So what if it hurts me
By:Askhimaboutme
Summery: Things are going down hill for Mitchie, when her
Mother commits Suicide and Her boyfriend leaves her for her best friend
all she wants is to be happy.
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I wake up and go straight in the bathroom, I walk over to the tub and theirs a pool of blood there, I felt a rush in my arm like some one was pulling it down to the tub.
"AHHH let me GO!" I screamed loud but my arm was in the water I tired pulling my arm back.
"Mitchie, Let go!." I saw my Mother wake up in the pool of blood and grab me.
"NO no!" I cried as I grabbed me and pulled in the tub with her.
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I sat up in my bed, Sweating and breathless. I look around in the room and saw everybody sleeping; At least I didn't scream this time, I looked at the clock; 3:00am.
I got out of bed and put my sleepers on, I walked out side. It was still dark out I desided to go to the dock, I sat on the edge watching the water.
"You couldn't sleep ether?"I heard a voice from behind me, I turned and saw Shane standing there with messy curly hair and in his PJ's.
"Not really." I answered, I sat next to me.
"Yeah your Brother snores like a pig."Shane laughed, He has such a cute laugh. "What about you." I got nervous.
"I'm not used to the bed yet."I answered, That lie came out good, He nodded the looked at the sky.
"Where did you go during class?" He asked me. "Brown told me to look for you but I ended up finding something else."He told me.
"What did you find." I asked hoping to change the subject now.
"I'll answer this then you answer the original question."He smirked at me, I put a guilty smile on "Well I was walking around Mass hall when I heard this Girl singing on the Piano, She sounded so beautiful."He sighed, I looked at his face....Wait did he say Mass Hall?!
"Uh, Did you say Mass Hall?"I asked It's impossible that he heard me, It can't be!
"Yeah, and when I go there She was gone."He told me, Holy crap he's in love with my Voice.
Then I guess he saw the expression on my face. "What do you know something."Come on Mitchie lie like you did before
"My answer to the orginal question is I hate my voice."I answered him, Well you told the truth even thought that wasn't the answer I was looking for.
"Why?"He asked me, I strugged.
"Nate and My Father tells me I have a beautiful Voice."I told him "But I don't think so."I answered, He looked at me.
"Well, I can be the third party."He said. "Let me hear you." He asked, I shook my head.
"Please, For me."He gave me a big smile, I felt my stomach turn in to Jello.
"Okay!." I answered with out me knowing....DAMN!, I closed my eyes and started to sing.
"I always been-"
"Mitchie, Shane!?"We turned and Saw Nate standing there with Catilyn confused.
"Look She's fine."Catilyn said walking away rubbing her eyes,Nate walked over to us.
"What were you guys doing?"Nate asked, He it come over protective big brother.
"Dude, we was just talking."Shane said calmly.
"That how it starts"Nate said sounding a lot like Dad "Next it's just writing a song then its just a harmless kiss then Dating then she breaks your heart with a hammer with out a care in front of your friends" Oh Crap he was having a flash back.
"NATE!."I yelled, He stopped talking and blushed.
"Oh, Anyway why are you talking at 3:29 am."He asked.
"You snore like a pig."Me and Shane answered at the same time, Nate Blushed then walked over to me and grabbed my hand.
"Come on Mitchie Time For bed."I rolled my eyes and looked at Shane.
"Dude I can't help that your Sister is Pretty."Shane Smirked at me, I blushed as Nate stopped walking to glare at Shane.
"We only been here for what three days?"Nate counted Mentally "And you like her?" Shane nodded, I smiled at him.
"How would you like it if I liked your sister."Shane winced at the thought." Just saying"
"You know She's going out with Jason."I looked at them confused.
"Who's Jason?"
"I AM!"I looked up and saw boy sitting on the guy's Cabin roof. "Hi!."
"God Damn!"Shane got angry "JASON GET YOU ASS DOWN!" He screamed at the boy.
"I'm looking at this neat Bird nest with Amy." He whined the I saw Amy poke crawl over next to him.
"Hey you guys!" I sighed.
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A few weeks Later Catilyn and I said only a few words to each other only because Amy kept getting stuck in a tree with Jason looking for birds to play in her bird house walking to the dock when I saw Shane walking to me.
"Hey Mitchie, You still haven't sung for me."He told me.
"Well, You've been searching for the Girl with The Voice."I told me smirking "Don't you need to asked girls to sing?"He smirked at me.
"Well Lucky Girl 100, You get to sing for Shane Gray."My eyes widen as he grabbed my hand and pulled me in to the woods.
"Are you share this isn't rape?"I laughed, he chuckled.
"It's not Rape if you yell Surprise."He joked then stopped running and turned facing me. "Surprise."He bent down and kissed me on the mouth,I kissed him back wrapping my arms around his neck, He rested his hands on my waist and deepened the kiss.
"HEY!!!."I heard Nate Yell, I snapped my eyes open and Me and Shane pulled away from each other and both looked at Nate.
"Uh,"Shane looked at me nervous, Nate rolled his eyes. "Look It was one Innocent kiss."
"That's how it starts."
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I washed my face and pulled my hair back in to a ponytail, I feel so stupid that I dyed my hair black, I looked at my skin.
"Damn I'm so pale."I told my self quietly.
"Hello!"I heard Catilyn Banging on the door. "Other people have to us the bathroom, I'm sick of her being rude to me, I open the door and glared at her.
"What is your problem!."I snapped.
"You , Your my problem."She screamed "I liked Shane and you easily got him like that!."She yelled.
"We're even going out or anything."I yelled at her.
"You are so stupid."She snapped "You and Him obviously like each other."She sneered.
"You get everything you want don't you."She glared at me. "You use your Mother to get people to get closer to you."
"How do you know about my mother."I asked her.
"Nate told me When we was looking for you and Shane."She rolled her eyes "he said he didn't want you to kill yourself just like her."I felt tears in my eyes.
"Why don't you we'll be a whole lot happier here with out you."I felt a wave of pain in my chest, I looked at her and she had little guilt in her expression.
"Catilyn."Amy said quietly, I ran out the cabin passing Shane on the way.
"Mitchie!?"He yelled after me, Kept running until I tripped, I blinked for a slip second then every thing went black.
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"Mitchie?"I heard Shane's faint voice in my head, I opened my eyes. "Nate she's waking up."I saw Nate pop up next to me, I held my head since the light was hurting me.
"Oh my God Mitchie, I'm so sorry!."Caitlyn apologized to me "Shouldn't have said those thing I was Jealous You can hate if you want."She sounded really sorry, I shook my head.
"No, its okay I would be mad too."I said truthfully,I opened my eyes and saw Nate gave her a small smile the blushed a little then looked down.
"Mitchie can you sit up?"Shane asked me, I sat up holding my head I felt a bandage wrapped around my head.
"Yeah, My head is killing me."I told them." I looked around in confusion. "Where am I?"
"The hospital."They answered.
"You hit your head on a rock."Shane told me, I winced when he said that.
"I'm okay right."I asked.
"Yeah but Sorry Dracula you don't any make up on."Nate smirked I rubbed my eyes and sighed.
"Yeah Ugly Micthie."I mumbled.
"WHAT!."They yelled at me, I held my head.
"Your Not ugly."Nate said, "Did Kyle call you ugly!."He spoke of Kyle I got angry.
"Don't say that name."I mumbled rolled my eyes "I hate him."
"Look Mitchie if some stupid guy told you your Ugly, Then he must be Blind 'cuz your Beautiful."Shane Said, I smiled softly.
"Okay, Sweet talker take three steps away from my sister."Nate gave him a small Glare.
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About three hours Later I was released from the hospital,Shane drove us back to Camp Where a slightly angry Brown was waiting for us.
"Where the bloody Hell were you guys."I looked at me "And what happened to Dall face."He walked up to me with concern.
"I tripped and hit me Head."I told him.
"Yeah I found her and had to take her to the hospital."Shane explained, then Brown looked Catilyn.
"I was the reason why She ran off...It's my fault."She sighed and put her hands up. "go ahead give me Kitchen duty."She spoke.
"I'm not giving you kitchen duty Catilyn."He told her shaking his head. "That only for people who don't care, And obviously You care."Brown Smiled,
"So we're off the hook?"Shane smiled, His uncle shook his head.
"You all Have to entire The Final Jam and write a group song that all of the Campers could sing together."He proclamed, I frowned I Have to sing?!
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Ah poor Mitchie lolz