The days after the date were perfect; Paul and I were together nearly all the time. Leah and Ash had become official and Leah was spending a lot more time at our house, she was practically there all the time but I didn't mind. On Wednesday I went over to Paul's for dinner and we all played monopoly. It was hilarious watching Ally and Paul they acted like two five year olds when me and Liz watched on in amusement.

It was the night of the bonfire and honestly I couldn't wait. I was still going to Port Angeles tomorrow; Scarlett was going to go tonight because the sooner she gets away from her dad the better. I was thinking about driving up tonight after the bonfire but I wasn't really sure just yet. Leah and Ash were also going to be at the bonfire which is really cool but I can't shake off a feeling that tonight's important, more than they're telling me.

I sighed; I was probably just being an idiot. I pulled on my blue skinny jeans, a hello kitty turn it up t-shirt and a pair of pin badge print converse. I quickly curled my hair before grabbing a purple hoodie and running downstairs to where Ash said he would wait for me.

As I came to the bottom step Ash was standing looking like a deer caught in headlights. Honestly what's up with everyone today, everyone at the table except Brandy, Seth and Collin were acting like today was the end of the world and now Ash!

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I asked annoyed jumping down the last two steps.

"N-nothing," he mumbled quickly, too quickly. "Let's go I want to see Leah," he said before quickly rushing out of the door.

"Whatever," I mumbled following him to the car.

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We arrived at the beach five minutes later, I watched as Ash sat in the car shaking. Every time I asked what was wrong he ignored me. I shook my head at him; Ash has been acting really weird lately. I jumped out of the car pulling the hood of my hoodie up.

It was windy and freezing, that's the thing about La push I've never saw the sun here. I saw it occasionally in Seattle but this is really depressing. I saw a light coming from a fire with black shapes surrounded it. I knew that's where the bonfire was, I quickly and carefully walked down the bank of rocks and onto the sand.

Before I talked to Ash I was feeling really excited about this but now I just feel like shit if I'm being perfectly honest. I stuffed my hands into my pockets looking at the ground as I walked over to the circle, Ash no doubt following behind.

"Ame," I looked up just in time to see Paul run up to me.

"Hey," I smiled once he set me on the ground again.

"Are you alright?" he asked looking me in the eye, that's the weird thing about Paul he has a weird obsession with my eyes.

"Yeah, just kind of feel like shit." I said with a laugh taking his hand and continuing to the group.

"are you sure?" he asked keeping up with me.

"Positive," I mumbled.

There wasn't any point telling him I thought something was really weird with everyone even him. I pulled out my phone from my back pocket, I didn't want to seem bored but I knew Scarlett said she was going to text me but my phone was on silent. I was right there on my screen was a picture of Scarlett when we went to the carnival laughing with a little message at the bottom.

A-

Are you coming after the thingy or not?

-S xxx

Thingy, I couldn't help but laugh at Scarlett; sometimes she can be so…odd. Yeah, odd that's not offensive or mean.

"What are you laughing at?" Paul asked leading me to a log; I hadn't even noticed we arrived at the bonfire circle.

"It's just Scarlett," I smiled shrugging, quickly texting back and setting my phone on vibrate and stuffing it in the pocket of my hoodie.

S-

Don't know text when I decide.

-A xxx

I watched as Ash finally came to the bonfire circle with Leah clinging to his arm. Over the week I realised just how perfect they were for each other. Leah had been hurt a lot in her life while Ash was unscratched, he get's over things easier than everyone else. Just their personalities fit together like they were meant to be.

I looked around the circle seeing a few unfamiliar faces; Jacob was sitting with a girl who was pretty with long brown hair, white skin just like mine and deep chocolate doe eyes. (AN: this doesn't happen in any book it's kind of like Bella's extra visit to Jake and the pack.) Everyone else who was normally at the lunch table was there and so were Billy and a few older guys.

"Who's the girl sitting next to Jacob?" I asked Paul while he moved me so I was in-between his legs.

"Oh that's Bella," Paul answered harshly glaring daggers at the girl which was really mean but kind of hot if I'm being honest.

"Be nice," I chided pocking his chest with my finger.

I thought I heard Paul muttered something that sounded a lot like 'vampire-something-crazy' but I'm probably just hearing things. After all the guys ate basically the same amount of food an army would have, Billy rolled himself into the middle of the circle his face highlighted by the glow of the fire. He cleared his thought and started telling the legends.

Billy launched himself into the story with so much passion it was awe-inspiring watching him. As I scanned the circle it made me see how much of a family they all really were and now so was I. I just didn't get why Ash was important, I guess since Leah and Seth were bothers and sister that made some sense but now really.

My favourite part of Billy's stories was the one about the third wife where Taha Aki's wife stabbed herself to save everyone else in her village. I honoured her courage, it was thrilling to hear someone be so brave but of course they're all stories. Once Billy was finished everyone sat in silence looking at me. What where they looking at? It's starting to scare me a little.

"Why are you all looking at me like that?" I asked looking around the circle before landing on Paul.

"Ame, I love you but…" god he's going to break up with me isn't he. "I'm a werewolf we all are," he sighed.

Wait, what the hell? Werewolves? They must be joking, stuff like that doesn't happen. Honestly either they're telling me a really stupid joke or they're all mad and have included my brother in their craziness or they're telling the truth…

"That's freaking hilarious, honestly is that some kind of sick joke?" I asked harshly looking around the circle but everyone looked dead serious.

"It's true," Ash whispered.

I whipped my head around in his direction and immediately regretted it. I could tell he was telling the truth just by looking into his eyes and knew that he wasn't crazy. They were all werewolves but that stuff isn't natural. It's like saying mermaids and vampires….oh crap if all the legends are true then they're vampires out there.

I struggled out of Paul's grip, I didn't want anything to do with this. La push was supposed to take me away from drama, it's basically dragging me in like it always does. I get that they're werewolves but what did that have to do with me.

"why the hell did I need to know?" I asked tears falling down my cheeks. I would have been so much better if I didn't know.

"I imprinted on you," Paul said staring at me with eyes filled with pain and sadness.

"imprinted?" I asked, what the hell was imprinting.

"it's when a wolf finds his soul mate," Paul said pleading with me to understand and I do I just can't except it. "I loved you from the minute I saw you, it was like the world shifted. I didn't care about anything except you and I still don't, I love you Ame." Paul said stepping closer but I'm sorry this is just…I don't even have a word.

"this stuff isn't supposed to happen, I don't want a soul mate Paul. I want to live my life and be wild and free. I don't want you protecting me all the time, you know the saying 'live fast die young' I'd rather do that than never live life at all." I managed to see my tears blurring my vision so bad I couldn't see, I quickly wiped my eyes looking at my shoes. "I'm sorry," I whispered before running in the direction I knew the house was.

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"Hey Ame," Scarlett squealed excitedly while I shoved most of my clothes into a bag.

"Look Scar I can't talk right now, where are you?" I sniffed stuffing more of my jeans into my duffle bag.

"In Port Angeles, Ame are you alright?"

"I'll tell you later can you pick me up at the end of Forks?"

"Sure I'll be there in an hour or so but wait-"

"I can't talk right now Scar just come and get me please." I pleaded before hanging up.

My heart was racing so fast I could hardly hear it, I zipped up my hoodie pulling the hood up and pulling on my black trench coat and the hood. I placed my earphones into my ears and pressed play before putting it in the pocket of my hoodie and buttoning up my jacket. I grabbed my phone and duffle bag before running out of my room; I didn't care about anything except getting out of La push to clear my thoughts.

I ran right out of the door and starting making my way to the edge of Forks to see Scarlett.

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As I stood and waited for Scarlett I knew I was being watched, ten minutes ago I thought it was just a stupid suspicion but now I'm positive I'm being watched. I stuffed my hands into my coat pockets trying to obtain my nervousness. As I stood here it gave me a chance to think and I realised the werewolf that scared me to death, almost, was snooping around my house. That mother fu-

"Ame get in you must be freezing!" I heard Scarlett call from inside the car.

Truthfully I hadn't realised it was pouring until Scarlett pulled up in her fancy car. I didn't say anything I looked around the forest before jumping in the car closing the door behind me. as we drove away I could still feel like we were being watched.

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