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Not sure how this chapter turned out I just wanted to get it posted quickly, let me know what you think!

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"Gossip girl doesn't know what she's on about B don't worry about it." Serena said at breakfast.

"Oh I won't in fact it has given me the strength to do what needs to be done, today I'm going to my I mean Chuck's apartment and I'm packing the rest of my things and I'm renting out an apartment on 5th Avenue."

"Oh B you know me and Dan don't mind having you here right?"

"Of course I do, but at the same time you and Brooklyn need time to yourselves, I mean you've hardly seen him since I've been here and I think it time for me to live on my own for once," she gave a grim smile," and maybe I'll give Nate a call."

"Oh B I'm so happy you and Nate are just so right together, he will be so good for you I just know it!"

"Yeah well I'm heading over to Chuck's now once and for to finish this, so I will see you in a while." With that she left the apartment and headed towards her old life.

She used her own key to get in, half expecting Chuck to be there with another women, nothing would surprise her now. She quietly entered hoping to be able to sneak in and out before he noticed. But of course he did, in fact he'd been waiting for her.

"Hello beautiful" there he was looking as handsome as ever waiting for her in the hall way. He walked right up to her and kissed her on the mouth. She didn't even resist him she'd lost all control of her body as soon as he touched her. He nudged his tongue on her closed mouth urging her to let him in. he grabbed hold of her waist in one hand and used the other to cup her ass.

"Mmm…" she moaned in his ear, god how he'd missed her, her taste, her scent- everything.

"Blair I love you," he whispered in her hear as she was kissing his neck. Little did he know that these are the words that broke her from this spell.

She pulled back and unwrapped her arms from his neck, "Chuck, that was a mistake, I'm sorry but I'm only her to pick up my things," she ran into the bedroom and hurriedly started packing the remainder of her belongings.

"Blair don't do this to me, I'm sorry I was an ass but let me explain…"

"Explain what Chuck the fact you had another women in here, the same women you thought you loved and was prepared to run away with? No thank you Charles, I don't want to her about her sordid little affair I'd rather die not knowing what I did that was so awful that pushed you into her arms!" she shouted at him, while throwing items of clothing into her suitcase. "I hate you Chuck, this is why I didn't want to be with you in high school and this is why I don't want to be with you now- you are a little boy dressed in men's clothing, you will never grow up or be able to commit to anyone but yourself." She stormed out of the hotel, grabbing an item that Chuck had not noticed on her way out.

Chuck knew that he'd made a mistake; he had to decide now that he could either try and win Blair back once and for all or give up and try to go back to the way he was before she changed him. He knew which one he would pick- it was no competition he didn't even have to think about it. Now he just had to prove it.

She'd only made it to the elevator before she broke down into tears, gazing at the photo, which she had taken at the last minute, of her and Chuck gazing at each other hopelessly in love. Why did it all have to go so wrong?

4 Days Later

"Blair let me in!" Nate was banging on the door of her apartment, according to Serena she hadn't been out in days.

"Leave me alone Nate, please," Blair Waldorf never begged- this was bad.

"Blair I'm coming in whether I have to break the door down or not."

He heard the door unlock and walked in, Blair was curled up on the sofa in her new apartment.

"Blair what happened?"

"Nate, I'm so sorry, I wanted to call you maybe give us another chance b-" Blair knew as she said these words that deep down her and Nate would probably never work not when she was so in love with Chuck, because the love she felt for him consumed her and she knew it wouldn't be fair to Nate. This situation had just sped up the inevitable.

"Great Blair that's just what I wanted I think we could really work this time, don't be sad this is grea-"

"Nate! I said I wanted to but now I can't"

"Why not? Has he convinced you to go back to him? He'll just hurt you again Blair- he's not right for you."

"Nate I'm pregnant," she whispered.

He knew then he was fighting a lost cause. "What, when?"

"I only just realized a few days ago- after I went to his apartment, apparently I'm already 3 months gone," she gulped, "typical just as I get a promotion I get knocked up by that Basstard."

"Blair, I have to ask, have you told Chuck yet?"

"No, not yet Nate, I'm only coming to terms with it myself… I'm going to keep it Nate and that is why I cannot date you- it's just too much." Tears were silently rolling down her face, she felt Nate hug her and she clutched at him not wanting to let go.

"I understand, but I will be there to help you even if he's not." He held her face and looked deep into her dark eyes, "Blair, you're not getting back with him are you?" He held her tightly, he wanted to kill Chuck, no matter what Nate had done to Blair he had never hurt her this much.

"No, if growing up on the UES has taught me anything it's that it doesn't help anyone staying together just for a child." A child Blair knew she would love so much, the one thing that would remind her of the good time she and Chuck had, the one thing not tarnished by recent events.

"But you love him." This wasn't a question, it was a fact.

"Yes but we aren't good together, we just keep hurting each other. I'm going to tell him about the baby but after that I'm moving away."

"What? Why? You've only just settled down here."

"Because I need to, I need a break from everything and my father's been missing me, also I don't want my baby having to deal with bumping into Chuck in the city and being ignored- it would crush him."

"Blair, what if he wants to be part of the baby's life?"

"Trust me Nate the idea of a baby will have Chuck running far away- I'm mean he couldn't even handle being engaged let alone becoming a father," she sneered, "I would love for you to be godfather Nate, I'm going to ask Serna to be godmother as well," she smiled.

"Of course, I'd be honored… and I mean it Blair no matter where you are I will help you."

"Nate thank you, you always know how to make me feel slightly better." She grinned weakly, Nate I need a favour from you, I need you to please not tell anyone about the baby yet, my mother and father know but I really think Chuck should find out before others."

"Sure," Nate left after giving Blair another hug and reassuring her that he would be glad to go with her to Chuck's if she needed him.

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A/N- please review and let me know what you thought and what you would like to see happen, it will make writing it easier!