A/N: Just for reference, I will sneak a song quote in each of the chapters that I feel goes along with the theme and title of the chapter. The song lyric will be from the title of the chapter (the title of the song). If I could make sense...

Disclaimer: Teen Titans So not mine.

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The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage

Raven had the dream again. Except this time she was first driving. She had a vision of a street sign reading 'Lilac Lane' and of her in a convertible with Beast Boy. It was night; all was quiet except for the pounding sound of Panic! At the Disco in the CD changer. Her mind was hazy, but she was wearing the amulet and willingly laughing and smiling as if she were enjoying herself. His right arm was draped over the passenger seat head rest, as if he were trying to look as if his arm were around her. His left hand was placed firmly on the wheel, and every few minutes he would steal satisfied glances towards her. But, he was not Beast Boy. He was wearing his rings, and he was tan with sun-bleached hair, but the same shocking emerald eyes instead of his natural soft blue.

"Shake it up, Beast Boy," her voice, happy and careless, broke the sound.

"Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen," he whispered to her just as he turned up the music and the sounds of her favorite band rang over the radio's stereo system.

"Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen, oh we're still so young and desperate for attention. I aim to be your eyes. Trophy Boys, Trophy Wives!"

Then there was a great CRASH and without even seeing what happened the car was submerged and it suddenly had a roof to it. Raven looked to the left to see Beast Boy's life fading fast. With her last bit of life she leaned over and kissed him meaningfully, before his eyes slid closed and he sunk to the car's floor. Raven let unconsciousness take her as well, before she shot awake, gasping for breath.

"Robin!" Raven screamed. "Robin! ROBIN!" She need not bother get up; he would hear her and come running. Within seconds he was sliding into her room, only in his work-out clothing, Starfire and Cyborg by his sides.

"What is the matter?" Starfire asked in her naive tone.

"Robin! Call the police. Tell them to meet us at the Riverside at Lilac Lane with one of their most powerful cranes. I've had...a feeling. The three of you: be ready down at the T-Car in five minutes, Cyborg get it running!" She ordered, and while doing so jumped out of bed and grabbed items of clothing to change into.

The three knew not to argue or ask questions until Raven was proved right; once in a blue moon was Raven ever wrong with one of her 'feelings'. The three evaded her doorway and she quickly slipped off her current uniform and slipped a clean one on. She threw her cloak over her shoulders and drew up her hood. "Let's pray to Azar that this isn't what I think this is," she murmured under her breath, raking her hand through her hair to make it fall delicately back into her face.

Raven left her room after grabbing a few necessities and met with Starfire, who was dressed and ready. Starfire flew alongside her best friend, who had a stony expression set into her features as she watched the hallway extend in front of her. "Raven, may I pry?" the gentle alien girl asked in an intimidated manner.

"I'll explain everything soon, Starfire," Raven assured her, and Starfire fell to flying close behind her, thinking.

The two girls arrived in the garage and saw the T-Car was already running. Robin was sitting in his self-proclaimed seat in the back. Starfire slid in next to him, and Raven took her place in the front passenger seat. Cyborg silently pulled out of the garage and began at full-throttle down the bridge that would lead them to the main streets. "Raven, what's up?' he asked quietly, as if afraid to disturb the silence.

"I told you, I had a feeling. Well, more of an vision. I saw Beast Boy drowning in the lake off of Lilac Lane. I know it may not be right, but I have to make sure. I mean, it all fits. Of course his communicator would go dead if it touched water, his cell phone too, the G.P.S. system would fizzle out if exposed to water as well, and that's why the police haven't seen the car. The car's submerged in the lake," Raven explained, fidgeting with her hands.

"Don't you think you could be wrong for once?" Robin asked, not trying to offend her but at the same time trying not to assume the worst.

"I hope so. I've been wrong only once or twice before, with all the visions I've had. I'm scared." Cyborg reached over and comfortingly took her hand in his. Oh, the big brother was always there when you needed him.

"It'll be ok, Raven," he told her with a semi-reassuring smile.

She was not at all calmed.

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It seemed like forever until they were finally at the Riverside, a few police cars scattered here and there and the crane set up. A few large, damp objects were lined up by the shoreline, and the crane was currently in the process of digging something else out. The four present Titans went to the police chief to talk, watching as he barked orders to his fellow coppers.

"Found anything yet?" Robin asked in his painfully serious tone. Raven was currently standing between Cyborg and Starfire. Starfire had an arm around her shoulders, and Cyborg had a hand on her shoulder blade, caressing it softly to calm her. She was hysterical, but would not show it for the life of her.

"No, I'm afraid to say we haven't. Say, what proof did you say you had?" the chief policeman asked, tipping his hat slightly. Raven broke the grasps of her teammates to step forward towards the riverside edge, watching with watering eyes as the crane jiggled loose what it had caught and slowly began pulling it up.

"Raven had a vision. We trust her; she doesn't bullshit with this kind of thing," Robin told him. "Excuse my French."

"Excused," the man coughed stiffly.

Raven sighed in relief as all they had pulled up was an old rusty anchor that had probably unhooked from some ship that passed by. The crane dropped it among the pile of discarded junk and began digging again. The Titans began conversing, without Raven, about her current emotional state. She did not take her eyes off of the crane's rope, and tears, though they threatened, did not spill from her eyes.

"She is worried, we all are," Starfire defended as the others tried to state she was overreacting.

"But Beast Boy is too much of a good driver to go and run off of a riverside into a River. Anyways, he can turn into water-breathing creatures. He couldn't drown. And even if he could, I'm sure he'd be able to get out," Cyborg reasoned. "I'm sure her imagination is just overreacting."

Starfire chewed her lip thoughtfully. "It'll be ok, Star," Robin reassured.

"I am sure," she responded, detached. Starfire walked over to Raven and stood beside her, rubbing her own arms. "You are the OK, Raven?" She asked innocently, watching her as her crimson hair hung over her face and slightly obscured her vision.

"You wouldn't be ok if you saw what I saw, Star. We'll put it that way," she responded in a monotone. "It was just something so extremely frightening, the dream I had. If it came true..." Raven trailed off.

"I understand," Starfire replied, stepping back to continue conversing with her other teammates. "She is very the depressed," Starfire commented to them. "She seems to truly believe her dream was real."

"We can't let her. She has to shake this, even if it-" Cyborg gulped "-is true."

Starfire sank to her rear on the grass, beneath a large Juniper tree that was currently in blossom. Robin sank next to her as Cyborg went off to talk to the police chief once more. Starfire sighed as she watched Raven's lonely silhouette. Her hand was nervously scratching her opposite elbow and one knee was leaning into the other. "She looks lonely," Starfire whispered, the wind blowing her hair in front of her face.

The crane began pulling upwards once more. Raven perked up, but it was revealed to only be an old, old tire. Robin rubbed his face with his hands, blinking a few times, before looking at her as well. "It's just because Beast Boy is gone. She won't admit, but she had a soft spot for the little green runt." Robin looked away. "He probably just went away for a little while; probably just decided to take a little vacation without notifying us first. I'm sure it's not that big of a deal." But Robin didn't believe his own words.

"Perhaps," Starfire replied monotonously, as well unconvinced.

They sat in silence for twenty more minutes as the crane moved and tried different areas of the river. Starfire and Robin soon stood to walk over towards Raven stand just behind her to either side. She did not look back, but she could tell they were there. "Hello," she began stiffly.

"Hello, my dear friend Raven," Starfire greeted, trying to lighten the mood.

"Hey Raven," Robin greeted after Starfire elbowed him. Raven smirked at her attempts, but besides that did nothing. "You ok?"

Raven sighed. If he did not realize there was something wrong by now, then he was utterly and completely clueless about the opposite gender, just as she expected. She inwardly snorted at his cluelessness, as she heard him grunt, supposing Starfire had elbowed him again.

The crane slowly began pulling upwards once more. It stopped a few times, groaning under immense pressure, tipping as if it were going to fall over at any minute. Finally, it managed to snake something free and slowly began pulling upwards again. Raven teetered on tip-toes to get a better look at what it was pulling up.

The water broke with one large ripple and a scratched and rusted silver edge broke the surface. Raven's eyes widened as it pulled up farther to reveal broken and scratched glass. It was fully hovering above the water by only about two inches now, and they could easily identify it as the once drive-able back-up T-Car.

And they could easily identify the pale tinted green arm hanging out the slightly cracked window, with the gleaming holographic ring on the middle finger. A dark silhouette of a head was leaning against the window.

Raven gasped and tears sprang to her eyes again. "Beast Boy!" She screamed, pain in her voice. "Beast Boy!" Her voice cracked as she turned and collapsed into the first solid thing in front of her, which happened to be Robin. "No!" she cried into his chest. He awkwardly patted her back, while managing to hold her up. Raven had lost all feeling and could not possibly hold her own body weight up. "Beast Boy!" she wailed, and Starfire immediately flew over to envelope both of them in a hug, for Robin had begun to cry too, tears seeping out the thin white cloth of his mask.

"BB," Robin mumbled, turning his head to Starfire to rest his head on her collarbone and cry softly. She patted the back of his head, kissing the crown tenderly.

"Oh dear friend," Starfire breathed, beginning to cry herself. And it was not long before Cyborg had traveled over and joined the group hug, tears leaking from his human eye. Starfire's head had shifted so her head was now on Robin's shoulder, one arm around his back with her hand on his opposite shoulder, the other arm around Raven's waist. Robin had his hand on Raven's shoulder blade, with his other arm squeezing Starfire tight to him, subconsciously afraid to lose her as well.

"It is ok, Robin," she whispered. "Cry all you want. It does not make you weak." Cyborg didn't even know who he had his arms around, but merely joined in to comfort his emotionally scarred friends. As well, it was to gain some comfort himself.

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I know what you think...I'm evil. But I remind you this is BBRAE for a reason, people!