A/N: i really enjoyed writing this chapter. i guess i'm bringing out my inner hopeless romantic again.[shut-up erin]. I hope you like it as much as i do! Please R+R!!

Lookout

"I want to let you both know that we have a visitor. I hope that's okay with you."

"Why would it be a problem?" Bella asked. Alice smiled at that.

"Edward, Bella, I would like to introduce, Jane."

Bella instantly pushed Alice aside and crouched, ready to fight. Edward did the same. Next thing they knew, Bella was wrestling something. The scene did not last long. From the blurry ball on the floor, Bella screamed at Alice.

"You got a dog!"

Edward got up and composed himself. Bella left the creature alone.

"You named the dog Jane? Why?" Bella asked. Alice laughed.

"She's an Italian greyhound. Jasper actually named her. He really likes her. She makes him happy."

"Jane. Really?"

"What? Her eyes are almost creepy too. They're orange. Check it out. Come Jane."

A small dog came running towards Alice. The dog barely came up to her knee. The dogs legs were scrawny but the dog ran strongly and swiftly. Bella found another similarity between the dog and the real Jane. They were both blonde. This Jane was a little more tan, but it was still odd.

"Look." Alice had the dogs front paws on her thighs. "Isn't that the strangest thing?"

"Yeah it is. If it's so weird than why is she here?"

"Because it's a coincidence, not dangerous. Chill, we're not always in danger."

This reminded Bella of Renesmee's earlier comment. She listened carefully for her heartbeat. She located her daughter upstairs in Jacobs room. Edward already was aware of this and calmed Bella.

"His thoughts are clean. He has no intentions of doing anything except talking to her."

Bella was surprised that Edward was allowing Jacob that close to Renesmee let alone be alone with her. She trusted him though.

*****

"How was it there?"

"Oh it was absolutely beautiful Jake! You must come next time we go."

"I don't think that would be allowed." Jacob lifted an eyebrow defining his statement.

"Why not?" Renesmee asked. "By then I will be 'fourteen.' I don't see why it wouldn't be allowed."

"Nessie…"

"Don't Nessie me! My father is very closed minded but he will understand eventually that I am growing up. I'm a big girl now."

"I know. It truly amazes me."

He looked at her, really looked at her. Her eyes were golden like Edward's but everything else about her was all Bella. Her dark wavy hair was the exact same color as Bella's. Her nose had the same curve and her left hand was slightly bigger than her right. Renesmee was nothing short of amazing.

"What's amazing?"

"You are."

"I amaze you?"

"Yes. Frequently."

Renesmee could feel the heat rushing to her face. She wondered of she could blush. If she could, she definitely was. She looked at Jacob. Every time she did, she could see their never ending future together. She knew that nothing could get in their way. They were meant for each other. She felt natural around Jacob, almost normal.

She looked at him and he looked at her. Jacob looked with caution knowing Edward was in charge of their relationship. But Renesmee looked eagerly, knowing that her father was wrapped around her finger.

Jacob swept a strand of hair behind her ear. Renesmee leaned into his hand. She closed her eyes and inhaled, taking in his grassy, musky smell. His warm hand sent a chill down her spine. It felt so good.

When she opened her eyes Jacob was just inches from her. She smiled then leaned into him. When his lips touched hers, another chill rippled through Renesmee's body. She leaned in closer, taking in every mille-second of the moment. Jacobs lift were soft and moist. It was not a wet kiss nor a sloppy kiss. It was perfect.

Renesmee had nothing to compare it to, but she knew it was the perfect kiss.

Jacob held Renesmee staring into her eyes. He hadn't meant for them to kiss. Edward would know it had happened. Who knows what he would do to him. Even with Edwards wrath to come, Jacob did not regret kissing Renesmee. It was their first kiss and it had been breathtaking. He took in her flowery scent. He caught the smell of someone else at the same time.

"Renesmee." Jacob shook his head. "I'm sorry. I ruined everything."

"No. It's not your fault. I'll fix this."

She quickly ran down the hall to where Edward was monitoring them. Jacob listened to their conversation.

"Talk dad, I don't like your one sided conversations. Dad!"

"Renesmee. I gave specific boundaries…"

"Boundaries?" Renesmee couldn't believe her fathers poor choice of words. "Boundaries? Your kidding me right?"

Edward looked at his daughter not knowing where she was going with the conversation.

"A boundary, as in a limit? As in the point at which something ends or beyond which it becomes something else. You and mom didn't seem to have any boundaries. All of a sudden I do?"

"It is most certainly not sudden…"

"Exactly! I've known Jacob since I was born!"

"I was not finished! Listen to me young lady, these 'boundaries' or 'rules' are not a sudden thing. They have been around since seconds after you were born. So yes, you have known Jacob for along time but there are parents in the picture. This parent is saying that until our fourteen, you can not date Jacob. Do you understand?"

"What's your definition of date?"

"Do you understand?!"

"Yes. Geez."

Renesmee turned on her heels and rushed back to her room. Jacob was gone.

"Ughh. You've got to love those lovely people that conceived you."

Renesmee jumped out her window and searched for Jacob. He had not gone far and his trail was still fresh. She followed him past the cabin where she lived. And through the clearing where they all played baseball. The trail stopped at a rocky ledge that over looked the ocean. Jacob had not jumped though. His scent ran over the edge of the ledge.

Renesmee climbed down until she reached a small hole in the side of the cave. Jacob had crawled in it. Renesmee did the same. Inside, Jacob sat alone on the shore of an underground pond.

"You followed me."

"And that surprises you?"

"No not really, I guess."

"This place is beautiful."

She looked up. The stalactites reflected the minute amount of light peeking into the cave. The colors that resulted, did not exist in a crayon box, and the effect was beautiful.

"You like it?" Jacob asked. "I found it about a month ago. I call it my Lookout. But most of the time I come here to think not sight see so I guess it's more of a 'look in.'"

Renesmee laughed a little while she made her way to Jacob and put her arm around him. They both were given a chill every time they made contact. This had become Renesmee's favorite part of their relationship.

They sat together for a long time, half expecting someone to find them. Both knew that it would not be hard to track them. But still no one came.

"Nessie."

"Yes Jacob?"

"This is so hard." Renesmee did not know how to take that.

"What's hard Jake?" She asked.

"Us, your father, your family, life. Everything I guess. But mainly us."

Renesmee could not believe what she was hearing. Just as she thought she really loved Jacob, he doubts their relationship.

"How?" She choked.

"Oh please don't cry Nessie, please. It's just difficult, holding back, I guess you could say. These restrictions are nonsense. You can't fence in love." Renesmee looked up at Jacob. "Especially when love is so natural like ours. It's like forcing two trees to grow apart. It just can't be done."

"Your right. It can't be done." Renesmee took Jacobs hand and meshed her fingers into his. "Because they would still intertwine at the roots."

Jacob looked down at Renesmee. He was shocked. He had no idea that she loved him anywhere near the amount that he loved her. Her last comment had completely proven it though. He leaned into her and kissed her.

The second kiss was more powerful than the first. The first kiss contained hesitance and uncertainty. This one had passion and longing.

"Jacob?" Renesmee whispered when they finally parted.

"Hmm" Jacob replied.

"Can I tell you something?"

"Yeah, anything."

"I think," Renesmee suddenly realized the strength of the words she was about to use. "I think I," She just had to let it out. "I think, I hear someone."

She cracked of course. No one was anywhere near the look out but now she had to back it up.

"It might be my dad. I should go."

"I didn't hear anyone." Jacob was confused and hurt.

Sometimes he hated loving Renesmee and just wished Bella had picked him over that bloodsucker. Bella was so easy to love. Then after thinking that he always hated himself. 'That bloodsucker' was the father of the love of his life. Why did he act so stupid.

When he looked up, Renesmee was gone.

"Damn." He cursed out loud. It bounced off the cave walls and into his sensitive ears multiple times, causing the word to inflict more emotional pain then intended. Maybe a birch and a great oak weren't meant to grow next to each other.

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