Chuck had been to Lily's to ask for help on what to do and how to prove himself to Blair. He knew that from now on there was to be no drinking at least not excessive, no more making Blair feeling 2nd place, and no more lying. Just as he was pouring the last of his scotch down the sink, the person he least expected to see walked into the apartment.
"Bass, I need to talk to you," Blair had decided that there was no point beating around the bush- wait why was Chuck pouring his scotch away?
"Blair, you here, good I need to talk to you too."
"You first," she had to admit she was curious now, just what was he planning?
"Right well first of all, I know I've said this about a thousand times but I truly am sorry but what you think you saw wasn't what really happened, Blair I never cheated on you." Blair was in shock she couldn't look away from his gazing eyes."I also want you to know exactly what happened, but before I tell you I want you to know I love you and I am ready for us. I promise that I won't drink anymore; I won't act like an idiot when you're at work- I trust you. I also won't ever hurt you again and if god forbid I do it wouldn't intentional and I will never ever look at another women when I have the most perfect ravishing one by my side. So what do you say Blair will you give me another chance?"
This was probably the longest speech Blair had ever heard from Chuck, too bad at right when she was about to reply she felt a wave of nausea.
"Excuse me I think I'm going to be sick." Blair ran to the toilet, morning sickness was a bitch.
Great that wasn't really the reaction I was looking for. "Blair are you ok?" He said rubbing her back.
"Chuck can you get me a glass of water please?"
"Sure"
How was she going to tell him now? He'd finally given the reassurance she needed, but what if he is still lying?
"Here you go," he passes her the water.
"Chuck, I have to tell you something that's probably going to change your mind about us." She said slightly shaking.
"No you don't, Blair I don't want to know what happened between you and Archibald, we weren't together, its fine. But I want you to know I haven't been with anyone since you- I love you so much Blair."
"Chuck, nothing happened between me and Nate- we're just friends, he wanted more but that's impossible for me. I need to tell you 3 words Chuck and they are pretty life changing so I understand if what you just said becomes void," she used her hand to cover his mouth to prevent him interrupting her. "I- am- pregnant."
Now it was Chuck's turn to go into shock, how had this happened already?
"Chuck I know this is a shock and don't worry I don't expect anything from you, I just thought you should know," she gulped, "I'm moving to France and I'm going to live with my father ad Ramon, so this really won't affect y-"
He cut off her speech by crushing his lips to hers, kissing her almost roughly yet still tender. "Blair, this is great news, a bit earlier than planned sure but it'll work out."
"No you don't understand Chuck I'm not going to stay here in New York and play happy families- life doesn't work out like fairytales, I should know."
He glared at her holding her cheeks tightly, forcing her to keep eye contact, "you will not take my baby away from me." When he felt assured that she wouldn't look away he dropped one of his hands and began to persuade her in one of the only ways he knew how.
She felt his fingers beginning to hitch her dress up, she knew this was dangerous territory so she pulled away, "Chuck I have to, it won't be fair to the baby if you hurt it like you do me," she felt her eyes starting to well up.
"Blair what makes you think I'll hurt our child?" He looked at her questioningly.
"I know you Chuck, you won't mean to but it will happen, maybe it'll be something that happens to me or someone else close to you- but you run again and he'll feel the pain of you leaving and abandoning him. I can't have that Chuck; I will not let you hurt my baby!" She tried to pull away but he grabbed her wrist.
"Blair this baby isn't just yours and it isn't just mine it's ours and I would never hurt it." She started to believe him, what if he had change?
May be they could be a family after all, she actually felt hopeful for the first time in weeks, until she saw Chuck's phone ringing. She glanced at the caller ID – Elle. Chuck Bass would never change.
"Chuck Bass. Sure yes no problem I'll contact you later."
"Chuck, who was that?"
"No one Blair, just a client." More like you're her client Bass, once a liar always a liar. He would never change not for her and not for their baby.
"I'm sorry Chuck, I am leaving next week I'll send you information on pregnancy and how it's going and when he's born he will be a Bass, but I want you to stay away." This was killing her but she wouldn't let her child feel the pain she had.
"Blair if you think for one second that I am going to even let you leave New York then your delusional, I will be part of this baby's life even if I have to take you to court and fight for custody," he sneered, how had it come to this? If he had to take her to court to show he was serious about her and their future then so be it.
"LIKE HELL YOU ARE BASSHOLE! You try and take this baby from me and I'll take you down, I will let the world know how you had Elle the high class hooker in my apartment when you were engaged to me, I'll tell them how you like to drink and if I have to I will tell them how you tried to force yourself on Jenny Humphrey! I'd like to see how the board members of Bass Industries will take this news Chuck; I wouldn't be surprised if they never wanted you as the face of Bass again! Hell they'd probably give me the responsibility since I'm carrying the heir" she spat back.
"Really Blair?" He asked sceptically "you know how much that company means to me and I didn't do anything with Elle!"
"Really so I was just imagining you kissing her, and you didn't arrange to meet her at her hotel that night. Lucky for me that she didn't get the memo and came here instead otherwise I might be still engaged to you."
"Blair-"
"I hate you Chuck, I hate that I wasn't enough for you, I hate that you didn't love me to be honest with me, I hate that you have such control over me, I hate that I still love you!"
With that she managed to get free from Chuck and began to leave the hotel... until the security came over and stopped her.
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