlie and I and a bunch of other people could see how much of a wreck you were. And you were so close to being back to normal when Alice showed up."
I sighed again and whipped my eye before she could see that there was a tear falling.
I was back to looking at me feet and then she pulled my face up and looked at her.
"Jake I knew you cared about me but I never realized that it was that much." She hugged me and all I could do was just hug back.
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