Disclaimer: I dont own Harry Potter.
"Mum!" Ginny stood up and looked appalled.
"What?
I think it's a very good idea!"
"But i cant. I mean i'm fine here."
"Fine. oh so thats why you were lying on your bed with an agonizing headache this morning. And thats why you havent eaten a proper meal in days, maybe weeks. If we dont do something about it soon next time i come over you'll have fainted, or maybe even given birth. For gods sake Ginny! You cant do this alone. Please. Dont do this to yourself... To me."
Ginnys tears started cascading down her face. The sobs became louder, eventually turning into a loud wail.
"Sit down love," said Molly. She genty pushed Ginny back down into her chair.
"Oh mum. Now you've put it into words it sounds so bad, but it seemed ok before. This is all so difficult to deal with. I really dont know what to do..." she looked up at her mum. "Were you serious about that offer?"
"Of course! I would be over-joyed if you accepted. Of course we would have to make a little agustments to the house and clear up a bit of rubbish but all the bedrooms exept ours are empty, well of people anyway since you've all grown up and moved out but... Does this mean your moving in?" Ginny nodded. " Thats great! I'm so happy. We will have to contact harry and..."
"No!" Ginny butted in, her face suddenly became serious, the sobs stop.
"No what?" answered Molly, confused, a puzzeled look spreading over her face.
"Harry doesn't need to know. Not yet!"
"But he will want to.. He has a right to know. It's his baby too!"
"I know but as soon as he finds out he will quit his job and come back. He will think its all his fault and that i think he doesn't care. That i wanted to get away from him and that i couldnt trust him enough to tell him. " Ginny was adament!
"Well you have to admit thats pretty true."
"Its not! Mum, how could you say that. The only reason i wont tell him is to protect him. To let him keep his job, something he loves."
"He loves you! And im sure that if he knew what you were going through, even a bit, he would come rushing back"
"Exactly what i dont want."
" Oh Ginny!" Molly Shouted. "Your pregnant, You porbably dont even know what you want, know what you need!"
"How can you say that. Im your DAUGHTER!" Ginny scream, rushing out of the room. " You dont know what I want!" She stormed up the stairs. "And i am reconsidering that offer right now!"
Molly sat down, weak from the shouting. She heard a door slam upstairs.
"Why is it i always seem to be useless at everything. I cant even be a uselful mother! Ginny is right. She will probably do a better job than me so why am i butting in? I have no right. I may as well just leave."
Before going she went to check Ginny was ok. She walked up the stairs and creeped across the landing, stopping outside Ginnys bedroom door. She heard heavy breathing and relized Ginny must have gone back to sleep. She nodded remembering how tired she had been when she was pregnent. Back all those years ago.
She peeped round the bedroom door and saw Ginny lying on the bed amongst a mixture of clothes and other bits and bobs. Molly walked over to the bed and smiled at her sleeping daughter.
"I'm sorry," she muttered. She cleared the clutter off the bed and dumped it on a nearby chair. She reached over and pulled the blanket over the sleeping Ginny. Before leaving the room, she scribbled a note on a piece of scrap paper.
To my darling Ginny,
I'm sorry! I have failed you as a mother. I have decided to leave you to do your own things and make your own decisions. I relize now that you are all grown up, and you dont need me anymore. You are free to make your own choices, Please pick the right ones. If you do need me for anything, you know where to find me. I love you always!
Your mother, Molly Weasley xxx
Ginny woke up and stared at the ceiling for a while. She looked around at the bed... Tidy? It was only after a few minutes she remembered what had happened.
"Mum!" She hauled herself up and off the bed. She started to walk out the room , suddenly noticing the note. It was on top of the pile of stuff her mum had moved. She picked it up and read it.
To my darling Ginny,
I'm sorry! I have failed you as a mother. I have decided to leave you to do your own things and make your own decisions. I relize now that you are all grown up, and you dont need me anymore. You are free to make your own choices, Please pick the right ones. If you do need me for anything, you know where to find me. I love you always!
Your mother, Molly Weasley xxx
Ginny started sobbing. She thought to herself:
"I've been so horrid. Failed me? She has done nothing of the sort. She has stuck with me through everything. Oh no. Im such a bitch. I had her, took her for granted and now I've lost her. Her, Harry, who next. Please not the baby. O god I've got to tell mum. I do need her!" She started having a battle with herself.
" I've got to go there right now.
"Oh but what if she doesn't want to see me."
Oh dont be stupid, Ginny. Of course she will want to see you. Shes your mother."
"Yes but i was so horrible. And anyway, being my mother didnt stop her saying all that stuff about Harry."
"She said that to help you. She is worried about you! Besides she is right"
"I guess..."
"She said in the letter if i need her..."
"Yes but..."
" I have to go there right now. Oh i do hope i haven't blown that offer now. It sounds like the best idea i've heard for ages."
"I bet she wont even want me there now. Not after how i acted. Oh why is life so complicated."
"No! She will be over-joyed to have me there just like she said. I'm going. I'll just have to hope for the best."
Hope you like it. I tried to make it longer for those of you who weren't happy.. Hope you appriciate it! xxxx