DAYS LATER

Freddie is so angry he hasn't talked to me since the thinks I'm really stupid or insane or something. But he caused it. I had just walked into the cafeiteria and all the open seats were either around people I would never sit around or they are around people who would never sit by me. I couldn't sit by Carly because she was sitting by Freddie and Freddie is so angry I don't know what he would do if I sat down next to him.

But I did anyway. Even if he didn't love me I love him and he was my best friend. I don't know what I would without him.

"Hey Carly. Hey Freddie." I said as I bravely sat down.

"Hey Sam" Carly said and not in her usual Carly joyfullness. Aparently she couldn't decide who's side she should be on. It only made it more akward.

"Freddie please talk to me. Please, I don't know what I'd do without you as at least my friend." My voice cracked and I felt something caught in my throat as I said this. Everyone at the table noticed this.

"You can be such a retard sometimes." He said. That was the first thing he said to me?

"Well, it's not like you haven't made me act like this!" I snapped back. Now we had atractted attention from other tables as well.

"What is your problem?" he asked. I hate this. I can feel a bad fight coming on in the middle of the cafeteria.

"What's my problem?" I said getting even more angry. "You are the one that freaked out and won't talk to me. You are the one that made me act like such a bitch to people!" I screamed.

"Of course I freaked out and didn't talk to you! What did you expect!"

"I expected some understanding and time to explain without being yelled at or ignored!" I was starting to get teary. "I mean if you love me like you said you did you would understand and give me a chance." Wendy whispered something in my ear. "He doesn't deserve you" she said.

We were silent for a while. Everyone was silent in the whole cafeteria and Freddie and I realised how loud we were.

"Do you even realise how much you mean to me?" Freddie asked breaking the terrible silence.

"Do you?" I asked. I was going to tell him. Right here in the cafeteria. I was going to tell Freddie I love him. "Freddie I really care about you" Was that the best I could do? I really care about you? I'm pathetic.

"Sam I care about you to and that's why I was angry. I didn't think you realised how much you mean to me. If anything happened to you I don't know what I'd do." He whispered to me so quietly I don't think even Carly could hear. I felt my heart flutter. Maybe he really did care about me.

We met on a rainy evening in the summertime

I Don't think I need to tell you more

I needed a raise, I worked so hard

for this love of mine, Love of mine

But I've got nothing to show for it

Heres a simplification of everything we're going through

Oh oh

You plus me is bad news

But you're a lovely creation, I like to think that I am too

But my friends said I looked better without you

And tounge tied and twisted

Go on, Baby go to my head

Baby, baby, believe me

If I stay, it ain't going to be easy

Okay, we'll do it your way

But this is the last time

You'll hear the beautiful sound

Of love coming down

Love on the rocks

You love for the chase but hate me for the run around

Were both just tired of the whole thing

And you tell me what you want, you need

you know, you have to have

And I just pretend I'm listening

And to tired this time

To deal with old suits you wear

Your ties that won't bind

Baby, baby, believe me

If I stay, it ain't going to be easy

Okay, we'll do it your way

But this is the last time

You'll hear the beautiful sound

Of love coming down

Hot as hell, cold as ice

Sip it slow, cause it's so nice

Dulls my senses, drives my pain

But I do it again

Burns a bit to the touch

Dangerous if it's to musch

If this bottle could talk

Love on the rocks

Baby, baby, baby, baby believe me

If I stay, it ain't going to be easy

Okay, we'll do it your way

But this is the last time

You'll hear the beautiful sound

Of love coming down

Love on the rocks

"I didn't realise." I said. "Freddie I'll give us one more chance. Let's not screw it up." I said as I smiled. He smiled back.

"I won't. I promise" Freddie said. Then he did something I didn't expect. He kissed me. For the second time. In the middle of the cafeteria with Carly watching. I kissed him back and wrapped my arms around his neck. It was magical.

"I love you Sam. I mean I am really in love with you."

"Mmmhhhmmm" was the only aknowledgement I made as we countinued kissing.

"Guys seriously! Not in front of me." Carly said. We all laughed. I had never been this happy.