A/N: In case you were wondering where i was i was atempting sucide but was delayed. My major crush found out from some texts and made me change my mind. Later i found out he didn't really care about me and he only stopped me to make him look like a hero to my best friend. It hurt me deep and it only proved my moms point that no one will ever love me. My mom is not abusive and she takes good care of me but she doesn't care about me. When i told her i have major anxiety attacks she just said that I was weak and pathetic and only wanted attenion. I hate her more then anything in the world. Well that is either than myself. Anyway just don't be harsh in the comments. I already had my friend read my story and she just said i was a freak and rolled her eyes.
THE NEXT WEEK
Sam's POV
"Hey angel" Freddie said as he walked toward me and Carly, by our lockers.
"Hey Fredchicken" I say and continue to talk to carly. Freddie waits till we are done and Carly walks away.
"So Cutie where are we going after school?"
"I seriously don't care." I reply.
"Oh" he says sadly and then walks off to class.
I sigh and open my locker to grab a few books. I notice a small card with a heart on it sticking out from under a fat cake. I smiled. I took the fat cake and opened the note that read…
Dear Samantha,
Looks can catch the eye but everything else catches the heart
I love you and I never want to part,
Love is not graded by beauty but beauty is graded by love
Cupid is calling and every where I look I see a doves,
If you trip over love you can get up but if you fall over love you fall forever
througn time love just keeps getting better,
When ever I'm confused something always brings me to you,
I'm still trying to figure out if what I feel is real,
But only you can help me decide for it's you I want as my bride.
Your true love forever,
Freddie
"Ughhhh" I close my eyes and bang my head on my locker. He just kept sugar coating it. This is the kind of thing he does for Carly and I wouldn't mind it if it was for me but inside it seems like he is writing it for her.
I do it for love
Love
Love
Love
There'll be girls across the nation that will eat this up, babe
I know that it's your soul, but could you bottle it up
And get down to the heart of it, no it's my heart, you're shit out of your luck
Don't make me tell you again, my love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
I am aiming to be somebody that somebody trusts with her delicate soul
I don't claim to know much except soon as you start to make room for the parts
That aren't you, it gets harder to bloom in a garden of love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
Only thing I ever could need
Only thing worth trying to be and it's
Love
Love
Love
Love
I do it for love
Love
Love
Love
We can understand the sentiment you're saying to us, oh
But sensible sells, so could you kindly shut up and get started
At keeping your part of the bargain, aw please little darlin'
You're killing me sweetly with love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
Started as a flicker, meant to be a flame
Skin has gotten thicker, but it burns the same
Still a baby in a cradle, got to take my first fall
Baby's getting next to nowhere with a back against the wall
You meant to make me happy, make me sad
Want to make it better, better so bad
But save your resolutions for your never new year
There is only one solution I can see here
Love, you're all I ever could need
Only one good thing worth trying to be and it's
Love
Love
Love
Love
I do it for love
Love
Love
Love
Oh, only gonna get get what you give away, so give love, love
Only gonna get get what you give away
Love…