Authors note: Hey peeps. D: I've been dangerously depressed lately and i'm sorry that it has taken me a while to update. I truely apologize for my absence. A lot has been happening in my life and it is really hard for me to take right now. I would love to tell you all about it because it makes me feel better but i don't to bore the few readers i am blessed enough to have. Luckily being depressed makes it easier to write a sad love story. It will become kind of sad in future chapters. I might make a seddie story about all that i have had to deal with in the past month including meltdowns, fighting with friends, BFFs who could be secretly dating your crush behind your back, annoying grandma, bad grades, anxiety, very low self esteem, bullies, mean teachers, and parents that hate me. Please review and stuffs. ):

Sam's POV

THE NEXT NIGHT

"I can't reach the window, give me a boost" I whisper yelled down to Freddie.

"I can't I'm holding the ladder"

"Then let go of the lader!"

"No, it could become unstable and fall over"

"God your so frusterating sometimes!"

"I'm sorry, I'm just worried"

"You should be worried about what I'd do to you if you didn't let go and give me a boost!"

"Fine, but your wrong and I hope you remember that I was right after you fall! But wait, you might not remember anything after you fall!"

"Shut up already and give me a boost!!!!" Freddie sighed and climbed up the ladder slowly.

"Can you please just hurry up" I said sounding even more annoyed.

I know your probably wondering what the heck I'm doing. Well, it's 10:00 pm and I'm on the top of a very tall ladder trying to reach a second story window of my school, with Freddie beneath me. If you are wondering why I'm doing this it's because I need to find my diary in classroom. Ok, now your probably wondering why the diary is that important. Well it's not but Freddie is and he offered to help and I want to spend time with him. I want to spend time with him because I love him. Why do I love him? Well stop asking me stupid questions!

"I'm here" Freddie had just reached me at the top of the ladder. He put his hands on my waist and lifted me up to the window as I picked the lock. The ladder suddenly started to wobble side to side and neither of us moved. I felt freddie's arms wrap tightly around me just before the ladder fell. We landed on the hard ground and then rolled down a small hill.

"Are you ok?" I asked urgently since he hit the ground first, cousioning my fall. "Freddie!"

"That was… AWESOME!" he said with a grin. "I wanna do it again!"

"Oh your such an idiot" I joked as I smiled and rolled my eyes.

We set up the ladder again and climbed up to the window. It had been successfully unlocked. I climbed in the classroom and Freddie followed, close behind me.

"Ok, search the closet and I'll search the desk, we must find the diary" I said to Freddie and he nodded. We searched through drawers full of papers for about 40 minutes till we gave up looking.

"Well that was a waste of time." I said.

"We'll find it eventually."

"Maybe" I said with a sigh.

We closed the drawers and organized everything to the way we found it. Then we climbed out of the window and back down the ladder.

"I'm sorry I couldn't find it."

"Well you should have, you were the one that got it confinscated in the first place!" I snapped.

Freddie looked hurt when I said this to him. Why did I always have to say mean things like that to such inocent people? It was like yelling at a puppy for stealing your sock just because he wanted to play tug-o-war with you. But he broke my heart. Was that inocent?

"I have to go, Bye" I said and made my way to my car. Freddie looked down at his feet and began to walk in the direction of his apartment building. I slowly drove next to him and rolled down my window.

"Hey" I said. Freddie looked up at me with confusion.

"Yeah?" he asked.

"I'ts really stupid to walk on the streets of Seattle at this late at night, maybe I could give you a ride."

"Sure, I still remember what ypu said when we first met" I smiled and he did to. He hopped in the seat next to me and closed the car door.

"Um… I was wondering if you changed your idea about the dance, maybe?" I turned to look at him and melted in his brown eyes.

"I guess I could go…" I said in a daze. We had reached his apartment building.

"Really? Great! I'll pick you up at 8:00" he said and jumped out of the car, so fast I couldn't even reply.

"What did I do?" I asked myself out loud. He doesn't really love me. But I love him and I guess I gave in.

Freddie POV

My plan worked. I got Sam to become Samantha for me so I could ask her out by spending time with her. Now all I have to do is make her jellous like I did when we were kids and maybe she will start to like me even as Sam.

Sam's POV

THE DANCE

It was the night of the dance and I had to dress up fancy for Freddie. Carly had done my make up and my hair. My dress was a gold holter dress that flowed down to my knees. Carly's dress was a short bubble dress that had a light powder pink color. At the bottom rim of the dress were sparkling fushia polka dots gathered close to gether and as you go up the dress the polka dots were spaced futher and further apart until there were none at the top.

"Woah…" was all freddie could say as we walked down the stairs of the loft.

"I LOVE how you look! It's breathe taking!" Freddie said looking mostly at Carly.

"Thank you Freddie" Carly said sweetly

"Yeah thanks whatever." I said angry at the way he keeps staring at Carly and not me.

"The only reason I'm wearing it is because Carly made me." Was my excuse. But Freddie just kept staring at Carly.

"Are we ready to go?" Carly asked.

"Yep" Freddie and I said simoultanously.

Freddie drove us to the dance and the entire way I was angry with myself for saying yes to going. What's the point of going out with him if he loves Carly! I didn't even notice we were at the school until Freddie opened my door and helped me out.

"Thanks" I said and quickly walked into the school.

The first second we enterd into the school Carly dashed off to flirt with Griffen and Freddie and I were left akwardly alone.

"FOOD!" I screamed as I ran to the food table. There was fruits and cheeses, meats and deserts. I was in heaven. Freddie came over and also began to eat with me as we listened to the music.

"Hey Sam want to dance now" Freddie asked after a while.

"Sure" I replied.

This is a dance and I might as well have fun with Freddie even though he still loves Carly. Maybe he asked me here to make her jellous.

We find Carly and dance around crazily, having a blast. We continue to dance to a vareity of songs until a slow song starts.

"Would you, Samantha Puckett, dance with me?" Freddie asked me.

"Sure" I replied. I was so angry at him for asking me here. Every couple of seconds he stares at Carly and smiles. But as I keep saying I can't help but love him even if he doesn't love me.

I put my hands behind his neck and he puts his hands on my waist. We gently sway to the soft tune and I close my eyes.