Chapter 4: Deception

Riku climbed into bed, turned to face the wall. Sora sat on his side. Riku fell asleep in a matter of minutes. Sora turned off the light and buried his face in his hands, so he could muffle his voice. He cried silently, not knowing why these things were happening all of a sudden.

He threw the note on the floor and went to sleep. He faced the opposite side of Riku, not used to the feeling. Usually Riku would hold him despite their minor arguments, but not this time. Sora stared at the ceiling before falling asleep. Riku opened his eyes as soon as he made sure Sora was sleeping. He got up and picked up the note Sora was holding. It read:

"Tell me Sora, how long do you think it'll take before Riku discards you and adds you to his long list of past lovers. You can't possibly expect him to tell you about all of the men he has slept with. You know deep down, that he wants you for one thing and one thing only. You're not capable of being loved and you know that. There's no wonder you two had sex, it's to hide his lies; his secrets. It will eat at you until you admit the unbearable"

-Ansem-

Riku tore up the note and looked over at his sleeping lover. He now knew why Sora was being so self-conscious and distant all of a sudden. And it got Riku to thinking. He wondered if Sora actually believed all of the things Ansem had been telling him. After all, Sora was Riku's first lover. How could he believe this obscene assumption?

Riku sat next to Sora and shook him gently, trying to nudge him out of his sleep.

"Mmm...Riku, what is it?"

"Do you believe what he said?"

"What?"

"Do you believe that I've had sex with other guys behind your back?"

Sora didn't say anything.

"And do you believe that sex is all I want from you?"

"I never said that"

"You don't have to…it's written all over your face" Riku said softly.

"Sora it's been nearly over seventeen years and not once did this come up. Ansem steps into the picture and all of a sudden I'm your lying, cheating lover?"

"Riku I never meant it that way"

"And yet you've shown it so greatly"

"It's hard not to believe that. I don't know if what you told me was the truth. How do I know that you slept with Tidus once? You could be lying"

"That much was obvious"

"What?"

"You didn't trust me even before then, did you?"

Sora stood down.

"I see"

"So, you resented me for that long?"

"No, I never resented you. It's just that your ways…the way you do things…they don't fall too far from the category"

Riku reached for Sora, but watched as he pulled away.

"That can't solve our problems, ya know"

"No…but it can make you forget, at least for a little while"

Riku reached for him again this time he was successful. He pulled him into a hug and told Sora "You don't have to doubt what we have" and he kissed him on the cheek. "And you never have to doubt the love I have for you." Riku said giving him an even more passionate kiss. They sat down on the bed and continued the kiss. Riku slipped off Sora's shirt and pinned him. He kissed all over his chest while he had his hand between Sora's now straddled legs.

"Kuu-Chan I'm...sorry." Sora whispered in his ear while twitching in pleasure as Riku nibbled on his neck. Riku replied by kissing softly on the lips and continuing what he was doing.

"K-Kuu-Chan..." Sora said getting very aroused.

"What's wrong Sora am I going too fast?" Riku asked wondering what was wrong with him now.

"N-Nothing forget it." Sora replied to the question.

"What's the matter?" Riku asked now getting seriously concerned.

"Nothing, I swear"

"Is there someone here?"

"No…I was just imagining things. I'm positive"

"If you say so" Riku said with a shrug.

He grabbed for Sora and pulled their faces together. Sora peeped in surprise but didn't pull away. Instead, he smiled and tried his best to keep up with Riku as the other kissed him. Since Riku had been the dominant of the two, Sora let him control the kiss and opened his mouth a little. Taking the invitation, Riku's tongue darted into the boy's mouth, exploring it leisurely. He ran his tongue along the roof of Sora's mouth, making the other shiver in delight.

As Sora focused on the tongue in his mouth, he didn't realize that his own hands had started wandering. One was tangled gently in Riku's feather-soft hair while the other stroked down his arm. The skin felt hot to the touch and Sora moved his hand to the other's chest, wanting to touch more. Riku moaned quietly as Sora's fingers brushed his bare skin (he didn't sleep with a shirt on) and traced the patterns of his stomach. Riku was showing a great amount of self restraint by allowing Sora to explore and not interrupting him, but the moment the brunette's fingers gently brushed a nipple, that self control went out the window.

Grabbing Sora by the shoulders, Riku flipped them so that he was now the one on top and broke the kiss. Sora stared up at him in confusion for a second, disorientated by the sudden move, but smiled shyly at him. Taking that as a sign to continue, Riku moved down to capture Sora's lips again, but only briefly. The younger boy gasped as the cold air hit him, hardening his nipples instantly. Riku grinned brazenly and began attacking Sora's neck with kisses and gentle love bites. Sora squirmed at the new sensations, unable to hold back his moans of pleasure. Riku's hands ran across his skin, rubbing it gently. He twisted Sora's nipples and the brunette arched his back; gasping in pleasure.

Needing something to do with his own hands, Sora buried them into Riku's hair and wrapped his legs around Riku's waist, innocently causing hot rubbing between the two. Riku groaned loudly and Sora whimpered with pleasure, pressing his hips up instinctively for more. Riku obliged and ground down, their growing erections rubbing together. Riku began kissing his way down Sora's chest, fully intent on finding out how far Sora would let him go. Riku descended to Sora's pants and pushed them down. Sora squinted, just knowing what Riku was intending on doing. Before he could even hitch, Sora's erected member was fully engulfed in Riku's mouth. Sora clenched the sheets and screamed in pleasure as Riku massaged his cock with his tongue.

"Uh, Riku, h…harder" Sora managed to scream.

Riku smirked and sucked his lover harder. Sora breathed harder with every suck. Sora enjoyed the hot wetness within Riku's mouth, and he wanted more. Riku held Sora down, so he could stick his finger into his tight passage, but he was interrupted when the door opened slightly.

"No…don't stop. Uh, Riku"

Sora couldn't handle the amount of pleasure Riku was emitting.

"Please, don't stop"

Tears came to Sora's eyes as he felt himself about to come.

Mr. Lockhart walked in.

Riku released Sora's throbbing member from his mouth and licked his lips.

Sora breathed heavily. He pulled the covers onto his aching body.

"You gotta be kidding me"

"This is very important. I am very sorry for the intrusion"

"What is it now?"

"I am just checking up on all of the students, apparently there has been a power outage. But there's no need to worry here. But I have to inform you, there are no classes for the rest of the week, so enjoy"

"Why is that?" asked Sora while trying to disguise his weak voice from all the panting and moaning.

He left the room. Riku got up and locked the door. He walked back over to his throbbing boyfriend.

"Now…where were we?"

He turned Sora around on his hands and knees and stuck his large cock inside of his lover's tight hole. Sora couldn't control himself, and pushed back on Riku's dick. Riku pulled Sora down on his lap, while still tightly sheathed within him. He rocked his boyfriend back and forth while jerking his dick.

Sora wanted to come, but he didn't want Riku to stop. Riku noticed this, and said" Sora…its okay"

"I…I can't"

"I won't stop if you don't want me to"

Riku jerked him a few more times, and watched as white liquid spilled onto his hands rapidly. He pushed Sora onto his hands and knees once again and began pumping in and out of his love harder and harder. Riku came in Sora's tight hole shortly afterwards. Sora was at his peak once again. Riku kissed his tip and then pinned him down.

"Ri..Ku wait"

Riku rubbed his erection against Sora's and brought his lover into a passionate kiss. Sora's hands were around Riku's neck. Sora couldn't handle the excitement much longer.

"Oh my fucking god" Sora screamed.

Riku put pressure to Sora's aching dick and watched as Sora came onto his own erect member.

When it was done, Riku gently removed himself from Sora and lay down, pulling the younger boy against his chest. Sora fell asleep soon after that.