"Blair did you really think that I was going to let you leave without a word."

"I knew I shouldn't have trusted your dad," she wanted to be angry at him but really she just needed him to hold and kiss her, she hated pregnancy hormones.

"Actually it was your mother who told me," she stared at him gobsmack, "it didn't take too long to find out Bart had lent out a plane, I had paid all the commercial airlines I could think of; to tip me off when you bought a ticket. But I thought that you were thinking about staying when I hadn't heard from any of them in days, little did I know that Bart went behind my back."

"Don't be mad at him Chuck, he was helping me." They could both feel the plane's speed picking up silently they both did their seatbelts- preparing for takeoff."

"Chuck why are you here? Actually don't answer that I don't care I just want you off this plane."

"Blair listen to me I am not leaving you again if that means that I have to follow you to France then I will."

"Chuck I can't do this right now, I'm exhausted it's not good for me or for the baby, I'm going to go to the bed at the back off the plane when we are in the air and I am going to go to sleep and until I wake up I don't want to hear anything else ok?"

"Ok I'll wait." He would do whatever she wanted as long as she didn't want him to go away.

Just as they were looking into each other's eyes, trying to find the answers to their questions the plane began to lift from the ground. He heard Blair suck in the air, and felt her grab his hand, how could he have forgotten- she was afraid of flying. He kept his promise and didn't say a word; instead he drew circles, with his thumb, on the back of her hand to keep her calm. She was right, as usual, she shouldn't get worked up it wasn't good for them, he would make sure from now on she happy.

As soon as they reached cruising altitude, she grabbed her hand back and walked into the bedroom. What was he playing at? Why does he have to play these game with me, doesn't he know how much it would kill her know the next time he left her?

Half an hour later, Chuck got up to check on Blair, as he opened the door he saw her curled up on the bed fast asleep. He couldn't help himself, he should have known better really, but he just wanted to feel her body next to his again. So he took off his shoes and climbed in next to her, careful not to let her move.

"Mmm Chuck..." he froze, had she woken up? She unconsciously rolled towards him and placed her head at the crook of his neck. Once he realised she was still asleep he allowed himself to relax and smile over the fact that her body still subconsciously recognized him and before he knew it he was asleep too.

Knock, knock

Uhh, what was that? He felt Blair's warm body wrapped around him and he has forgotten where they were.

"Mr Bass we will be landing in Ireland shortly for about an hour."

"Ok thank you Robert."

Surprisingly Blair still hadn't woken up, she must have been exhausted.

"Blair, sweetheart, wake up," he shook her slightly.

"Chuck, what? What are you doing in here? Get off me!" She feebly pushed his arm away from her. Why is he making this so hard?

"Ok calm down I just came in and you were asleep, so I came closer and you said my name Blair. I couldn't help myself." Damn it, why do I love him? She knew she stood up to fast as soon as the room started spinning; not helping that at that point the plane started experiencing some turbulence.

"Chuck I...I feel really dizzy" she felt her knees buckle, Chuck managed to grab her before she was one the ground. She wanted him to hold her closer. I'm so weak, I can't even last a couple of minutes next to him without my body wanting to be in his arms.

"Blair are you ok?" He asked her worriedly, he held her tightly not wanting to let her go.

"Yeah I think so dizzy spells are normal, just stay with me for a minute."

They sat on the edge of the bed together, both wondering what would happen next.

"Blair we need to get to our seats we'll be landing any minute now and I know that you would feel safer in your seat"

"Ok"

As they sat in their seats Blair held Chuck's hand on purpose this time, he looked at her reassuringly. May be this is just what they needed, Chuck thought, may be after this plane journey they could finally put these last few weeks behind them.

The turbulence wasn't really that bad in the end and the landing was fairly smooth. After it landed they were sat there just staring at each other.

"Chuck, we need to talk, about everything."

"I know we do, let's check into a hotel here and we'll talk about everything tonight."

"Don't you have to fly back- to New York- for work?"

"As soon as I found out you were leaving today I cleared my schedule for the foreseeable future. Nothing is as important as you to me Blair work comes far after you."

"Chuck I need to call my father and tell him that I won't be coming to his chateau tonight," she smiled.

"Great, thank you"

They got into the limo in silence, still holding hands, and went to the Ritz. Chuck knew that he had to tell her everything, no more lies- no matter the repercussions.

Their suite was just to Blair's taste, stylish, sophisticated, and elegant.

"Blair do you need me to help you take your dress off?" She was standing in the middle of their bedroom trying to reach round to her back.

"Fine Bass, but no looking" she was determined to make this as painful for him as possible- show him what he'd lost.

As fate would have it she was wearing his favourite purple La Perla lingerie and he actually did have to close his eyes in order to distract himself.

"Blair you look ravishing."

"Well Bass we certainly know you won't be ravishing me tonight," she lead him out the door turned around and locked it.

She had locked herself in their bedroom with Chuck's phone, which she had sneaked out of his pocket. Let's see you who been phoning Bass.

This didn't make any sense the only 2 texts between him and that whore were centred around a new proposal in the business he'd been working on, what was going on? They seemed innocent enough.

"Blair you are not seriously checking my phone are you?" Crap how did he find out? "Because I was going to ring the restaurant downstairs to make a reservation for dinner and I can't seem to find it."

"Excuse me Bass but I think I'm well within my rights to check your phone if I wish to do so!"

She unlocked the door and let him come in, "See anything on it?"

"No, but that doesn't mean you're innocent, you could've deleted stuff." She huffed and turned her back to him.

He walked closer to her and wrapped his arms around her waist, "Blair I promise that I haven't."

"Well Charles we both know how little your promises mean- don't we?" She could feel her anger building up. "I mean it was so easy of you to call your precious Elle, even after you swore to me you wouldn't." She wouldn't let herself cry she had to be strong for herself and the baby.

4 Years Ago

"Chuck!" she asked jumping up off his bed in the newly regained Empire hotel, "do you have anything you want to tell me?" She was furious; she had just received a gossip girl post.

Hey UES, remember how disbelieving we were to hear the dark devil of UES has finally given up his womanizing ways for our Queen B? Well it appears we were right, because that certainly isn't a brunette giving him the tongue below- glad to have you back C.

Xoxo

"What the hell is this Chuck?" She waved the phone in his face as he stepped out of the shower, how dare he think he could cheat on her!

"Gossip Girl is losing her touch; obviously she hasn't had any new scoop recently." He replied calmly.

"How dare you, you get caught kissing another girl then you have the ordascity to say it isn't news worthy, did you plan on never letting me know? Or do you simply not care that this actually hurts me?" She was trying to gather her clothes so she could leave in a somewhat respectable way.

"Actually Waldorf, this picture was taken 4 weeks ago when we were... taking a break." He shrugged thinking that would be the end of it.

"Oh so it's ok for you to kiss other girls 5 days after we split up? A break up you caused by using me and lying to me like a common whore; in order to get this very hotel back I may add." She couldn't take his nonchalant expression any longer so she reached up and smacked him, with her hand across his face. He grabbed her arm before she could strike him again.

"Blair! Stop it!" he gently sat her on the bed, "now look, I am truly sorry for what I did to you with... Jack, but you forgave me so you can't keep bringing it up to try and make me feel guilty-"

"I do forgive you; it's just that I can't believe you were with someone else so quickly."

"I wasn't with her like you think- I was drunk, and feeling like an idiot for losing you for the hotel, and Elle was in town for the first time in about a year, so she rang me up to meet for drinks- to apologise." He covered Blair's mouth before she could interrupt. "I went along simply so I could get away from Nathaniel and Serena, any ways I as I got out of the limo I'd received a text from Gossip Girl saying you were out with Humphrey and I lost it. So I grabbed Elle and kissed her without thinking but I swear nothing else happened I realised that she wasn't you and I went back to the hotel alone." He looked into Blair's eyes to make sure she was relatively calm and removed his hand.

"Chuck you know there was nothing going on with me and Dan right? I mean he was just acting like a friend- we never even kissed or anything."

"Yeah I know," Damn it, she thought, how had it gone from her being angry at him for possibly cheating, to her comforting him!

"Chuck, I know this is going to sound weird but was this the same Elle you were going to run off with in senior year?" He could see the hurt in her eyes; they were talking about a woman that Chuck had been willing to move away to another country with.

"Yeah, it is. But Blair you have to know the only reason I was going to go was because I was afraid of staying and being constantly reminded that if I hadn't been such a coward of admitting that I loved you then you wouldn't of been with Carter, not because I actually cared for her."

"Ok I believe you," she smiled at him trying to push down her insecurities, "but promise me Chuck promise you won't see her again- I don't like it, I trust you but..."

"I understand I promise Blair"

"Also no more lying I want our relationship to be completely honest, I don't like having to find things out from Gossip Girl."

"Ok, deal."

….A/N- ok so that was my longest chapter so far! Definitely would appreciate reviews for this one!

Thanks to the people who have reviewed this fic so far I have tried to send all of you personal responses but just in case I missed you out or it was anonymous here is a big thank you!

Hopefully next chapter will be up by next weekend but got 2 weeks of exams coming up so no promises, however it is already written so if a get a fair amount of reviews I may be persuaded to update faster ;-D

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