THE END OF LIFE
ARTHOR'S NOTE
Severus does NOT DIE in my story so. I like Him way to much to kill him off yet.
Happy reading
Diary 1998 - 2009
May 2nd 1998
Tom riddle is dead Thank the gods and goddess. All the house elves are smiling & jumping up and down. Hell so are my grand kids & all of the adults. So happy like no tomorrow. Harry potter defeated him. Sev was bitten by voldie's snake. But sev had the counter potion with him. Would have killed him if he did not have it on him. All those nights trying to find it and it mother F-ing worked.
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May 5th 1998
I had a miscarriage the baby was a little thing don't know what the baby' sex was. And I bleed out for over 25 minutes. It hurt so much. Just like May's in 1977. Really stressed these pasted days.
I think that is what did stress killed the baby and my body couldn't stand for it. So it rejected the baby. My magic kicked in after the sack started to come out, with, more blood. I pasted out after 35 minutes.
Woke up at home. Sev was white as a sheet, & asleep. I saw a spot of blood appearing on the white sheet. I groaned little to get sev's attention, well it worked.
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October 18th 1998
Watched the worst witch with alix. Alix loves Kate Duchêne's character Constance hardbroom. It is very good to see her so well after her mother just died in 1997. The poor girl at Kate's age 38 to lose your mother.
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January 25th 2001
They just canceled the worst witch. After a good 3 year run. Oh and Kate Duchêne turned down the movie about Harry potter's life. To stay loyal to the worst witch.
Alix just cried on me. Told her if Kate is doing any theater that I can find out & get tickets.
I haven't seen Kate in the theater for over 14 years.
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November 26th 2003
This is my last diary; my health has been bad for about 18 years. It has not improved. Every thing has gone to hell. Another anniversary of my marriage to sev. We busted the bond today almost killed ourselves. We are weakened by doing that near death. Sev started to get gray hair, slightly white. The children came home, to find us passed out on the living room floor. I have a good size bump on my left side of my head. It's a nice one black & purple. Dam & it hurts to move my head to ether side. Nicky and alix will take Alexei
& Anne Catherine for a few days. Granny came by & yelled so much. She even felt the bond bust with such great force over in Russia. My sisters must have felt it also. Severus is sleeping again its 5 pm. Going to sleep 8pm.
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November 27th 2003
The children are taking us back to black manor, to be closer to them. My hands are shaking still. Passed out while Alice changed the dressing on my head.
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December 5th 2003
Everything is back to normal, whatever that is these days. Right old diary of mine.
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February 14th 2004
Baby's done a home made valentines cards for sev &I.
We sold 4 of the 6 places amama left me. Can't keep the houses. It's more of I don't want the houses.
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March 20th 2004
The Yankees are at war with [illegible]. It is truly sad to think about war. At a time of peace for us, in the wizarding world. God just help those poor souls.
June 17th 2004
Old parents are leaving the nest, get it us ha-ha. Later going to amama's palace in Russia as the old home of ours in Russia needs lots of repairs over 75 years. France to see ma and dad for a few days. Then off to
Germany to see Uncle Willy I dislike him. Amama hates he's very pigheaded as ever. Hasn't changed in over 100 years. Got the old standard out of the Denmark dock a few days ago so we can go on my yacht that amama gave me on my wedding day it's a very old fashioned boat 1893 – 1895. With all the copy spells were done to have them like granny had in the 1910's. I love that ship of ours they dismantled the 4th one in the 1964 because she was our little hope of old Russia. And it made mama cry along with everyone else. Aunt Eileen is going with us.
June 23rd 2004
Great grandmother alix black has just died this mourning. I was with her at the end. I feel alone & broken again. My heart bleeds for her so much. I need that poison. Death is what I want right now. I really hate Rus at the moment he has locked all the poison.
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July 17th 2004
1 month without the kids & we were in France. No kids for a month happy right?
August 14th 2004
We buried great grandmother alix today.
November 3rd 2004
November 15th 2004
I have an idea. I well get this whole diary published. It shall be helpful after the last war with tom riddle.
April 20th 2005
Our 29th annervisery of the engagement
Found the book W.H. Auden, the case of the helmeted airman 1972. I knew I had that book some where. Kate Duchêne's father did the book with a grant from the college he worked at that time. I wonder if Anne had a really big fit when he took the grant for book intend of a study.
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July 2005
Louis François Duchêne February 17th 1927. Has just died age 78. My heart goes out to Kate Duchêne. Cried and found the grave site to day. Brought flowers lilac's and white roses for Anne Duchêne's grave too.
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April 18th 2006
Catherine "Kate" Duchêne has just given birth to a really cute girly dear. Anna Charlotte April 15th 2006. Big child that one, hoping the baby looks like her maman.
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March 6th 2008
My grand kids are up to 4 girls and 1 boy. Can you even believe it? I still can't even fathom that still.
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Augest 20th / September 3rd 2008
My eldest daughter is in America like nicky at the moment. They are sending home books and music home by porky today after at least 10 months without them it's so hard to not see them everyday . They like America a lot more freedom from their ministry then the one we have here. Alicky has been over in America for over 3 years only to come home on birthdays of her children or my birthday & Christmas.
It's hard on the children without their mama. But I think they are fine but I worry about that lot way to much these days.
November 23rd 2008
Went on a website
November 28th 2008
December 2008
Almost finshed with maman's photo album. Getting tierd again I hate having to stay in bed all the time. Oh lord end this all for me.
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March 3rd 2009
I have a fever & it won't go away. The potions aren't helping like they should be. I can't or my body won't get better. Sev is lying by me in bed crying. I'm so tiered.
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April 15th 2009
Still sick with poison, in veins don't know how that got into system. Found out I never got all the shots as a child. I will miss Severus's sarcastic wit & charm. He will read you very soon. My body is giving up; I can't fight it any more.
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June 6th 2009
Nothing much today 49 this year. Am I really that old dam?
Well Kate Duchêne turned 50 in January. She's ancient Ha.
Sev & Kate have the same month & different year of birth quite easy to remember both days. That's a good thing. I have played my Buckingham and nicks album 1973 way to much my heart hurts at the moment. Don't know anymore oh lord the children are getting threw the floo right now. Must go now deary oh god help me. The news is going to be bad that we have to tell the children this year Catherine Anne says "something is going to happen maman". I think my youngest is a seer; we have none that I know of in the family tree. But I haven't checked Elle's thought the 1000's only to 1870. so I need to check more. Tomorrow maybe. Tata
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July 16th 2009
I feel weak & tiered can't even finish you dear diary. My friends are dyeing, family getting AK'ed to death. Must go the kids are here. They left an hour ago were crying loudly. Being 49 years old this year my god. Rus & I have been married since 1976. I was so dumb & naive at that age. No more portative spells on you anymore. The children will be amazed at the diary's I have. Getting sleepy again.
[Rus spidery handwriting]
July 17th 2009
Constance died this morning at peace and pain free. Had a slight smile on her face.
I miss her so much. Severus Snape
THE END