So what if it hurts me

By:Askhimaboutme

Summery: Things are going down hill for Mitchie, when her

Mother commites Suicde and Her boyfirend leaves her for her bestfriend

all she wants is to be happy.

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I walk on stage glancing to the crowd alittle to see my Father sitting there, I went to the Piano that was set on the stage and sat;

"Um, This song is for my Mother."I spotted my Father who had a soft face expression on his face, I started to sing;

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be


So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly

just cant let it go

just trying to play my role

get me out of here

I felt my eyes water as I sung, But I manged it hold it back and continue;

I can't stand by the side

Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by

Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy,

Oh, Happy

Oh

So when it turn that I can see???

This rope

Victim

Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy,

I felt a tear rush down my cheek but I continued to sing the final words;

Happy

I just wanna be

Oh

I just wanna be

Happy.

I wipeed my eyes as everyone clapped, I smiled and went back stage to where Nate hugged me;

"You did awesome, I'm so proud of you."I smiled and pulled away.

"Thanks,"Shane smiled at me and I smiled back, I felt a tapp on my shoulders and saw my father there, He pulled me in to a big hug.

"You sound so Beautiful,"I heald back the tears.

"Thanks Daddy."I smiled, He looked over at Nate

"And you, When did you sing."Nate laughed and shurgged.

"I'll see you guys when this is over."He kissed my fore head and Gave nate a high five.

"Time for our Judges to deside the winner of Final Jam." Brown spoke. "The winner will get a deal With Lava records and gets to go on tour with The Biggest name's in music." Everyone in the crowd clapped, The Judges got up from there seats and walked to the end of the cat walk and started to chat with each other thats when my eyes widen;

"The Song!"The guys looked at me and paniced with me, We forgot to write the ending song for Final Jam,

"I have the song."We turned around and saw Caitlyn standing there with a sheets of paper with song on it, I looked at her face and saw cuts on her cheek and over her eye brows and a cast on her nose, I guess I did worst to her?

"What are you doing here?"Shane asked, She sighed and handed him a CD and sheets of paper.

"Here that's the beat of the song and I gave the other Campers the same."She said avoding the question and then walking away, We looked at each other then ran to the nearest courner and started to practice we had about 3 minutes to pratice before they annouce the winner of Final Jam, Then about 10 minutes of preparing to go on stage with the other Campers...Yeah we have enough time.

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"The Judges Spoke and the winner of Final Jam is Drum roll please..."Brown Smiled and opened the enevolpe. "Connect Three!."I screamed and Heard Amy scream.

"WHOOOO MY BROTHER AND BOYFRIEND WON!!!" I hugged nate then Shane then Jason, They all were shocked and I sware Jasons mouth almost hit the floor.

"You Guys won."I gave them a shove on stage, they walked on stage with the same expression on there face, I cheered for them.

"Connect Three!!!!" The crowd yelled, I smiled as the CEO of Lava records shook their hands and talked to them, Brown walked over to me.

"You ready to preform again?"I smiled and nodded as they guy walked over to us.

"Pinch me, I think I'm dreaming."Jason Sighed loudly, Shane pinched him "Hey I was joking!."

"At least you know your not dreaming."I giggled as Brown went to tell everyone to wait ten minutes before leaving.

"I can't beleive my Brother is a rock star."Amy Ran to Shane and hugged him and Nate, then went to Jason and attacked him to the floor.

"Who's that?"Nate asked looking at a random girl, Shane shook his head.

"I think that's John Micheals Daughter."

"You said Think, I'll take the risk."He went over to the girl, I looked up at Shane and smiled.

"So Shane Gray did I ever tell you how hot you are?"I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Don't tell me you are using me because I'm a rock star."He joked, I scrunched up my nose.

"Pop star."I corrected, He shook his head.

"Rock Star."

"I said Pop Star."I kissed him passionatly, he pulled away breathless,

"Pop Star it is then."I smiled at him and kissed him again

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"Let kick It!" Amy Screamed, I giggled as the music started;

"Cuz we rock

we rock

we rock on

we rock

we rock on

Come as you are

Your a super star

world in your pocket and you know it

you can feel that beat running threw you feet

Hearts racin fast

you're rock n' rollin'

All that you need is the music to save you

to some other place where you know

you belong

Raise your hands up in the air and scream

we're finding our voice

following our dreams

Cuz we rock

We rock

we rock

we rock on

[Na Na Na]

We got the music in our souls [in our souls]

its the thing we want the most

it pick us up when we fall

Down it turns our worlds around

cuz we rock

Camp Rock

We rock

we rock on

Everyday and every night

Cuz we rock

Camp Rock

we rock

we rock on

Don't we wanna do it loud

Raise your hands up in the air and scream

we're finding our voice

following our dreams

Cuz we rock

We rock

we rock

we rock on

Nobody in the world's gonna bring us down

the louder we go

the better we sound

Cuz we rock

we rock

we rock

we rock on

Raise your hands up in the air and scream

we're finding our voice

following our dreams

Cuz we rock

We rock

we rock

we rock on

Nobody in the world's gonna bring us down

the louder we go

the better we sound

Cuz we rock

we rock

we rock

we rock on

we rock,we rock, we rock on

We Rock

We Rock We Rock

'We Rock'

Shane smiled down looking down at me, I smiled back at him, He leand down and kissed me on the cheek then helped me up and we all went back stage.

"So that means you like me right?"The girl ran from Nate, who looked at us. "Look at this face girls in New Jeresy likes me." Shane looked shocked.

"You live in Jeresy?" Nate and I nodded.

"I live in New york."I smiled, I was closer to Shane then I thought, Then John Micheal Walked over to us.

"You got a nice voice Kid."I smiled,

"Really, That was the first time I sung in front of anyone."He gave me a shocked look,

"You got talent."He handed me a card, is this happening? "I'll give you a call."He started to walk away.

"Wait you don't have my number."

"I have your Brothers."He continued walking away, Nate cover my Mouth.

"Wait."He waited a few seconds before moving his hand from my mouth. "Now"I screamed and jumpped up and down with Amy.

"I CAN'T BELEIVE HE GAVE ME HIS CARD."I screamed, Shane laughed and Jason walked over to us.

"Group Hug."He gave us all a bear hug.

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"I'm going to miss you."I hugged Shane tighter, He rubbed my back and smiled.

"You gave me the best summer ever."He bent down and kissed me "I met you, I kissed you, I got to sing with you and I love you."My eyes widen.

"Did you just say you loved me?"I asked breathless, he nodded

"Yeah, Way before....You know."I blushed and smiled big.

"I love you too, Pop Star."He smirked and kissed my forehead, I started to cry.

"No, Please don't cry."He begged and hugged me, "I'm going to see you a lot now that I know where you live."He whispered in my ear, then bit it lightly, I giggled and pulled away as he wiped my eyes.

"I love you Mitchie."He leaned in and kissed me,I kissed him back.

"Cough really Loud."Nate yelled, I pulled away and saw Nate walk over to us. "We have to Go Shane." I hugged Nate.

"I'm going to miss you!"I yelled pushing him to the ground, He laughed.

"Mitchie get off of me."

"No hug your little sister!"I demanded, He hugged me back then I got off of him and helped him up.

"I'm coming home like a few hours later..Crazy."I hit him.

"This is what I get for being nice."I smiled, Then I heard my dad call Me.

"Mitchie We gotta get going."I gave nate a quick hug, then Kissed Shane and ran over to my Dad's car and got in, I waved at them as my dad started to drive away.

"How was this Summer?" My Dad asked, I smiled.

"Great."I sighed "it was the best summer in along time."I said truthfully, He smiled big.

"I'm happy that Your Happy." I smiled at him.

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The Story isn't over so don't think it is people!