It's one am, and I cant sleep! So i decided to write some more :) a lot of people gave me ideas, actually a lot of them were around what i was going to write about :) so I hope you like this chapterr!
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JPOV
"Marry me, Clary." Jace said before he could stop himself. The words had popped out of his mouth. He suddenly felt dread at how Clary would react, but he knew with his whole mind and heart, that he had said the right thing. If he hadn't spoke up, then he might never have.
"What?" Clary's soft voice asked him, bewildered.
"I'm never going to get over you, Clary. I love you so much it hurts. When I'm away from you, I feel like a vital part of me has been taken away. I need you." He spilled his feelings t her.
"Jace-I don't-I don't know what to say." Clary stuttered, not meeting his eyes.
"Say yes." The answer she could give him, her yes, could make his life complete. But, if she said no, it would destroy his life completely.
She looked at him for a moment, and shook her head sadly. "You could seriously have any other girl in the world, and you choose me. That's messed up."
His mind went blank. What did she mean? "How is it messed up?"
Clary sighed. "You're beautiful, smart, charming, and funny. I'm just..plain."
He moved closer to her. "Clary, you're anything but plain."
"But--Jace--"
"No," He cut her off. "Marry me, Clary. We can be so happy together."
She looked at him with tears in her eyes. "I--I cant, Jace. I'm so sorry." She whispered.
Jace blinked, uncomprehending. "Why?"
"I love Sebastian."
"If you only knew, Clary." Jace sighed.
"If I only knew what?" Clary asked, perplexed.
"Sebastian, hes not as good as you think he is." He spat out. "Hes a bastard."
Clary's cheeks flushed, angered. "Just because you don't like him--"
"Hes cheating on you!" Jace shouted before he could help it.
She stopped what she was about to say. "No hes not, Jace."
His hands balled up into fists. "Why cant you see it, Clary? You belong with me, not him. Ive always been there for you. I feel stuff for you that I have never felt for any other girl. And I know you feel it, too. You've got it just as bad for me as I do for you."
She spoke then, her voice as cold and pointed as an icicle. "I don't love you, Jace. You have always been there for me, and I guess I took advantage of that. But I realize now you're just a big liar. You cant stand the fact that I want to marry Sebastian, so you make up these ridiculous lies about him. I'm done with lies, Jace. And I'm done with you. Do not ever contact me again."
And with that, she turned around and left.
Jace stood there for a moment, before coming back to life. "Clary!" He shouted, running after her. "Clary!" But already he had lost sight of the bright red hair, that he loved so much.
Way to go, Lightwood. You've made her hate you know.
He sighed and punched her phone number into his phone. It went straight to voicemail. Jace closed his eyes, and threw the phone on the ground. He needed to get out of here. Out of the park, out of this city. Hell, he needed to get out of this state. There was no chance Clary was ever coming to him. He opened his eyes, slowly and hailed the nearest cab and directed it to the airport.
CPOV
Clary couldn't believe Jace had said that to her. It was impossible to think Sebastian had been cheating on her. Sebastian was just so caring towards her. He could never be capable of that sort of sin.
The same sin Clary had made.
This made her heart well up with guilt. She had cheated on him, and then Jace had the nerve to tell her that Sebastian had cheated on her. She heard her phone ring, and when seeing the name said Jace, she immediately hit ignore. She wouldn't talk to him. It was the best way she could think to punish herself for cheating on her fiancee. She would be married in less than a month. She needed to cut her ties with Jace, before she could do something she would regret in the long run. She pushed open her apartment door, to be greeted cheerfully by Sebastian.
"Hey, honey." He said with a smile.
"Hey," She whispered, before letting herself get enveloped in a loving hug. She realized, suddenly, that tears were streaming down her cheeks.
"Whats wrong?" Sebastian asked, holding her tighter.
"Just a rough day." Clary said. What an understatement.
"Where were you?" He asked, a bit possessively.
"Just went for a walk for some fresh air. Hey, Sebastian?"
"Yeah?"
"Are you cheating on me? The words popped out before she realized she was saying them.
"No, I'm not. I love you, Clary. What else could I want?" Sebastian murmured.
"You're right. I'm really sorry. It was a ridiculous question." She said, stupidly.
"What about you and Jace?" He asked, suddenly.
"What about us?" Clary stalled.
"You still don't..have feelings for him, do you?" He asked, looking into her eyes.
She hesitated. Did she have feelings for Jace? "No."
"Okay," He smiled, kissing her. But, instead of Sebastian's face behind her lids, she saw Jace. She couldn't help it. No matter how hard she tried, Jace remained on her mind.
"Lets get you to bed. You look dead on your feet." Sebastian suggested quietly.
"That sounds like a good idea." She smiled, following him into the bedroom. Suddenly, her phone blared in the hallway.
"Ill get it," Sebastian said. "You get under the covers."
Clary sighed, happily, and snuggled under the covers. Sebastian rushed into the room, holding he phone.
"Its Isabelle. She says its urgent." He said, confusion dominant on his face. Clary sighed and took the phone from him, reluctantly.
"Yes, Isabelle?" Clary, yawned.
"Clary! Thank God you answered! I was so worried you wouldn't! I--"
"Whats the big emergency, Iz?" She cut Isabelle off.
"Oh my God, Clary. Its Jace." Isabelle's frantic voice said tearfully.
Cold dread filled Clary. "What happened to him, Izzy?"
"Hes gone, Clary. No one knows where he went. He just..disappeared." Isabelle said, breaking down in sobs.
Okayy! That chapter is donee! I'm really sorry if there are some apostrophes missing in some words, FanFiction wouldn't let me type them. Whatever. I hope you liked this chapter! I want to get to at least 100 reviews, so please please PLEASE review!