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"So….you want to talk about it?" Scarlett asked sitting on her bed while I stuffed all my clothes into the drawers.

"Not really, you wouldn't understand." I sighed not turning to face her, she really wouldn't. I can only guess what she would say if I told her I just found out my boyfriend/soul mate and brother were werewolves.

"fine, if you don't want to tell me I would bug you but come on please, please don't bed sad on our weekend together!" she begged while I turned my head to look at her.

She was right, I can't ruin the weekend for her and myself. We're going to have fun and act like we normally do. I wouldn't let my problems ruin it for her and myself. I would go back to La push when I was ready and face Paul and my brother.

"You know what you're right; starting tomorrow we're going to act like all this didn't happen. I'm going to take a quick shower and then we'll start our girly weekend." I smiled while Scar was grinning one of the biggest grins I've ever saw.

After my shower I looked a hell of a lot better and changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top my usual bed wear. As I walked out the bathroom Scarlett was staring at her phone with a look of horror on her face.

"Hey, Scar what's wrong?" I asked moving over to her bed and sitting in front of her.

"Um…my dad's making us move," she whispered. Scarlett had a problem with moving she moved when she was seven to Seattle from California and it took her two years for me to persuade her that it wasn't that bad in Seattle.

"Where?" I asked moving closer to her.

"Don't know yet he just dropped the bomb like the ass that he is." She replied harshly shrugging my off and running to the bathroom.

"Scarlett," I called. You can't leave Scarlett alone to deal with problems she needs to talk or else she cuts herself. I ran to the bathroom just before she closed it.

"just once," Scar muttered rummaging around her make up bag.

"No you know what happens, one turns into two, two turns into four, four turns into eight and so on. Scar this needs to stop, you told me you stopped!" I begged grabbing her bag out of her hands.

"You don't get it do you Ame! You're all pissed because of something to do with Paul and Ash! Oh don't look so shocked I'm your best friend of course Ash phoned me! You should trust me enough to tell me, you've always been so freaking perfect! Didn't you ever wonder why my dad let you hang around all the time? He wants me to be like you, look like you, act like you and even though your grades are kind of crap compared to mine he still wants me to be you!" she cried tears pouring down her cheeks as she slumped to the floor.

I didn't know what to say to that, what could I say? Scarlett's dad was an asshole if he didn't see how wonderful Scar was. She has curly fire red hair and emerald eyes but she can't see how special she looks. You'll never find someone like Scarlett, her pale skin made people question if she was from California but I said she could come from anywhere she wanted to. Her mom was Irish and so was her dad but they moved to California when she was two before moving to Seattle when she was seven.

I couldn't say anything to her because I wasn't her dad. I couldn't make up for every single shitty thing he said to her. I felt tears pouring out of my own eyes because Scar was like the sister I never had Asia didn't really want anything to do with me which was sad but I can't change myself for one person.

"I'm sorry," I whispered sliding down to sit beside her. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close letting her cry on me.

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"Do you want to head to Starbucks?" I asked Scarlett coming out of the bathroom fully dressed.

It's been a week and one day since Paul told me he was a werewolf as well as my brother. On Saturday we went to the Paramore which was a blast, Scarlett had forgiven me and woke me up at three in the morning just to tell me. Every other day we did random stuff having fun, I turned my phone off on Sunday because I had a hundred texts and a hundred and fifty missed calls from everyone of the pack.

Even though I was having an awesome time I couldn't get Paul off my mind. It was driving me crazy, even at the concert I was thinking whether or not Paul would enjoy it, and I can't believe I still even care.

"I think you need to go alone and think about things." Scar smiled reassuringly flopping down on the bed and pulling her book out of her bag.

"Why?" I asked. I really didn't want to mess up Scar's time as well as my own.

"Honestly Ame you look like your heads about to explode!" she exclaimed placing the book down and sitting up to look at me.

"Fine but we're going out tonight," I sighed defeated grabbing my bag off of my bed and heading to the door.

"Yeah, yeah, But you know my dad's probably going to know I'm missing in about a month so you need to sort your shit out soon." Scar called from the bed her full attention on her book.

"Yeah, yeah," I mumbled shutting the door behind myself.

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As I walked into Starbucks feeling confused and sad, I wanted to be at home laughing with Ash or spending the day at the beach watching Paul make an ass of him self. I wanted to be sitting at the lunch table laughing at everyone as they messed around. Even though I loved Scarlett and she was awesome I couldn't help but feel homesick.

I walked up to the counter where a young girl stood just waiting to serve someone but she didn't look happy about it at all. "What can I get you?" she asked trying to hide how bored she was but definitely not succeeding.

"Are you really that bored?" I asked laughing slightly.

"Don't tell my boss he's an ass, and yes I'm bored out of my mind. This old guy has asked for the same thing ten times in the two hours I've worked here." She sighed smiling slightly.

"Well enjoy, um…can I get a cappuccino and a chocolate muffin?" I asked, I hadn't been to Starbucks since I moved to La push.

"Sure," she smiled walking off to get my order.

When she cam back with my things I quickly paid before grabbing my chocolate muffin and cappuccino. I took a seat by the window in the corner watching people pass by.

I missed Paul, I really did. I missed his lame jokes, his cocky smile, and his warm body. Hell I just missed Paul it was simple. It was Paul as a person, everything about him I missed. I missed that anything I did he would find amazing, that I couldn't do anything wrong while he was around. God, I miss him.

But that was the thing; I don't want to stay in La push for the rest of my life. I'm not a small town girl; I don't think I'll ever be. Maybe Paul is worth it, if he's my soul mate maybe I can do it for him but I want to do stuff in my life, see things. Ever since I went to London with my mom when I was eight I've always wanted to travel the world. Sure I've done a few things but not enough to fulfil my need for adventure.

Paul's awesome anything I could want in a guy, all the guys are great, all the wolf's are great, Ash is freaking awesome and the best brother I could ask for but are they enough to give up all I've ever wanted.

Maybe but…I want more that's in La push. God this is so frustrating, I love Paul and I love my brother. But I don't really love La push. I know I'll make a list of pros and cons, nope to geeky.

Okay Asia might know she's freaky like that. I took a sip of my cappuccino before digging through my bag and pulling out my phone. I scrolled down my contacts until I found her name and cell number, I took a bite out of my muffin before pressing call on her contact number.

"Hello?" she answered after a few rings sounding a bit out of breath.

"hey Asia," I smiled into the phone watching as a really old man ran past the window and waved to me, I waved back with a laugh.

"Amethyst, why are you laughing? Where are you? Ash phoned me asking about you two days ago, asking if I knew where you are which I don't. Ame you know moms going to go mad if she finds out you're not staying with Ash anymore. Are you with Scarlett? Or are you with a random? Or are you alone?" god she still asks a lot of questions.

"An old guy running waved at me. I'm staying in Port Angeles and don't tell anyone else, especially Ash. I know you didn't know where I was but you do now. Of course I know mom would be mad that's why I hope she doesn't know. Of course I'm with Scarlett, she's my best friend. Now is that enough? I have something to ask you," I sighed exasperated taking a sip of my cappuccino.

"Fine, go ahead but I have something to say too," she sighed.

"You go first I'm still trying to word my question," I said truthfully.

"James asked me to move in with him!" she exclaimed excitedly.

"That's great, I'm happy for you." I said excitedly, I truly was I knew Asia loved James with all her heart and so did he.

"I know, now have you figured out how to word your question yet?" she asked while I took another sip from the cup and sighed.

"Would you stay with James for the rest of your life even if he wanted to live in a tiny village and you had plans to travel the world?" I asked taking a bite out of my muffin.

"Of course I would, I love James with all my heart. I know we're really talking about you right now Am, who's the lucky guy?" she asked by the tone in her voice I could tell she was smiling.

"Lucky," I scoffed sighing whiled I stared blankly out of the window.

"Any guy would be lucky to have you Am," she sighed and I could tell she was being honest she never lies.

"Paul," I mumbled focusing my attention on a couple who just walked in.

"Okay but anyway, Am you can still do toughs things. You can act wild to whatever you want but at the end of everything you do you know you'll have a place to come home to." She sighed obviously trying to make me see sense.

"But that's the thing, he's overprotective. I don't think he'd actually let me do anything," I admitted still focusing on the couple who were now sat at a table in the opposite corner from me.

"Then talk to him Am, I know for a fact you haven't and you've actually ran away from your problems but what I don't get is why are you even running from."

"It's…complicated," I sighed.

She was right I haven't talked to Paul but I'm scared that I'll say the wrong thing, to the wrong thing or make the wrong decision. I wanted my life to be simple again full of parties and everyone never worrying about the future living in the…moment.

"Am, you're life can't always be parties and all that stuff. It seems to me like this guy is really important if you're running away from your problems and actually calling me for advice, and what's so bad about settling down it might do you good but in the end Ame you're nearly seventeen you have ages to decide what you want to do." She pointed out.

"Yeah but I can't just…you know…go back like nothing happened. It's kind of a decision breaker, if I go back I stay with Paul till I can't stand it anymore or I don't go back at all." I sighed taking the final bite out of my muffin.

"That's a really big decision for someone your age but…if it was James which it isn't I'd do it in a heart beat no second thought."

"I know Asia but I love Paul I really do but…I'm just going to have to figure this out for myself." I concluded with a sigh.

"Glad I could help; return home soon Ash is going nuts. Bye Ame," she laughed.

"Thanks anyway. Bye Asia," I whispered ending the phone call and placing my phone on the table staring at it blankly.

I looked out of the window noticing it was starting to get dark and even though I told Scar, I really wasn't in the mood to go out. I ran through everything Asia had said and realised I loved Paul and even though he was a werewolf and my soul mate, I still freaking loved him. I don't think anything he could do would stop that simple fact, really it wasn't that simple.

I loved Paul and I was going back to La push tomorrow to tell him just that. I smiled to myself imagining his shocked face when I tell him, he's so adorable. I wanted to hang out at the coffee shop for a little while longer, I liked the quietness. There wasn't really anyone else except a few people and the employees.

When I finally finished my coffee I was felling happier than I've been since Scarlett picked me up. I quickly cleaned the mess I'd made; it's kind of a habit of mine, before grabbing my bag and heading for the door.

"Wait, I didn't get your name, I'm Stefani." The girl who served me earlier called as I stood with half the door open.

"Amethyst," I smiled at her before walking out and into the cold air.

I was wearing my trench coat that I wore yesterday since it was kind of freezing. I stuffed my hands into my pockets and immediately regretted it. I pulled my left hand out that had my bracelet curled up in my palm; tears fell from my eyes as I remembered tearing it off when I got to the forest to wait for Scarlett and I never thought of it since. If I had any doubt before, I don't anymore I had to go back to La push and be with Paul. Even if I wasn't crazy about La push I couldn't stop the fact that it was my home, Seattle never truly felt like home but La push was perfect, it was a place I called home.

I was practically dancing my way back to the hotel I was so happy. The neighbour hood looked more petrifying at night, it was practically dead. Nobody was walking around and the only sound was the sound of my heels clicking on the pavement.

I was walking past the opening to an ally way when I turned sideways and was captured by crimson eyes….

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Amethyst's made her decision but knowing me she got a lot in store for her before she finally get's to Paul….

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