Title: To Be or Not To Be

Author: GrimmjowIchigoforever

Pairing: Grimmjow/Ichigo (seme/uke)

Rating: M (Mature Content)

Warning: Contains Male/Male sexual relationship, don't like don't read don't flame

Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach, Kubo Tite is the owner

Chapter Two

Feelings

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Ichigo's eyes shot open; he tensed slightly when he felt someone's presence beside him. Remembering quickly who it was, he relaxed and snuggled closer to his teal-haired lover. Grimmjow was purring, an action that he rarely did, and only Ichigo have heard of. The Espada would never admit it, but he usually did it after a really good sex, and Ichigo nearly gloated with pride. He smirked slightly at that thought, finding the action quite, cute.

'Goddammit what the fuck was I thinking?? Grimmjow, cute?'

Ichigo just sighed; it was too early in the morning to wake the Arrancar up. Lately he had been feeling, strange. He could feel something towards Grimmjow that he himself would not admit….

He shook his head, not wanting to reflect further. His mind began to wonder to the past, where he first met the arrogant, selfish bastard Grimmjow used to be.

Flashback

As the ground shook with the force of reiatsu, Ichigo couldn't help but gawk at the descending creature before him. He took in the sight of the shirt-opened hakama exposing very well-built muscles and the hole around the creature's stomach. He started to feel like an idiot for wanting the time to freeze as he gaped at the handsome features with sharp teal eyes and equally coloured hair. He stood there marveling, when the Arrancar's voice struck him.

"Which one of you is the strongest?" he growled.

Ichigo blinked when it all happened, Rukia was thrown to the side and next thing he knew he was charging at the Espada.

"Not like this, Shinigami. Show me your power."

Ichigo changed to bankai, and began charging back. The teal-haired easily dodged him, and threw him crashing a few kilometers against the ground.

"What a weak Shinigami, you disappoint me." The Arrancar walked towards Ichigo and lifted him up, holding on his front clothes with a strong grip. He watched Ichigo intently, scrutinizing his look with mocking gaze.

"Although, I must say that you are quite attractive, redhead." Ichigo's eyes widened, caught by surprised. He let out a very un-Ichigo squeak, much to his disappointment, and the Arrancar's content. He let out a growling laughter, watching Ichigo's expression in delight. Ichigo started to blush, his mind went into a fit of 'what the fuck' rambling.

"Grimmjow Jeagerjacques, don't forget that name, kid."

"Kurosaki Ichigo! Stop calling me names you idiot!" Ichigo snarled despite his feet unable to touch the ground.

"Hooo, so you want me to know your name, huh? Strawberry?" Grimmjow's face contorted into an unsuppressed menacing grin.

"You told me yours, baka!" Ichigo however, blushing more and cursing himself for what effect the Arrancar had on him.

"Hn." Was all the answer before Ichigo's lips was caught by a brutal kiss, surprisingly by a pair of soft lips. Ichigo gasped, his eyes went wider than before. He was almost caught in the moment when coherent thoughts pass by.

'He's your enemy, damn it.' Ichigo backed away from the kiss, searching the eyes of his assailant. He saw lust, lust, and lust. Ichigo decided to ignore the returning blush at having his first kiss stolen. Instead he started struggling violently.

"Let me go you bast-mmmpphhh!!" His sentence was cut short by another forceful kiss. Grimmjow's tongue began to push at his tongue and licked his cavern. Ichigo tried to struggle but the experienced tongue kept probing in, making his rational mind seemed to leave him with pleasure he won't admit. When they broke from the kiss Ichigo was panting, slight hint of saliva leaving his mouth.

Grimmjow took in the sight, before he dropped Ichigo on the back to the ground and crouch on top of him.

"W-What are you doing?!" The sudden reiatsu flare bounded Ichigo to his place, mouth gaping as Grimmjow ripped some of his hakama to tie his hands on top of his head.

"What do you think berry-chan?" the Arrancar started to lick and suck on Ichigo's exposed neck while removing his clothes abruptly. Then without warning, he bit Ichigo's neck, not enough to draw blood, but enough to leave a mark.

"S-stop, ahn.." Ichigo bit his lips abruptly, shocked by his own voice, and by the pleasure. He's already red face went even redder, if possible.

The Arrancar just grinned and explore lower, this time sucking and licking on one of the berry's nipple, while the other hand toyed with the other nipple, sending a shiver through his entire body. Ichigo bite his lips harder until blood came out, he won't risk another moan.

He, however, gasped when Grimmjow suddenly stroked his length, his back arching with misplaced pleasure. The fact that his lower body still fully cloth does not lessen the feeling.

"Can't deny it forever huh?" A wider grin while the teal-haired bastard stripped him out of all of his clothes, leaving him fully exposed.

And it's true, Ichigo could not deny the pleasure, he almost gave up right that moment, if not for his survival nature. He tried again.

"You basta-nggghh!" He closed his mouth again, not trusting himself to talk anymore. Grimmjow just wrapped his hand around his length and stroked his already hardened length and now stroking it fast. Ichigo nearly went mad, at this moment Grimmjow bent down to whisper near his ear, earning a shiver.

"Just stop your pretense Shinigami, you know you enjoy it, cause I sure hell do, just let go you know."

And with that he increased his pace, licking his victim's lips, cleaning the blood before kissing and tonguing him eagerly. Ichigo couldn't take it anymore, with one last stroke he arched up and came all over his stomach, moaning into Grimmjow's mouth.

Grimmjow let go of his grip around Ichigo's length, smiling oddly. He abruptly stood up and took the sight of his victim panting and heaving breathlessly. The moonlight shone to reveal Ichigo's tanned skin covered with sweats all over his slender but muscled figure. The Arrancar licked his lips, he then untied the tired form and leapt away, but Ichigo could hear the mumble before he vanished.

"I'm not done with you yet, berry."

Ichigo shivered, he shakily stood up and dressed up slowly, the pleasure still raking through his body. He forgot to look for Rukia, forgot to try and find his friends. He sat down slowly, closing his eyes. His mind couldn't help but repeating those scenes over and over again, replaying like a broken tape.

'Grimmjow Jeagerjacques, don't forget that name kid.'

And he couldn't even if he wanted to.

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Okay, next chapter would still be flashback. Please comment and review, pretty please? Oh and thanks for the people who reviewed by the way, I'm sorry I couldn't make it not OOC, I tried though.