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Chapter 10

There he was. As real and as beautiful as the first day I saw him. I smiled at him and waved him into the room. He hesitated at the door but then lightly closed the door behind him and sat down on the chair that was the furthest away from the bed. Something wasn't right.

"Edward" I started.

"Let me speak please" he said concentrating on his hands. I said nothing so he took this as his sign to continue. I started to panic. This couldn't be good. "I am so sorry."

"What about?" I interrupted, "if you're going to apologize for something the least you can do is tell me what you're apologizing for."

"Yesterday, in the forest…" he said, as if I could forget that yesterday I was in the forest about to be killed, again.

"You saved me," I finished, "again." I smiled at him, feeling all full with love and happiness, and this time it wasn't due to any drugs the doctors had given me. I hadn't felt like this since my birthday. How I missed this wonderful feeling.

"You, um, passed out." He stood up and then shifted nervously from one foot to the other, a very human trait. I was waiting for him to start pacing. I hadn't seen him like this before, it was rather scary and confronting because I didn't know what to expect. "And you were bleeding, a lot. And I was um, bad, very bad." Ok I was officially confused. I had no idea what he was talking about.

"What the hell?" I asked, my voice a lot louder than I intended. I looked deeply into his caramel eyes; they were filled with shame and guilt. What happened I wondered, he couldn't even look me in the eyes. Maybe he was mad that he saved me. "Are you mad because you saved me? Did you want me to die?" So I thought the worst straight away, at least nothing could be worse than that and is that was the reason at least I was ready for it.

"Bella, no, how could you think that? Of course I don't want you to die." He had a shocked look fused on his face, "I love you, please never think that again."

My eyes widened at his declaration of his love. Last time he was telling me that he didn't love me anymore. Was he lying? Or was he lying the first time? "Edward," I started, but didn't know what to say so just finished with a "I love you too"

Edward cautiously took a step towards the bed and closed his eyes, "Bella, there is no easy way to say this, so I'm just going to say it."

I nodded, how bad could it be? "In the forest, I stopped attacking Victoria and I became consumed by you. I hate to think that if it wasn't for Alice, Carlisle and Jasper turning up when they did, you would be dead now, and it would have been all because of me." He hung his head in shame. I didn't know what to say.

After what seemed like forever, but could have only been minutes Edward seemed unable to cope with the silence. "Bella, please, I am so sorry."

"So you…" I couldn't finish the sentence. I had so many thoughts running through my head. For the first time I was actually scared of Edward, this was something I couldn't admit to him. It would kill him. I knew from the first time that I found out that he was a vampire that there was a part of him that wanted my blood but I never thought it would happen.

"I hadn't hunted in a while…" he broke off, "not that that's an excuse for what I did."

I automatically nodded not even processing what he just said. I was too shocked. "I think I want some time" I said. He nodded, "alone." I added, "I need to think."

His head dropped and he left the room and the door shut behind him with a light click. It was at this point that the tears I had been holding on to started to flow. I couldn't stop. I was sobbing hysterically, the nurse had to come in and sedate me and darkness engulfed me.

I was running. I was running from a figure in a long black cloak. I looked over my shoulder to see the pale face of the man smiling at me, "No matter how long you run I will always catch you."

I stopped and looked him in his gleaming red eyes, "no you won't, I won't let you hurt me" I said.

He just continued to smile and then laughed, "Bella, you will always be mine and one day I will consume you." He removed the hood. Edward. I screamed.

I woke covered in sweat and the sheet wrapped around my neck. A nurse ran into the room, obviously I screamed out loud. She started muttering soothing words and injected something into my IV and my eyes slowly closed and this time I slept dreamlessly.

I had no idea how long I slept. I opened my eyes slowly and then closed them as bright light drifted in through the window. No Edward today. The events of the previous days started to come back to me. Edward wanting my blood, the forest and the dream. Out of all them the dream was the one that scared me the most. I didn't understand what it meant. Was Edward going to kill another human? And was Edward going kill me? I looked out the window. Well Bella, you won't find that out today.

A/N: Hi all! Sorry it took me so long to get this chapter up. I was suffering from writers block and un-motivation (my new word for the day). This chapter just didn't want to be written. Hopefully the next chapter will come easier and quicker. Keep up the reviews they're great!