Hello!

It has been a while since I have updated!

My birthday was Saturday, and I have aged another year!

:O

How interesting!

I have no idea what to write for my story.

This story may randomly seem crazy, depressed, or strange.

Do not worry! I am going to get back into the right "mood"...eventually.

Well now, I am going to try and write something that may have been what I was planning on writing before.

:P

Enjoy!

Naruto's eyes slowly dropped to his pant pocket, and he drew out his phone. He looked at the lit up screen that had the words "Sasuke" written on it. He paused for a minute, and thought over what he was doing. His thumb slid between the top of the phone, and the bottom, and he flipped it open. Naruto slowly moved the phone to his ear, and his gaze was fixated at a spot on the floor.

Naruto held a silent pause. "Hello."

"Na-ruto?" The voice on the other line sounded fuzzy, and distant.

"Yes." Naruto's voice was firm, and solid.

"Whe-re are y-ou?" The phone was cutting out some of the words.

"I could ask the same question."

"I wa-nt to come f-ind you."

"Why now?"

"Naru-to, come on. Don't be li-ke this." Sasuke's voice was not cutting out as much, but it still sounded distant.

"You left me, and my house was destroyed, why should I just let you come and pick me up like nothing happened?"

"What happened to the hou-se?"

"Like you don't know."

"I swear I don't."

"It was broken into, and completely demolished. Are you happy now that you caused that?"

"I had nothing to do with that."

"How am I supposed to believe you? You just deserted me, no goodbyes, no nothing."

"It's more complicated than that, just hear me out, and tell me were you are. It will be okay, I promise."

"Well, right now your promises don't mean much to me." Naruto closed his phone, and tucked it back in his pocket.

Naruto looked up at Kiba with a saddened look, and he walked back to the kitchen.

Kiba stood awkwardly with the bags, and decided to follow Naruto to the kitchen. He set the bags on the kitchen island, and opened them up. He set everything outside the bag, and folded the bags up. He stored the bags in his cabinet just in case he needed to use them for some reason. He glanced at the moping Naruto occasionally. Naruto had been staring at the counter in deep thought for a while now, and Kiba had nearly put everything away. When Kiba had finally put everything away, he leaned against the kitchen island, and stared at Naruto's face.

"If you want to talk about anything, I'm here." Kiba said quietly.

"I just don't know what to do." Naruto rested his chin in his hand.

"What did he want?" Kiba stared at the tabletop too.

"He wanted to know where I was so he could explain I guess."

"Ah...do you want to talk to him?"

Naruto sighed. "Yes and no. I just feel strange. I mean he up and left me, but I do love him still."

"You could give him the chance." Kiba painfully chocked out.

"Yeah, I guess. Unless you don't want me to." Naruto lifted his eyes, and stared into Kiba's.

"Whatever makes you happy." Kiba fake smiled.

"Hm. I guess I will talk to him, but he is not getting off easy, and I will only do it if he calls me first."

"Interesting," Kiba turned and put a green bell pepper on a cutting board, "are you hungry?"

"Yeah, I guess." Naruto got off the stool, and left for Kiba's room.

Kiba seeded the pepper, and started to chop it up.

Naruto hurried into Kiba's room, and belly-flopped onto the bed. He closed his eyes, and let out a deep breath. There was too much going on, and he was completely confused. He had to sort this all out. He was still in love with Sasuke, but Sasuke had completely screwed him over, and left him for some unknown reason, and then his house was completely destroyed, and he had to use an emergency line, and put distress on Kiba. He also was in love with Kiba. Kiba had taken him in when he had nowhere else to go, and has taken care of him for this whole time, while slowly developing a romantic relationship. However, Naruto was still in a relationship with Sasuke, well he guessed they were still together, and Kiba said he could not really be gay because of his family. It just was not the best situation to be in.

Naruto let out a guilty whimper. If he took Sasuke back, it would seem like he had just used Kiba for an emotional thrill until he got his lover back, and the whole time he was there, he just mooched off of Kiba. If he took Kiba, if he could take Kiba, he would have to deal with the issues of his family, and all the anti-homosexuality, and all the time, and memories made with Sasuke would just be ripped apart. There was no right answer, and both choices had their consequences. Of course he could just be single, but he would have to take the big consequences of both choices, and then end up alone, and make both Sasuke, and Kiba unhappy. His life was sucking majorly right now, and there was nothing he could do about it. He would have to live with his decision for the rest of his life, and right now neither choice seemed like a good one. Sure, they had their benefits, and consequences, but what he was really losing was himself. Now that wasn't worth it.

Kiba was cooking vegetables in a pan, and had some chicken in the oven. He was confused by the whole situation as well. There really was not much he could do except sit back, and help Naruto out. He stirred the vegetables around with a wooden spoon. There was no denying that he loved Naruto with all his heart, and that Naruto had really grown on him, but if they were together, he didn't know how to work it all out. There was no way he could hide from his family forever so he would have to tell them all that news, which was not in his favor. Then of course there was Sasuke. No one knows when or where he could pop up, and he did not want to have to handle an angry possessive Sasuke. He also did not know Naruto as well as he would like to. Sure he knew some basic facts, and some things here and there, but he did not have a true grasp on who Naruto was, and what his life was like. Kiba wished he could have the knowledge and experience of Naruto that Sasuke had, then he would know exactly what to say and do. Really, it did not matter to him what Naruto did, as long as he was happy.

Naruto had nearly fallen asleep with all the time he had his eyes closed, but a voice made an abrupt, "Dinner!"

Naruto lazily got up, and shuffled to the kitchen to sit on a stool. There was a plate of vegetables, and chicken set out in front of him. Naruto picked up the shining fork, and stabbed into a carrot, and the juices began to pour out.

Kiba poked and prodded his food, before he started to talk. "Are you alright?"

"Yeah." Naruto replied softly.

"Are you going to meet with Sasuke?"

"I don't know"

"Do you want to talk to Sasuke?"

"I don't know."

"Do you have any idea what you are going to do?"

"No."

"Me neither."

"It's just really complicated." Naruto lifted the carrot to his mouth, and nibbled on it.

"I know, but life is never easy, is it?" Kiba let out a half-hearted smirk.

"I guess not."

They sat in silence for a while, each deep in their own thoughts, and sometimes taking nibbles on the food. Before they knew it, hours had passed, they were still eating, and it was almost time for them to go to bed. They blinked back to reality, and realized that it was, in fact, very late, and they needed to get to bed.

"Just throw your food away, and put the dishes in the sink." Kiba said as he scraped his plate.

Naruto followed what he did, and they both went back to Kiba's room. Kiba brushed is teeth as Naruto got dressed, and then Naruto brushed his teeth as Kiba got dressed. Naurto walked out of the bathroom with his head down.

"Can I, uh, sleep in a guest room tonight? I just want to be alone to think."

"Oh, um sure." Kiba fished for his keys, and unlocked a guest room, and opened the door for Naruto. Naruto smiled gratefully, and went inside, closed the door, and locked it. He snuggled between the covers.

Kiba trudged back to his room, and closed his own door. He put his keys away, and got in his bed. He let out a deep sigh. The bed felt so lonely, and cold without Naruto there. He really wished he could talk to Naruto about this without coming off as a control freak stalker. Unfortunately for him, it was nearly impossible. Kiba stared at the blackness of his eyelids, and imagined what life would be like with Naruto. Their first date, first kiss, moving in together, their first time, having kids, being happy. All these good thoughts drifted him off to sleep.

Naruto, however, was kept up by his thoughts. He kept remembering his good times with Sasuke, and all the reasons he loved him, but then Kiba, and false memories would start to push Sasuke out of his head. Neither of them would leave him alone, and he knew he had a big decision to make. The least he could do was give them both a chance to prove themselves to him. Well, it seemed kind of unfair, because Sasuke left him, and wanted to repatch or who knows what, and Kiba was always helpful, and wanted to just be with him. They were on different grounds, but neither had an advantage over the other. Everything seemed unfair now, and he would be kept up distressing over it all until he passed out.

Phew!

Well, that seemed kind of "in the mood."

Hopefully, it has not changed too much.

I might start updating more regularly again.

School started a while ago, and now I have it kind of planned out so I can fit in some story writing time. :P

Poor Naruto, and Kiba.

I am not really caring about Sasuke right now.

:|

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