So what if it hurts me
By:Askhimaboutme
Summery: Things are going down hill for Mitchie, when her
Mother commites Suicde and Her boyfirend leaves her for her bestfriend
all she wants is to be happy.
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"What?"I heard Nate yell from the water, I got up and started to speed walk to my Cabin, I couldd tell he was trying to get to me, I finally made it to my cabin and I sighed loudly, Why would I do that?
"Mitchie!"He knocked on the door "I might as well get over with it, I opened the door to see my brother glaring at me.
"Why?"
"What do you want me to say?"I asked "I was horney?"He flinched a bit at me, and looked at me.
"Your not the same."I got instantly mad.
"What is the same for you?"I growled "who was I before mom died Nate?" He just stared at me not noing wht to say.
"Not this way."
"Nate I'm 17, I only had one boyfriend and I'm sorry for not being innocent happy giddy Mitchie."I glared at him, what did he want from me?
"No matter how old you are your still my baby sister."He snapped "I don't care if your 50, No guy is going to use you."I gave him a wired look.
"Use me?"I questioned "He didn't use me, It was my idea."I said Nate turned around.
"I can't look at you."He walked out of my cabin, I felt so horrible about everything, I wasn't so much thinking at the moment when I did it I was just playing around with Shane.
I sat on my bed and barried my face in my hands and started to slowly cry, I felt even worst that my brother hate's me.
"Aw did Nate find out."I looked up and glared at Caitlyn who was smirking.
"What is wrong with you?"I got up and got in her face.
"What are you gonna take my lunch money."She sneered looking down at me, "Shane only likes you because he feels sorry for you."She smirked again,
"That's funny because he liked me way before he knew about my mom."I glared
"Oh really, It's going to be funny when He dumps you for me." She was so sure wasn't she? I gave her the same smirk, I think it's the prefect moment to mess with her head, I leaned in and whispered;
"He liked what I was doing to him in the water...He even said my name over and over."I moved back and smiled in her face, Then for a slip second I felt my head spin to the left side....did she just slap me?
"Oh if that didn't get threw your head....I just slapped you."She whispered in my ear, before she could move her head,I grabbed her hair and yanked in down, She screamed and kicked me in my stomach.
Mind you I never had a fight. I punched her in her stomach and pushed her on the floor, She ended up dragging me down with her, She rolled over on top of me and punched me in the mouth, My head banged against the floor, I instantly cover my face with my arms, She continued to punch my arms, I closed my eyes and grabbed her fist and sqeezed them, I pushed her back on the floor and punched her in her nose....Lucky shot, She started to push me of her I ended up clawing my nails in he face, She screamed and finally threw me off of her, I landed against the night stand,I looked up and saw her standing over me, She started to kick me in the stomach over and over....What did I do next what any girl whould do.
"AHHH GET OFF OF ME!."I screamed over and over and over, She grabbed my hair and dragged me then banged my head against the floor over and over, I closed my eyes as she leaned her knee on my stomach I screamed in pain, Then I heard the door bust open.
"Caitlyn get off of her."I heard Brown, Nate, and Shane yell, then I felt less presser on my stomach and someone pull me from the floor to my bed, I opened my eyes and saw Brown dragging Caitlyn out of the room, The I saw Nate I touched the courner of my eye and cursed under his breath.
"I going to get ice."Shane rand out of the cabin, Nate pushed the hair out of my face.
"What hurts?"He asked,
"She banged my head against the floor twice, So that us throbbing, My mouth is sore, and my back hurts from her throwing me across the room in to the nightstand." He looked at me shocked.
"Is she on drugs?"I let out a little laugh, Shane came back with two bags off ice, Nate took on and put it on the courner of my eye just abit over my eye brow.
"She likes Shane."I said as Shane put the ice on my mouth, I flinched when I felt ice touch my mouth then I relaxed.
"Shane you know Caitlyn likes you."Nate asked, Shane rolled his eyes and nodded.
"Yeah, She asked me out the day Camp started, I told her I didn't want a girlfriend right now, I gave him a werid look. "That was around five minutes before you came."I nodded slightly.
"I'm sorry for yelling at you."Nate aplogized, I nodded and he turned to Shane "I'm sorry I kicked you in the crouch."My eyes widen as Shane nodded.
"Atleast I could still walk."Shane siad, I sent Nate a glare and moved the Ice from my mouth.
"Why would you do that?"I questioned.
"Your eggo isn't getting Preggo."He told me as Shane put the ice back on my mouth.
--One week later
Caitlyn has been kicked out of camp and might not even be able to return, But for me I have kicthen duity, It was okay I loved cooking my mother taught me well.
I placed the pasta in the boling water and placed the top on it, Shane walked in.
"Hey Mitchie, how is it?"He smiled a gave me a kiss.
"Hey no Kissing in the kitchen,"Jerry the head cheft smirked at us. "Hurry up and talk I need her.".
"I was wondering If I could talk her to lunch if that's okay?"He asked , I gave her a pleading look,She smiled a little.
"Fine, just don't let your uncle find out both of our heads whould be gone."I hugged her then took my gloves off and ran out the back door with Shane, He took my hand and lead me to the woods, it took us like 20 minutes to get to the blanket and a picnic basket, I smiled big as we sat on the blanket.
"This is great Shane."I smiled at him and gave him a kiss,He deepened it and we pulled away, He opened the basket and frowned.
"Maybe I should have cheacked if I put the food in the basket."He rolled his eyes at him self, I couldn't help but laugh.
"It's the thought that counts."I smiled at him, "I bummed out tommorow is our last night at Camp."
"I'll keep in touch, I promise only if you promise you will come back next year." He asked.
"I promise" I pulled him in to a kiss, He kissed me back and deepened it, I parted my mouth as he stuck his toung in my mouth, I I started to fight his toung with mine, I wrapped my arms around his neck as he pulled me to his lap and rested his hands on my hips, I felt my shirt and skirt ride up, I pushed him bown and kissed his jaw and sucked on his neck giving him a taste of his own, He pushed me under him, I sat up and took my shirt off and saw him breathless look at me, He mashed his mouth in to me and pushed me back on to the blanket,
I grabbed the hem of his shirt and pulled it up while he was kissing me, He pulled away and took it off then continued to kiss me, I felt his abs as my hands slipped to his belt, I unbukled it and yanked it off, I unbuttoned his pants and pulled it down with his boxers as far as I could, I felt him rubb against my thigh.
I pushed myself back on top and felt his hands reach my bar strap and unclaped it, I took it off and bent down and kissed him passiontaly, He rolled us over again and He was on top, He stop breathless and stared at me, I kicked off my flats as he pulled my skrit off.
There I was left in my underwear, He kissed my neck as I felt his hands lightly brushed my sides, Then his fingers hooked on my underwear and pulled them off, I pulled him down to kiss me.
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I put my shirt on and turned to Shane and kissed him, He kissed me back happily.
"Was it your first time."I asked, He nodded. "Good it was mine too..if you didn't notice."
"I noticed when you know."I blushed at him, as he pulled me in to a deeper kiss, I pulled away then looked up, it was nearly sunset I looked at him.
"What time is it?"I asked He looked at his watch
"6:20pm"His eyes widen "We should hurry up." He grabbed my hand as we walked to camp.
"Your not going to tell anyone...are you?"I asked him, he stopped walking then looked at me.
"No, it only takes two to tango not three...well for some people." I smiled a bit "anyway I won't tell not because I'm ashamed of it because I know its none of there buisness." I nodded, he was right it wasn't anybodys buisness just like the lake...I blushed as we walked to camp I had sex with a guy I just met at Camp like two months ago.....At least I know his name.
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I walked to the closed bathroom door, I turn around and ran in to a closet to avoid what was going to happened, When I opened the door I saw the tub empty, I walked to the tub then felt someone push me in, I tired to sit up but something was holding me down the water started and it filled the tub up fast.
I screamed and squrmed, then I saw my dad standing over me crying, Behind him I saw my Mother and my brother crying hugging each other, My dad pulled this glass door over the tub I finally got free and hit the glass, The water was covering my neck, I started to scream, The water sooned filled my mouth.
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"AHHH!"I screamed sitting up in my bed, Amy sat up in her bed and ran to me scared.
"Are you okay?"I blinked breathing hard.
"I'm sorry I just had a bad dream."I told her, Then The door bust opened and I saw Nate with a baseball bat, Shane who looked like a mess ran in right after him, and Jason came in seconds later breathing hard.
"Are you guys okay?"Shane questioned, Nate figered out what happened and walked over and hugged me.
"Your still having bad dreams?"I nod he put the bat on my bed, Shane gave me look.
"You have nightmare?"I nodded,
"I feel so stupid."I sighed "I don't even want to talk about them can we change the subject?"
"Okay, Where was you and Shane today?"Nate asked crossing him arms over his cheast, Shane and I blushed.
"You know...Hangin."Shane said not making eye contact with Nate, Nate gave us a werid look.
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I took a deep breath as I got my clothes for tonight...Tonight was Final Jam...The last Jam of Camp Rock, The Frist time I sung infront of a group of people....Group meaning three hundred.
I pulled out my sparkly black short sleeved shirt, Then I took out my dark blue jeans and with that I put on my black convers, I left my hair out and pulled my bang over my bruse thanks Caitlyn.
"Come on Mitchie we're going to be late."Amy said, She had on a lime green long sleeved shirt and light blue skinny jeans.
"You look so pretty amy."I said giving her a smile, She looked down at her outfit.
"Really you think Jason would like it?"I nodded then She smiled "Thanks Mitchie."
"No problem." I smiled as we walked out of the cabin, when we walked around the courner we ran in to Brown.
"There you are Mitchie."He grabbed my hand and Dragged back stage where Shane and the Guys were getting ready to preform.
"Did you know!."Shane nervously asked his uncle peeking threw the curtin with Nate and Jason behind him, Brown nodded.
"Of course Shane who did you think invited him?"I gave them an confused look;
"Who?"I asked.
"John Micheal, He's the CEO of Lava records"Nate told me.
"Yeah and who ever wins Final Jam this year is going to get a record deal."My heart dropped, This could be one of our big breaks.
"Are you serious?"I asked.
"Yes guys it your turn" Brown went on stage and grabbed a mic after a blond finshed singing, She skipped off of stage.
"We have a treat for you guys,"He said to the screaming crowd. "Here right now is Connect Three" The crowd clapped and screamed I heard Amy Yell;
"Whoa Connect Three!!" I giggled then Shane gave me a quick peck on the lips.
"Good luck."I whispered as he walked to stage.
"Music
I turn on that radio
as loud as it can go
wanna dance until my feet can't feel ground
say good bye to all my fears one good
so and it dissappers
nothin in the world can bring me down
Head clockin, hip shakin, heartbreaking
its no fakin what you feel
we your drivin home
Yeah
Music's in my soul
I can feel it everyday and everynight it's the one thing on my mind
Music got control and i'm never letting go
oh no
I just wanna play my music
Gotta six string on my back
don't need anything but that
everything I want is here with me
so forget that fancy car i don't need to got that far
what's driving me is following my dream, Yeah
Head clockin, Hip shankin, Heartbreakin
there's no fakin what you feel
when your Drivin home
YEAH
Music's in my soul
I can feel it everyday and everynight it's the one thing on my mind
Music got control and i'm never letting go
no no
I just wanna play my music
I just wanna play my music
Can you imagin what it be like? (What it be like?)
Without the sounds of all my heros
singin' all my favoret songs
so I could sing along
Music's in my soul
I can feel it everyday and everynight it's the one thing on my mind
Music got control and I'm never letting go
No no
I just wanna play my music
All night long
Yeah!
I smiled and clapped, They we're awesome, Shane ran over and hugged me.
"You think he liked it?"He questioned, I nodded and kissed him, Nate coughed loudly, I pulled away and hugged him.
"Mitchie your next."Brown told me, I frowned and felt nervousness threw my body....Here we go.
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It's time for Mitchie to sing Wish her luck lolz