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Chapter Five

-Closer-

I left Alice in my room for a minute and went straight to Jazzy's closet. He loves it when I wear his clothes right? It took a while, but eventually I found a nice white dress shirt that was clearly his and went to my closet to accessorize.

I was sorting through the giant pile of shoes in the middle of my closet floor when Alice walked in with the perfect belt.

"Call me when you're ready for hair and makeup Bells."

I nodded but was fully concentrated on choosing this outfit so it would be absolutely perfect.

I choose a pair of golden stilettos that went perfectly with the belt, which had gold mixed in with the black.

Alice curled my hair and did my makeup perfectly. When she was done, I felt like a model and looked like one too.

I stared into the mirror and saw a pale girl, medium height in a very short dress with stilettos so sharp, they could be used as a weapon. She looked confident, sexy. I liked this new girl.

Rose and Emmett picked me up around nine. The conversation was nice until Emmett had to bring back up some comment about Rose's weight. She told him off and ignored him until we got to the bar. Emmett stopped to talk to the guy at the door, so Rose and I went in without him.

I don't even know how to describe the emotions I felt when I saw Jasper flirting with a fake ass blond bitch. I was mostly pissed at that slut, but I was just disappointed with Jasper.

I was disappointed because I thought he was better than that. If he didn't want to be with me I'm sure he could do better than that ball-munching whore.

When he looked up at us I'm pretty sure I had a scowl on my face and hadn't decided whether I was going to tell the blond skank off or get even with Jasper. I chose the latter, she was the lesser of my problems and chlamydia would eventually take a toll on her.

Rose and I escaped to the bathroom with Emmett trying to follow us.

I pulled myself onto the counter and Rose followed suit.

"Assholes."

"I know."

"I need to fuck with Emmett. He's not getting off the hook this time." She was chipping nail polish off her fingers with a horribly evil look on her face.

I had my own problems. "Did you see Jazz flirting with that blond bimbo?"

Rose nodded but I knew she wasn't listening, she was plotting revenge.

I jumped off of the counter and was about to leave the bathroom when the ugly blond and a nasty looking brunette walked in.

"Did you see that bartender? He was totally drooling over my boobs. I bet he was lying about having a girlfriend."

"If he wasn't, she's probably ugly as hell anyways. He'll be with you by the end of the night."

"Oh there's no doubt about that. He was practically eye raping me."

I couldn't help myself. I jumped off that counter and jumped on that blond bitch. I heard somebody scream out "Lauren!" but was too busy to care. I let loose everything I'd been holding back for a while. Punching her as hard as I could was letting out all of the pent up frustrations I'd had. She was screaming and I was loving it. Rose was trying to pull me off and the brunette ran off.

I didn't stop until Emmett pulled me off of her. Even then I was jumping at her, daring her to swing back.

She was crying, holding her nose which seemed to be the cause of all of the blood around us. "Calm down Bella!"

Jasper flew through the door and pulled me into his arms.

"What happened Bells?"

Emmett was helping the girl wipe off all of the blood.

"Jasper, get her out of here. I'll tell Casey you got sick or something, just go." Rose was basically pushing us out of the door.

Jazz pulled me out of the back door and to his car. He put me into the passenger seat and buckled me up.

He got in and started the car. We were driving for god knows how long.

"Are you ready to talk?"

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "Talk about what?"

"Don't play dumb, why did you beat that girls fucking brains in?"

"You should know. I saw you flirting with her, then she came into that bathroom talking shit and I just.."

"Wait, Me? Flirting? With her? If you thought that's what I was doing you're delusional. She asked me what my favorite drink was and I told her. She was flirting but I told her I was very happy with my current girlfriend because even though you can't be mine right now, I'm off the goddamn market."

I felt like an idiot. I didn't even ask him what was going on, I just jumped to a conclusion when I saw them together.

"Bella, look at me." I didn't. I couldn't. If I looked in his eye's, I'd forgive him. For what, I don't know.

I felt his hand slide around my cheek and turn my head. I closed my eyes.

"Bells, look at me. Please."

I slowly opened my eyes. I was met by his crystal blue ones. He was absolutely gorgeous. It must have been getting late because the only light we had was the moon.

"I love you Bella."

I choked. On air. On spit. On anything. I couldn't believe what I'd just heard. Jasper, in love with me?

I cringed. I'd always prided myself on my ability to stay away from people. It made it easier when they died or left me.

If I loved Jasper, he'd only leave.

"Bella?"

"I-I...Can't." I put my face in my hands and started sobbing. Tonight had gone horribly wrong.

"Don't tell me that. Can't you at least try?"

"No." It came out as a whisper. Jasper's hands had a death grip on the steering wheel.

"Why the fuck not Bella? What is your problem? What makes you so fucked up you can't let other people love you?"

"Don't." It was clearly a warning. One he choose to ignore.

"Don't what? I'm tired of this shit. Stop trying to push me away, I'm here to stay. Just, tell me how you feel about me."

I love you. I wish it were that simple.

"Tell me. This car isn't going to move until you do."

I made the mistake of looking up at him. He looked so hurt and I was the one who caused that pain.

Alice was right. All I was going to do was hurt him, but I was at least going to try to give him what he wanted.

I looked out of the window and noticed we weren't moving. I opened my door and jumped out before Jasper could stop me.

I started walking down the sidewalk of whatever street we were on, just hoping that Jasper wouldn't follow me but knowing that I wouldn't be that lucky.

I soon heard his rough footsteps.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!" I screamed involuntarily.

"I want you to stop fucking running away and fucking love me like I love you!"

"You don't even know me!"

"I do Bella! I know more than you realize. I watch everything you fucking do. Every damn move you make I file away in my brain."

"Jasper, when will you get it through your thick ass head that I don't want you right now? I've known you what? Three motherfucking days? And you think we're fucking soul mates."

"Fucking hell Bella. You are so stupid!" I had kept up my pace walking until he said that. I turned around and punched him square in the face successfully giving him what would be the greatest black eye in history. He bit his lip in anger and was clinching his fists together.

"Don't you dare! You're pushing me. All I wanted was some fucking space but you couldn't do that!" I tried to turn and keep walking but my heel got caught in a crack in the sidewalk and I went down fast.

I felt his hands trying to help me up but I slapped them away. I saw blood trickling down from my face onto his white shirt. I felt my face to find I'd busted my lip on the pavement.

"Bella..please."

"Goddammit! You did this! You couldn't fucking leave me alone. I fucking love too okay? Does that make you feel any better? Because it sure as hell doesn't make me feel any better!"

Jasper stared into my eyes. "Just give me a chance Bella. Just tonight, and if you still don't want this... us, I'll leave you alone, I swear to god."

I didn't speak as he pulled me closer to him into a kiss.

This kiss was sweet and innocent. It was the type of kiss everyone should experience at least once in their lifetime.

We finally broke apart so we could breathe.

I wanted him so badly, my moods were coming and going faster than lightning, so I not so innocently climbed into his lap.

He pulled me into another kiss, this one was rougher. He pulled at my hair, while I already had a vice grip on his.

He immediately pushed me off of him. Gently, but still making me feel like I'd done something wrong.

"Bella, I'm doing this right and I don't think in the backseat of my car counts."

"Then you better get me home, right now."

"That I can do."

We must have broken just about every speed limit set, because we got home in record time. He didn't even give me time to take off my seat belt before he'd opened my door and pulled me out, carrying me bridal style into the house.

He carried me into his room, setting me down on the bed.

"You look so fucking sexy in my shirt and the blood. Fucking hell, I don't think it's healthy for it to turn me on as much as it does. " I kicked off the heel's and sat up.

"Although, I'm sure you'll look even better out of it."

He pulled me to the edge of the bed and undid the belt.

Once he'd thrown it across the room I tugged on the hem of his shirt. Getting naked seemed to be a team effort with him.

He pulled it over his head and I got to see his perfectly sculpted muscles. It drove me crazy how amazing he was.

His fingers went to work on the buttons of the shirt. He seemed nervous and his fingers kept slipping off of the buttons.

"I never have this much trouble taking off this shirt when I wear it."

I placed my hands on top of his and helped him finish unbuttoning the shirt, leaving me in nothing but a matching black lace bra and thong.

After laying me down, he started kissing every piece of flesh available. His kisses were soft and tender. He left a trail of them from my stomach to the top of my thong.

His fingers wrapped around the waistband of my thong and slowly pulled it down, placing random, soft kisses along my leg.

"Bella." His voice made my name sound so sensual, almost like a song.

Jasper laid me down on the bed an began kissing up my thighs, my breathing went wild. I'd never had someone's face down there before.

He finally made it to the center of my legs and immediately dipped his tongue in. "Holy fucking hell!"

I couldn't control my hips as they slid down further, wanting more of him in that area of me.

Jasper slipped two fingers into while keeping his mouth on my clit, causing the most intense pressure ever. As his fingers started moving faster, I cried out and had the most intense orgasm of my life. After my thrashing was done, I stared up at him.

"That was the sexiest thing I've ever seen in my whole fucking life."

I pulled down his jeans and boxers in one movement. He hissed at the cool air, but let a loud "Bella" come from his lips as my hand wrapped around his hard member.

I sat there, softly stroking him until he pushed his hands off. "I'd rather be inside of you Bella."

I nodded and watched him reach over and grab a condom out of the nightstand. He carefully put it on and lined himself up at my entrance.

Before pushing himself in, he whispered the most beautiful "I love you" into my ear.

He was so much slower this time, taking his time so we could both have the most amazing experience.

Then he started speeding up, and I loved it. Everything Jazzy did was perfect.

"Oh god...Jasper!" I felt my muscles clench around him while I rode out the waves of my second orgasm.

He came shortly after-wards. After throwing the condom in the trash can near the bed, he laid back down on the bed and pulled me on top of him.

He stayed there, playing with strands of my hair. I could feel his warm breath on my neck and started falling asleep.

Before I'd reached dreamland I'd made a decision. Jasper was mine, I'm going to be with him until he decides he doesn't want me.

I had everything I'd always wanted and I'd be damned if I was going to let anyone take it away.

I woke up pretty late in the morning. Jasper was staring at me. "What?"

His perfect smile appeared. "You're naked."

I rolled my eyes but scooted closer to him. "So are you."

"Yeah, but you're prettier."

"What are we doing today?"

"Alice and Edward are going to visit Alice's parents. I think Emmett was going too, they've been dying to meet Rose."

"So, we're going to be alone today?"

He nodded "Yup. What do you want to do?"

My stomach let out the scariest growl ever, I was almost scared not to feed it.

"Let's start with breakfast."

After we'd thrown on some clothes, we wandered downstairs and into the kitchen. Jasper was pulling out the ingredients for an omelet when the doorbell rang.

I went to get it and left Jasper in the kitchen. I could see the faint outline of a person through the stained glass on the door.

I opened the door and was greeted by...

A/N: Fucking hell, that was intense right? I loved Bella punching Jasper more than her punching Lauren. I think I have some anger problems. Deep seeded aggression blah blah blah. Soooooo, it's different right? Like it? Review and naked Jasper's will visit you in your dream whispering sweet nothings. Promise!