Chapter 11: He loves me…He loves me not…He loves me again?

Sora sat down on the couch beside Riku. Axel stood by the window. The -counselor stared at each of them.

"I want to start off by introducing myself. My name is Dr. Leonhart. I am here to help you with your problems"

"This is a waste of time"

"Ah you must be Riku, your attitude demonstrates that"

"Fuck off"

"Sora, I want to ask you a few questions"

Sora stared at the floor, without saying so much as a word.

"Sora…where do you see yourself in a few years?"

"I don't know"

Axel shook his head.

"Why do you say this?"

"I just…I don't know what I want to do anymore"

Axel sighed and then crossed his arms.

"Sora, I was told that you're usually happy and upbeat, plus you had everything figured out"

"…I don't know what you're talking about, I'm very happy with my life. Everything is going as I want to and-"

"Sora, I think we should take a break. Things are just getting way too complicated and I need to figure some things out"

Riku got up and walked out.

Axel looked at Sora as tears came to his eyes.

"…Sora, I'm really sorry"

"…It was expected though, that's just the way he is"

Sora slowly walked out.

For the next few days Riku and Sora avoided one another. Sora had been put into permanent counseling and he had been taking anti-depressants so he wouldn't do anything too rash. They still worked on the campaign for extra credit, but they did it separately, and their break up was all over the news.

"Sora!" Axel called.

"Axel…right now is not a good time"

"The doctor called, she said that you should be cautious about what you eat and that you should go in for a check-up tomorrow"

"Thanks for telling me"

"So are you gonna tell Riku"

"Axel as far as I'm concerned this child has only one parent"

"Sora I don't think-"

"It's my baby, I should have say in what he or she needs"

Sora walked to his dorm room and sighed.

"I never thought that he would hurt me this way" he said to himself.

Sora opened the bottle of anti-depressants and flushed them down the toilet.

"I don't need pills to help me lead a stable life"

Axel walked into Sora's room.

"Leave me alone"

"Look I came to tell you that there's an assembly"

"Then why wasn't it announced?"

"The speakers are out of order"

Sora got up and followed Axel to the auditorium. When he walked in, the auditorium was empty. Sora saw Riku sitting in the front row.

"Something told me that this was a trick"

"Just go sit down"

"Look, he is truly the last person that I would like to see, which includes you as well. Now if you would excuse me, I need to-"

"Look here Hikari, you're going to sit down, I don't care if it's ten rows from him, but you're going to watch this little flick and make up"

"He ended it, I didn't. So don't tell me what I'm gonna do"

Axel grabbed Sora's shirt and pulled him down the aisle. Riku rolled his eyes and lit his cigarette.

"This is a waste of time"

"I agree, Sora may be a self-conscious, cry baby but he has a point"

"You're one to talk you sexual neurotic asshole"

"You weren't saying that when I had your cock in my mouth"

"You can go to hell"

"What's the matter Sora, can't handle a little fire?"

Sora wanted to die. He would've never thought that the guy he loved for the past seventeen years would make him feel like everything had gone wrong in the world.

Sora got up and faced Riku.

"You're pathetic do you know that, you get your kicks off of every single thing that you've put me through. Seventeen long years we were together, and out of every stupid little thing you've pulled I would've never expected this. You have humiliated me in front of a man that I don't know, you cheated on me, you laughed at what I had been expecting out of this relationship, you mocked me, and worst of all…you broke my heart during the worst possible times. I'm a seventeen year old boy who's pregnant Riku. I've been put into permanent counseling; I have to take stupid pills every time I feel down. If you have anything else to say, then go ahead. What do you care? My opinion never mattered anyhow"

Sora walked out of the auditorium with tears in his eyes.

"Humph…that was not what I expected to hear from him"

"Axel….go fuck yourself"

Riku got up and walked out.

Sora sat on his bed and cried his eyes out.

Riku was outside on the school's terrace. Yuffie, Aerith, Kairi and Selphie walked up to him.

"Riku…what are you doing out here?"

"Well, if I'm not wrong, I'm out here to be ALONE!"

"You need to stop being such a hard ass and apologize to him NOW!"

"Who the hell died and made you king?"

Selphie hit him in the head with her purse.

"You broke up with Sora for a reason, didn't you?"

"It's none of your business"

"Riku…"

"Look, I'm not the type of guy to just settle down. I like going out, and partying. I like sex and I like having a social life"

"Ah, so you're worried that you won't be able to give Sora what he wants?"

"I suggest you four stay the hell out of it"

"But Riku, he's devastated and if you go to him right now, you'll be able to patch things up without having to go to sleep wondering if Ansem took the opportunity to take advantage of Sora in the state he's in"

"Fuck off"

"Fine, then you leave us no choice"

Selphie tied him up with her jump rope as the other three girls restrained him. They dragged him to Sora's room. Aerith gently knocked on his door. Sora got up and opened the door, only to see Riku tied up with the other three girls holding him down.

"Sora, Riku has something to tell you"

They dragged him in the room.

"I don't have a thing to say to him" shouted Riku angrily.

Selphie hit him in the head with her bag.

"You better hope I don't get out of this"

"Tell him or else…"

"Or else what?"

"We'll follow you everywhere until you do"

"Yuffie I see what you're trying to do, but it's-"

"Shut up Sora" said Yuffie.

Sora sighed and sat back calmly.

"Well…"

They stared at Riku.

"Uh…Sora the reason I broke up with you is not because it got too complicated, but because…"

"Well…"

"Shut up you flat chested bitch, I'll get to it"

They hit him in the head all at once.

"Stop hitting me"

"Then tell him"

"When you were telling me what you had wanted out of this, it seemed overwhelming at that point. I'm not the type that can see myself married or with kids and a stable family, and-"

They all stared at him with google eyes.

"Stop staring at me like that"

"It's so cute"

Sora managed to smile at the comment.

"I didn't want to look past this point and when you said those things, they got me to thinking. It's time for me to grow up. That's why I'm asking you to… Sora will you…"

"Oh my god he's gonna do it"

"Sora…will you…m-marry me?"

Everyone stared at him in complete shock. Sora's eyes widened in surprise. Was Riku really asking him to marry him? Was his dream coming true?

"OH MY GOD. HE PROPOSED, THAT'S MORE THAN SOME STUPID EXPLANATION!"

"You mean you didn't make him?"

"WE DRAGGED HIM, BUT OH MY FREAKIN' GOD HE PROPOSED!"

"Riku…I"

Riku didn't really know what to expect. He was thinking about the four girls surrounding him and the fact that they were screaming his ear off.

"Y-yes" Sora stuttered shyly.

Riku looked at him in utter surprise. The four girls went to hug Sora. Riku tipped over hitting the floor, as soon as they let go. Sora straddle his tied up lover and untied the strings from the back. Before he knew it, Riku's lips were caught in a mind-numbing kiss. Riku parted his lips, giving Sora's tongue entrance. The slow kiss turned into a battle of dominance. Riku seemed to be winning that fight. Sora withdrew, leaving a long string of saliva cascading down his lips. He licked them and untied the last of the rope around Riku's body.

Riku pinned Sora to the floor and stared into the sea of azure below him. He had made this decision and that wasn't gonna change.

"Riku…I want you"

Riku faintly smiled at the request and kissed Sora hard, causing the boy to open his mouth admitting his lover's pleading tongue.

The kiss was like a battle, their tongues dueling for control of the kiss. Sora was pulling Riku closer to him, rocking his own hips up to his lover's, trying to pull their bodies as close together as he could. Riku broke the kiss, only to begin lightly nipping at Sora's jaw line, his permission seeming to have loosened something inside of him.

"I need you," Riku murmured, almost unconsciously.

Riku's lips moved to Sora's throat, nipping and licking a path to his collarbone, and Sora's fingers found the buttons of his shirt, clumsily fumbling to open them, seeking bare skin.

"Um…girls I don't think we should watch this" Kairi said sweetly.

"Yeah I second that" said Yuffie as she followed the other three girls out of the door.

Riku bent his head to lick at Sora's outer ear and then trailed down his neck. Sora craned his neck to give Riku better access and moved his hands to run through Riku's long, silver hair.

Riku, taking the soft gasps escaping Sora's lips as encouragement, took one of his hands and wormed it under Sora's long-sleeved navy tee shirt. He brushed Sora's nipple with his thumb and earned a sharp gasp from the boy underneath him. Suddenly, he felt Sora's hands on his shoulders, pushing him away. He backed off and sat up, looking down at Sora.

"Is there something wrong?"

"No…I just don't think I want to have sex on the floor"

Riku got up and then moved onto the bed, pulling Sora to him and capturing his lips in a soft kiss.

Riku tore off Sora's shirt and unbuttoned his pants, and then afterwards pulled them off along with his boxers. His member was completely rock-hard. Riku's was also. Sora nibbled on his neck a little. He moaned lightly. Riku started to kiss him softly form his neck down to his nipples. Immediately he grabbed one and sucked it. Sora moaned, signaling him to suck harder.

Sora grabbed his ass and held it tight. A couple minutes passed and he had moved down to his navel and finally his dick. He slowly sucked on the head first, just to get the first taste. Sora gasped for air and his back arched.

"R-Riku, please…"

Riku continued to tease Sora by licking the opening to the head. Sora's hands were tangled in his silvery locks. Riku let his saliva drip onto the head and slowly drip down Sora's shaft, falling down to his testicles. Riku lapped up his saliva as well as the pre-cum protruding down Sora's hardened member.

"Please don't tease me any longer"

Riku engulfed Sora's member entirely, deep-throating him. Sora grabbed the nearest pillow to muffle his cries. Riku smiled at this. Sora's eyes widened and he shot up.

"Can you warn me before you do that?"

"I'm sorry, but I felt this blinding pain in my side"

Riku scratched his head and sighed.

"And just when things were getting good"

"…don't be so negative. It's not like it's the first time it's happened"

"And when did it happen before?"

"Hmm…let's see I guess the very last time was when we were in the hall, during the Ansem era"

"Era?"

"Yes, an era is what was stated as a time period and-"

Riku put his hand over Sora's mouth and sighed.

"I know what an era is"

"I was just joking"

Axel ran in huffing and puffing.

Sora covered himself up quickly.

"Sora, dude I need to hide just until…ooooh, Riku finally pushed past his ego and fessed up eh?"

"What do you mean fessed up?"

"It was about three mon-"

Riku put his hand over Axel's mouth and inhaled heavily.

"Three months?"

"Sora, I don't want to fight again"

"We weren't fighting three months ago"

Axel bit Riku and sighed.

"The first time Riku complained about the whole marriage thing was three months ago"

"And how did that come to happen?

"He said that sooner or later the discussion would come up. He asked me what would be the best thing to say, so I asked Roxas who asked Selphie who asked Aerith who asked Yuffie who asked Kairi who asked Pence who asked Hayner who asked Olette who asked Seifer who told her-"

Riku punched him in the stomach.

Sora glared at Riku.

"Anyway, I told this to Riku who went along with it like a total dick who upset you, then broke up, and then…apparently proposed in some ways just like. He…had planned to, so I think everything just meshed"

"Like he had…planned to?"

"Oh yes, at first it was his first instinct, that's what I tried to tell you yesterday but you ignored me and started yelling and I should not be telling you this right now"

"Why is it, that every time we fight, stupid and irrational things come out both our mouths and then weeks later, I find out that your intention was nothing but noble and it makes me feel incredibly stupid, leaving me nothing but utterly confused?"

"…Maybe you should let me talk for once"

"And what is that supposed to mean?"

"It means that you up and criticize me whenever something goes wrong"

"I still say that putting nachos in Axel's hair was stupid" said Sora with his arms crossed.

"Wait a second. That was you?" asked Axel angrily.

"Yep and he told me that it would be hilarious"

"Riku…you are so dead"

"You knocked me on the head with a glass bottle and told Sora that I was drunk"

"It was a noble cause, you came to Sora's rescue didn't you, Ansem would've probably had his way with little Sora here if it wasn't for me"

"Axel, why did you barge in here all of a sudden?"

"Demyx wants to talk to me"

"And what's so wrong about that?"

"Look, I do not intend on getting all lovey dovey with him. I want to be more laid back and…"

Axel and Riku moved back once they saw the agitated look on Sora's face.

"…L-LIKE RIKU! YOU TWO ARE INSENSITIVE AND SHOULD BE PUNISHED GREATLY. YOU HAVE SOME GOT DAMN NERVE STRINGING HIM ALONG. NOW YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS OVER TO HIM AND TELL HIM HOW YOU REALLY FEEL OR THERE'S GONNA BE HELL TO PAY!" Sora shouted.

"…Sora, can we just finish what we started?"

"Not until you apologize for what you said"

"What did I say?"

"Exactly"

"What?"

"That's what I mean"

"What do you mean?"

"That right there"

"But…I don't-"

Riku was cut off when he found Sora's tongue in his mouth. Riku pulled him in. Sora pulled back.

"What are you doing?"

"I'm getting mixed signals here"

"Now you know what it feels like to string someone along. Axel…do me a favor and talk to Demyx. Riku needs to be taught a lesson"

Riku licked his lips while smirking. Riku pulled Sora onto his lap and held him tight. Sora jerked forward when he felt Riku's member harden near his entrance.

"Riku…"

"Guys, I'll leave ya to it"

"Axel…wait" shouted Sora.

Axel left the room, closing the door behind him.

"Riku, stop"

Riku grinded his hips upward, letting Sora feel more of him.

"Wait a second"

Riku let Sora go and got up. Sora walked over to the window and stared out with the blanket still over his waist. Riku unzipped his pants and let them hit the floor as well as his boxers. He took his shirt off and walked over to his unsuspecting lover. He grabbed Sora from behind him, startling his lover.

"Riku…where are your clothes?"

Riku pulled off the blanket and pushed Sora against the wall. Sora's face lies against the wall. His hands were against the wall as well. Riku grinded his cock against Sora's entrance teasingly. He blew in Sora's ear, making him go crazy.

He snaked his hand around Sora's hardening member and slowly ran the tip of his fingers run along the underside of his lover's cock.

"Kuu-Chan…"

Riku knelt down and licked Sora's tight entrance. Sora's eyes widened in surprise. Riku had never done this to him before and it had never been thought of, but the hot feeling of Riku's tongue caressing him in that area overwhelmed him greatly.

Sora held onto the wall, although he could not clench anything. Riku stopped for a quick moment and brought Sora to the floor quickly. Sora lie on his hands and knees as Riku continued to eat his asshole. Riku held Sora's body as he constantly arched his back. After a few minutes, Riku stood up and smiled sinfully.

Riku grabbed Sora and held him tightly.

"…bend over" whispered Riku in Sora's ears seductively.

Sora's cheeks were rose red as Riku made the demand.

"Riku, what are you-"

"Don't question it"

Sora bent down, while still against the wall.

Riku thrust into his lover while holding his waist. Sora screamed instantly

Yeah…hmm, I well…there are no words to explain the ending of this chapter. I think my brain malfunctioned again, and thus came chapter 11. Hmm…I wonder if this was meant to happen…maybe it'll help me make even better ones, yes why haven't I seen it all along? Goodbye my readers, I am off to write the next chapter. It will arrive very soon.