Hiding from Derek

by nothereanymore44444

Chloe has been bit by a werewolf and decides she doesnt want anyone to know. But will not telling Derek backfire on her? This story is really OOC but plz R&R, acctually being updated as in the story is being continued now Should be done soon!

8. Chapter 8

Chapter 8

(5 songs in here.)

CPOV

We set up tents in an area that made no sense to camp in. But I was exhausted so I didn't have a problem with it. I actually slept this time, instead of going to look for more signs of Derek with Elena and Clay. I hoped we found Derek soon, I wanted to see him so bad now, and I wanted to hear his voice again. I yawned, grabbing one of the water bottles from the cooler outside before I went into my tent, than with a heavy heart I turned in. I put together a bed, making it more of a nest of blankets than a bed, I grabbed my i-Pod, and hit play, hoping for something soothing...

What piano songs do I have? I set it on the River Flows In you song, I liked that song but it was getting old, okay, random song now. I closed by eyes, hit the menu button and span the little wheel around a couple times. Shadow of the Day, by Linkin Park came on. I guess this works; I turned the song up and rested my head on my pillow, closing my eyes.

I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only away
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
In cards and flowers on your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only way
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you

The song drifted to a quiet end, the next song that came on made it obvious that I had went to the shuffle thing.

I could go back to every laugh
But I don't want to go there anymore and I
know all the steps up to your door
But I don't want to go there anymore
Talk to the wind, talk to the sky
Talk to the man with the reasons why
And let me know what you find
I'll leave my window open
Cause I'm too tired tonight
to call your name
Just know I'm right here hoping
You'll come in with the rain
I could stand up and sing you a song
But I don't want to have to go that far and I
I've got you down, I know you by heart
And you don't even know where I start
Talk to yourself, talk to the tears
Talk to the man who put you here
Don't wait for the sky to clear
I'll leave my window open
Cause I'm too tired tonight
to call your name
Just know I'm right here hoping
You'll come in with the rain
I've watched you so long
screamed your name
I don't know what else
I can say
But I'll leave my window open
Cause I'm too tired tonight
for all these games
Just know I'm right here hoping
You'll come in with the rain
I could go back to every laugh
But I don't want to go there
anymore..

That was a newer song by Taylor Swift, Come In with the Rain. Pretty song.

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Oh cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

Beautiful Disaster, by Kelly Clarkson, live version so it was on the piano. Kind of reminded me of Derek...

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Home by Daughtry, I'm starting to drift off now, so I put my i-Pod on a single song, one that would stop all the music when it was over.

My all time favorite Rascal Flatts song, My Wish

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.
But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

I feel asleep as soon as that song was over...

DPOV

It was probably midnight as soon as I found a camp. There were too werewolves asleep on either sides of the camp, as wolves, probably protecting the people in here. I didn't recognize their scents though, as long as they weren't too messed up ones like Liam and Ramon. There were 2 tents up, one that I think Simon and Andrew were in, judging from the smell, and the other Chloe by herself.

My heart started to thunder in my chest from being around them again, especially Chloe. I walked quietly over to her tent, and walked in. Why was it open when there was snow outside, why were they even out camping, this far away from the house, when it was winter outside? All the questions disappeared when I saw Chloe, curled up in a tight little ball with her i-Pod still in her ears, a nest of blankets around her, too pulled over her.

She looked so.. so.. upset, her face was scrunched up with worry, and tear tracks were could be clearly seen on either of her cheeks, I could still smell the water from her eyes now, than I saw one fall again. I whined, not able to keep the sound in, I walked all the way into her tent. Closing the zipper behind me, at least as well as I could with my mouth. Than I came up next to her, I lowered my head to poke her with my nose...

But stopped...

I left her, saying that I loved her, what would she think when I came crawling back?

Waking her up from pure greed to see her eyes and hear her voice, I doubted she would be very happy with me...

But It was pure lust just to press my nose to her and at least try to wake her up. So that's what I did. I crawled up closer to her (because I had decided to lay down in the corner for some reason, probably because of the warmth and the fact I was by my mate again) I poked her with my cold, wet nose trying to wake her up. She just moved a bit then groaned, but didn't wake up, I whined and poked her again. This time she woke up, but didn't open her eyes.

She must have thought that I was one of the other wolves outside because she waved me away and mumbled, "I don't want to get up, I'm actually sleeping for once, whatever it is you don't need me to help you, you can do it yourself."

I cocked my head to the side, why would one of the wolves need her, did they want her to be with them when they changed, and I thought she only did that for me?... But maybe she didn't.

I whined again and got closer pressing my now a bit warmer fur against her, she rolled over, really not wanting to get up.

Come on, you're making this so hard.

I heard a soft snore escape her lips and decided to give up. I laid down next to her, trying to keep her warmer, I pushed her hand up and onto my neck with my muzzle like a dog, she wrapped both her arms around me and hugged me close to her, putting her face in my ruff. It felt so good to be this close to her, I smiled to myself and put my head down, immediately joining her in a peaceful sleep.