A/N: Sorry guys I might be late on my updates 'cause I decided to do girls wrestling this year…one word…OW! Anyway here is the chapter you guys have been waiting for, but it might be kinda short…anyways enjoy…and once again thank you guys for reviewing ^^.
'Hey…'= Thoughts and or fantasies
'Hey…'=Inner Selves talking
Chapter 5
'Natsuki tastes so good…I'm glad she was my first kiss.'
'Oh Shit I just gave my first kiss to the student council president.'
'But you liked it.' Said Inner Natsuki.
'Yeah I guess I did.'
Natsuki quickly got off of Shizuru and put a good ten feet in between them.
'Damn.' Natsuki averted her eyes from Shizuru to the window. 'What the hell am I thinking…last time I got close to someone I…' Natsuki closed her eyes and took a deep breath to clear her head. 'Besides I'm just here to get rid of the problems in the school then I'll probably never see her again…sigh.' Natsuki ran a hand through her hair before walking over to the windowsill and sitting on it.
While Natsuki was pondering to herself, Shizuru slowly sat up and traced her lips with her fingers. 'Ara, Natsuki why do you have such a strong effect on me?' Shizuru looked over at Natsuki and her breath caught. Natsuki was sitting on the windowsill with her head resting on her leg while looking out the window with a serene yet sad look upon her face. The golden rays of the setting sun outlining her figure making her look like an angel in Shizuru's eyes. 'Ara, Natsuki is my angel…Natsuki does seem to be so far away.' Shizuru stood up and walked over to her desk and sat down with her chin resting on folded hands. She sat there observing Natsuki. 'Did she not like the kiss….hmm lets find out fufufu.' "Ara, Natsuki seems so distant I wonder why…hmmm could it be that she did not like my kiss." Shizuru put her head in her hands and pretended to cry.
Natsuki slowly looked over at Shizuru while coming out of her past memories. She saw through Shizuru's act, but decided to go with it. "What do you mean Shizuru?" Shizuru removed her hands and looked up at Natsuki with slightly widened eyes. Natsuki cocked her head to the side.
"Ara, so my Natsuki did like our first kiss." Shizuru teased and Natsuki turned a bit pink.
"Baka." Natsuki turned her head to the side to hide the blush.
"Ara such a cute puppy." Shizuru smiled until she saw Natsuki tense up. 'Ara was it something I said?'
'Fuck! That is exactly what she said.' Natsuki eyebrows scrunched together.
'But Shizuru is different.' Inner Natsuki defended.
'Really? How so?' Natsuki argued.
'Cause she cares for us.' Natsuki had the same feeling that her inner had about Shizuru, but her memories.
'Tsk remember the last time someone 'cared' for us.' Inner Natsuki kept quiet. 'Yeah that's right she just up and left us for someone else…that's how much she cared, she cared enough to leave our hearts on the doormat as she carefully stepped all over it'
'Why don't you give Shizuru a chance…you can have her as your friend ya know.' inner Natsuki crossed her arms.
'I don't th…' Inner Natsuki cut Natsuki off.
'What have you got to lose?'
'My rep as a badass.' Natsuki thought to herself.
'You know I can hear your thoughts right?' Inner looked at Natsuki as if she were crazy.
'What? You can read minds now too?' Inner Natsuki slapped her palm against her forehead.
'Are you serious! I'm you remember!'
'Uh…I knew that.'
'Sure whatever just start talking to Shizuru instead of staring at her like an idiot.'
"Ara Natsuki…did I say something wrong?" Natsuki looked at Shizuru for a second before relying.
"No, it's nothing." Natsuki gave Shizuru a small smile before turning towards the window.
"I may not have known you for a while, but I can tell that your lying." Shizuru was worried for Natsuki. 'Ara, how can this girl stir up so many emotions when many others failed to do?'
"Sigh…when you said that it brought back some unpleasant memories." Shizuru's eyes widened. Natsuki turned her head to Shizuru and gave her a lopsided smile as if to say it was alright. "Don't worry about it 'kay?"
"Ara, if that is what Natsuki wishes, but do realize this…" Natsuki raised an eyebrow. "I will always be here to listen, to be a friend." 'For now.' Natsuki looked at Shizuru for awhile…trying to see any deception, but couldn't. Natsuki gave the warmest smiles she hadn't given in a long time. Shizuru sucked in a breath at the sight.
"I'd like that." Shizuru gave Natsuki a true, warm smile in return for Natsuki's.
TBC.
A/N: Well there you have it…again sorry if this is short, the next one will be long…a very long chapter ^^. Reviews are very much appreciated. R&R
