Monday 23/3/15 – ahh, we're back again, in English, should be reading, but I'm not.

Bored. We had to give up recess (which isn't so bad nowadays since I sit with Gaara) to go and see Iruka over debating. It was fun. Not really.

Shikamaru looked a touch better, I guess. I don't know why I still write that down, I need to get out of that habit if im getting out of that secret.

Lovely day. Nice and sunny. Chilly breeze thought, first frost was this mornin' I think the lake'll start to freeze soon. CAN'T WAIT!!!!

In art we finger-painted. Strange, I know, but the end of term is approaching for Autumn holidays and we have nothing to do, Tsnuade-sensei RULES!! So does Finger-Painting.

She gave us a briefing too. Next term we start our School-Certificate Art-Works.

I'm nervous. Why must they do this!? Also in Careers they've started going all 'THIS IS YOUR FUTURE!!!' on us. Pressure's on. Kakashi-Sensei is pre-testing us. Already. GOD-DANGIT IT'S TWO TERMS AWAY!!!! LEAVE US BE FOR A WHILE!!!

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Tuesday 24/3/15- At work, Naruto's here.

Mmmm… Coffee. Naruto makes really good coffee. Why? We shall never know. But he does. Sasuke is all fidgety and about le place. No Itachi today, so I dunno the reason. Naruto is half asleep. I have don't my half of our Blodge assignment, and he needs to pull through on his and spent all last night doing it. Sure, I spell-checked it and fixed the grammar, but he still did the leg work and ---- SHIIITT!!!

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7:57

OH FUCKITY FUCK FUCKERS!!!! I dropped my coffee!!!! AND I now know why Sasuke I fidgety!!!!

HIS PARENTS WERE HERE!!!!! I didn't get a really good look at them since I dashed off to get a tea-towel before the coffee soaked into the bread. They'll live, everybody loves coffee-flavoured bread.

Anyway, by the time I got back and cleaned up le coffee soaked-bread (pretended it never happened) they were gone and so was Sasuke (DUN DUN DUN!!!!! Scandal!!!) Naruto was just laughing because apparently his dad stepped in it and Sasuke had to explain why there was coffee on le floor.

I love him, he said he knocked it over. I really do Love him.

Temari gave me a lift home. I went home early because I now have a good burn from the coffee up my leg. AND IT REALLY STINGS!!!!

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Wednesday 25/3/15 – Sakura and I had a run in…. damnit.

Somebody knocked Sakura's side on the way to Math, she suddenly doubled over and grasped the spot, through the school blouse (I reckon they're designed by perverts because a touch of sweat or water and they go see-through) I could see a huge bruise, we had eye-contact. And I don't know, it happened again. I was nice and social like a normal person.

In English I slipped a note into her book.

'Go and tell the school nurse you're sick and need to go home, you can go to my place, stay until you feel better.'

I left her with details. Why did I do it? NOW SHE KNOWS WHERE I LIVE!!!!

Oh well, half way through the class she asked Iruka to see the nurse. I think she took my advice.

I hope she's gone when I get home. I really do. I went with Sasuke and strait to work. I'm really hungry and I think Sasuke got sick of my tummy rumbling and is getting me a chicken wrap.

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Thursday 26/3/15 – 6 in le morning. I've been walking to school for a while and occasionally catching lifts with Gaara, but im braving the school bus and the evil Pam who deserve to get cancer and die.

Sakura was gone when I got home after work, she left a thank-you note and a flower.

'Sorano,

Thanks.

From Sakura.'

It was filled with passion and love. Can't you tell? I sure can. She is forever in my debt.

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Saturday 28/3/15 – nearly end of month. 28 days until my birthday, why am I exited? I'm not. I guess it'll just be easier.

Nearly time for work, Gaara and I went for a walk.

"Are you leaving school this year?" I ask.

"I don't know." He replied, the usual 1-to-four word answers.

"I'm not. I'm staying for year 11 and 12. I want HSC results."

Gaara shrugged. "You'll be fine, you have plenty of friends now."

It was my turn to shrug. "You, Sasuke and Naruto. Invisible-Girl has three friends for the first time since fourth grade."

Gaara shook his head, and turned to me with that searching look. "You're not invisible; they just don't know what to look for." He said simply.

He will never know the impact those words had on me, they hit me like one of lee's tennis racquets to the head, and for a moment I had to stop and shake myself to make sure I wasn't delirious, when I stopped he turned and looked at me.

"You alright there?"

"Ya, I'm good, I'm good…" I respond and keep walking, digesting his words thoroughly.

We walk down the road to the Lake and sit on the bench for a while, the big tree is losing it's leaves and it blends with Gaara's hair. I think he should be a soldier and only fight in autumn. He would rule.

When I told him this he looked at me weird.

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Sunday 29/3/15 – at work, no coffee, Naruto asked if I wanted some but I told him it was bad luck.

Bored. Nothing happened, still digesting Gaara's words. 'You're not invisible, they just don't know what to look for.'

Sasuke is better today. I think I can have Tea…. Yes, tea. Tea will fix everything.

Unlike Coffee.

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9:34

Saw Kiba, he walked into a warehouse. I didn't do anything. I just kept walking home.

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Monday 30/3/15 – morning. I'm really bored. You reckon I can scab a lift from Gaara? I don't feel like arguing with Pam or walking.

Bored. Out of breakfast stuff again. Have to eat cold spaghetti. How sad.

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Wednesday 1/4/15

I-I don't know, I really don't know…

Kiba is dead.

Just like that. Dead. No joke…. Dead.

I don't know… what I can do, or, what I should have done. But guilt for this rests on my shoulders… Kiba is Dead. And it's my fault.

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HELLOO!! This is a turning point, as Sora finally makes up her mind about what she wants to do, form there on out things get more complicated. Hope you enjoyed le update! Im not going to be here for another 4 days, sorry!!! And hehe, I LIVE in Australia. We went up to cairns for a week as a small holiday. And I still have a week o holz left!

Anyway, I g2g! I have friends coming over! Bye! Xo, to-love-is-to-lie

(p.s. special thanks to foxattack and masked Ai who have reviewed for god knows how long, I love you!!! thanks so much for reviewing everyone!)