Yaoi: Alright to fully understand where Ed is, you have to play Fullmetal Alchemist 2: Curse of the Crimson Elixir. It's that mine slash cave that Ed went to and fought one of Crowley's main creations, Elma. Anyway, my story explains it better.

Disclaimer: I no own!

Warning: Yaoi (BOY ON BOY…don't like don't read…And don't flame me because you did for I have warned you!)

Pairing: RoyxEd

The gloomy weather outside was not helping Ed's mood in the slightest bit but he did still have hope even with most of the day being already gone. So, to avoid the gloomy weather he decided to head deep into the cave and wait for Roy there. He knew for sure Roy would know where to find him; he just had to wait for him to appear. 'As my friend says 'Sin tener en cuenta la distancia, tu verdadero amor siempre te puede encontrar.' (Regardless of the distance, your true love can always locate you.) So let's make this a test. If Roy finds me he is my true love.' Ed thought as he wondered around his temporary home not bothering to look at the gray walls of the place to keep from remembering where he is.

"Yo te amo, Roy., Roy." (I love you, Roy) Ed whispered as he stared at the door to the room he had once had a fight in with Al alongside him. He had won but that stupid Crowley had to intervene and revised the creature he made and called Elma yet again. It didn't really matter since she was killed later when Ed finally got to fight Crowley or at least the golem Crowley and destroyed his energy source. A crimson elixir that was still incomplete.

Ed can still remember all those memoires that he was shown. The king of Lebis had lost his love one and tried to bring her back but that just ended in his own demise when the golem killed him and destroyed the town. Crowley's demise was his desire to bring back his loved one and stay alive with her for the rest of eternity.

Ed was just glad he was able to stop Crowley before things got out of hand and more innocent people were killed. The thought of just how many people had to die to make that one stone made for a selfish reason of one man, made Ed want to cry then defeat Crowley again.

"He was so sick. I am nothing like him. I don't dedicate myself to killing to bring back Al's body. I would rather find another way than to kill innocent lives. Why…Why do some many innocents have to be killed for one's selfish want? It's not right." Ed pondered to himself and he felt the tears threaten to fall down his cheeks. He was so upset from what had happen in the days he had been capture up until today as he sat on the ground in defeat. The waiting on Roy to arrive was driving him insane, though he'd only been there since yesterday.

"Damnit, how long does it take to figure out where I am, stupid old bastard?" Ed whined as he closed his eyes in annoyance and he laid his head on the stone wall behind him.

"Oh, so now I'm a 'stupid old bastard', Fullmetal?" A familiar voice said lowly had made Ed jump and look around only to find no one there.

"Am I hearing things? I swear I just heard Mustang?" Ed asked as he quickly stood with his back to the wall.

"You did." The voice said again but Ed still couldn't see the owner.

"Where are you? I don't see you." Ed said as he continued to look all around him but didn't move.

"I'm in the mine, but I still haven't reached you." Roy sounded much louder than before and Ed realized then that he had been talking to loud and it had echoed.

"Don't come any closer, please." Ed quickly pleaded as he followed the wall he was against away from Roy's voice and the extra voices that were silently arguing near Roy until he was completely cover in the shadow of the mine.

"And why shouldn't I, Fullmetal?" Roy's voice sounded annoyed and Ed knew it was his fault.

"I…I don't want you to see what I've been turned into." Ed said in sadness as he frowned behind his mask and then he heard Roy speaking to the others with him.

"Fullmetal, I am coming to you rather you like it or not. The others are staying back. You can't stop me." Roy said and with each sentence his voice got louder and louder until he was in Ed's view.

"Fine, but whatever you do, don't hate me." Ed finally said as he walked out of the shadows toward Roy.

"Ed, is that really you?" Roy questioned in disbelief as he watched the mask man carefully.

"Yes, it's really me." Ed whispered as he removed the mask and looked at Roy with his bright golden eyes.

"Wha-What happened?" Roy asked as he walked over to Ed and almost like he was afraid that Ed would stop him, slowly brought his hand to Ed's cheek. He could feel the rough bandages under his hand and he wanted to cry. Who could do such a thing to his Ed?

"Envy cut me all over. I…I'm a walking transmutation circle now, Roy." Ed explained as he finally just let the tears escape his eyes. He'd lost the battle against his emotions but he was glad it was just Roy with him. He felt himself being pulled by Roy into a hug and that made him let more tears fall. He was a freak now; Roy will most likely leave him since no one wants a freak as their lover.

"Your hair?" Roy asked after a while of holding Ed and letting him cry. Roy felt as though his heart was going to explode in sadness as he listened to the cries of his Ed.

"I had to; it was my only way to escape. I know it's different now but it'll grow back in time." Ed said as he finally calmed his crying. He knew his hair would grow back to its original self but as for the tattoos, he didn't know what to do with them or even how to get rid of them.

"Ed, look at me." Roy ordered and the younger shook his head in defiance. "Please?" He begged and that seemed to catch Ed's attention as he slowly looked up at Roy with red eyes. They stared at each other in silence for a while.

"What?" Ed asked after the silence started to get uncomfortable.

"No matter what your looks are, I will always love you. I fell in love with your personality, not your looks." Roy admitted with a serious face to prove to Ed he meant it.

"You mean it?" Ed asked and Roy nodded his head with a slight smile. Ed smiled as he wrapped his arms around Roy's neck and pecked the older on the lips.

"Yo también, Roy." Ed stated as he hugged Roy close then pulled back to smile.

"What does that mean?" Roy asked since he really didn't speak Spanish.

"It means 'me too.'" Ed explained and he didn't miss the grin that graced Roy's lips.

"That makes me happy, Ed. I love you." Roy said as he hugged Ed tightly.

"Yo amor ti también. I love you too." Ed said as he lightly pecked Roy on the cheek.

"Ed?"

"Yes, Roy?"

"Can I let everyone else come over here yet?" Roy asked as he took Ed's mask away and smiled at him in reassurance.

"Yeah." Ed said as he and Roy separated as Roy called for the others.

"Fullmetal, I was so worried about you." Hawkeye said as she ran and grabbed the poor teen into a hug.

"I was worried about you too, Hawkeye." He said back as he was finally put down and he looked around and noticed Scar in the back of the small group.

"I see, you did indeed change you looks. Flame here thought that you wouldn't." Scar said with a shrug of his shoulders as he leaned against the wall.

"Well, I wouldn't have changed my looks but it was needed for my escape. I am here without any of the enemy is proof of that." Ed informed as a frown graced his lips and he reached out for his mask in Roy's hands, but stopped when Roy pulled the mask out of his reach with a shake of his head.

"I see. Well, shall we leave this cave?" Scar inquired in a bored tone as he stayed where he was waiting on a reply.

"I can't leave, but everyone else can." Ed admitted with a deeper frown as he looked at the ground.

"I have to make sure Envy has left Risembool before I even step out of here. It's to be on the safe side." Ed informed in a pleading tone in hopes the others would understand.

"Right, because once he leaves, he won't come back since he's already searched here." Hawkeye stated as she looked at Ed with sadness in her eyes.

"Pinako will be more than willing to let y'all stay, but I am staying here." Ed said as he turned his eyes from the others and to the ground.

"I'll be staying with Fullmetal." Roy stated as he looked at Ed with sadness hidden behind his blank eyes.

"I agree, we do need to keep someone with Fullmetal for safety. Though, Flame, you're in no condition to fight, but I guess Fullmetal can keep you safe." Scar said as he pushed off the wall and started to walk off.

"What does he mean by that, Colonel?" Ed asked as he looked up at Roy with confused eyes.

"Remember, I was shot. I almost died, Fullmetal." Roy stated calmly as if dieing wouldn't have tore Ed's whole world apart.

"But you didn't, you made it and now you found me." Ed whispered to where only Roy could hear.

"Well, be back tomorrow to give you a report. So far Envy is at your old house where you sent him, Fullmetal." Hawkeye informed with a slight smile.

"Then my plan is working. If I know Envy correctly, he'll give up by tomorrow and go to the next town in hope of find me." Ed informed with a smirk as he looked from Roy and at Hawkeye.

"Very brilliant, young Edward Elric." Armstrong congratulated with tears in his eyes at how smart Ed really was.

"Thank you." Ed said as he felt a smile grace his lips and a blush too.

"Well, I think we shall start heading out of here before it gets too late. Night, young alchemist." Armstrong said as he turned and walked the same path that Scar had.

"Yeah, I best be on my way too. Night, Edward. Try not to molest the colonel while we're gone." Hawkeye said with a smirk when Ed looked at her with a red face while trying to defend his innocence. She smiled warmly at Ed before she two turned and walked the path to the outside world.

"I guess it's just us two tonight." Roy said with a smirk as he glided towards Ed.

"Don't even think about having sex with me right now. We're in the middle of a war and I am not in the mood." Ed growled as he took a few steps back from Roy.

"You mean 'you don't want to because of what Envy did to you.'" Roy said with a slight frown as he handed Ed the mask as he touched his love's face softly.

"Shove off." Ed said as he pushed Roy's hand away and put his mask back on.

"I still love you." Roy said as he tried to grab for Ed but the teen quickly dodged the grab.

"Bastard." Ed hissed as he walked a few more steps back.

"I'm sorry, Ed. I was just messing with you." Roy said sadly as he looked at the ground with a frown.

"Hm." Ed said as he walked over to the wall and sat down against it.

"Do you hate me now?" Roy asked sadly as he sat beside Ed and he didn't miss the flinch from the other.

"No." Ed simply said and nothing more.

"Will you talk to me?" Roy pleaded in anger as he glared at the wall in front of him to keep from glaring at Ed.

"Maybe." Ed said to annoy Roy and it worked.

"You're such a girl." Roy commented and ultimately regretted it when he was grabbed and Ed's dagger was placed at his throat.

"I'm such a fucking what, bastard?" Ed asked in a hiss as he leaned into Roy. He had lost his mask when he moved and was glaring at Roy and the older man could feel the rage radiating from the other.

"A girl." Roy repeated as he grabbed Ed's automail arm and pulled it away before he leaned forward to capture Ed's lips in a kiss. He was praying this would calm the other down. He soon felt Ed giving into the kiss and when he ran his tongue over Ed's lips he was given entrance. Roy explored Ed's mouth in glee as he tried to remember every nook and cranny. He had to pull back when they needed air and he couldn't help but chuckle at Ed's glare that looked more like a pout.

"I'm still pissed at you." Ed said before he laid down on Roy's chest.

"I know." Roy said as he held tightly onto Ed as he laid them down onto the ground with the wall behind his back.

"Night, bastard." Ed mumbled as he closed his eyes and relaxed.

"Night, Fullmetal." Roy said as he closed his eye but stayed alert.

-TBC-

Yaoi: Ah! So many words! XD