Short but one of my favorites :)

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters, if I did, I wouldn't have made Bella so goddamn annoying...but that's just me

I felt like I was out here for hours, Jacob kept a safe distance from me and wouldn't allow me to come within four feet of him without growling. The trees felt like bars of a prison to me, and for once I felt weak, powerless, and in danger when he was around, not because I didn't trust him, but because I felt I was loosing him. I shook as the wind hit my skin. My hair rustled, tangling around my face, hiding my pain from the empty forest.

There was rustling around us, I could hear what sounded like wind but truly was my family. Jacob growled and positioned himself around me just in case. I laughed happy that he was still protective of me, no matter what was happening between us. My heart gave another heavy jump at my thoughts.

"Jacob." It was my fathers voice, he was calm. It didn't sound like he was mad or looking for another fight. He was concerned.

Jacob moved away suddenly from me as if by force, my eyes shot frantically to him and then my dad. What was going on? My mother slowly moved over to me and placed her hands on my shoulders, for once it seemed she was onto it before I was. I felt my jaw tremble, sadness was being washed away by a calm, but even Jasper couldn't make my worry go away.

My dad gave Jake a look that I couldn't understand. I pushed my mother away but was afraid to speak. She didn't attempt to hold me again but hovered near me.

"Jacob." My father warned him, "Tell her." His voice was demanding. My wolf formed boyfriend gave him a pained look and ran away from us to change.

I walked steps toward him feeling my father ready to go after me if I walked to far. Tears trickled down my face further, I felt rain start to dribble on my head and soon it mixed with my tears, leaving them unnoticed. I allowed myself to cry while the rain poured, my mothers hand touched my shoulder and walked away.

He walked back, no hurry. His eyes couldn't look at mine, he stood next to my mother still looking down at the dirt.

"Jake." My voice trembled, giving away the hurt, I wanted to run to him, to hug him and hold him in my hands and never let him go...but I didn't. I didn't move. I stood there, looking at him. Waiting. Waiting for something that could have possibly been the worst news of my life, but I had no idea what was going on.

"Tell her." My father looked at me, he knew the hurt in my head, and yet he continued to allow me to feel this way. I wanted to know why...I wanted to know everything. Why couldn't he just tell me.

"Renesmee." His lips pressed, "This is something...you don't want to hear from me."

My heart stopped, I fell to my knees. My eyes saw nothing but blurs. There was no noise. My head dropped to my knees and I cried. My fingers clawed into my scalp and I tilted my head back screaming from pain that came deep within me, through the tears and rain I could see them cringing, but I couldn't hear it. I couldn't hear myself and for all I know my family was about to leave, and I might have been there alone, they might have been exiling me. Nothing made sense, and I was getting a migraine.

I didn't want to know anymore, forget this.
He didn't want me.
Something was wrong.
This wasn't supposed to happen.
Everything was going well.
I bawled, my jeans drenched from my tears while rain drops smacked my head.

I felt a hand come onto my shoulder but I didn't move. This person swooped me off the ground and cradled me in there arms.

Jacob

I looked at him, a million questions in my eyes but I still said nothing.

"I'll tell you," His voice cracked, "Just not here." Another crack.

"Why?" Was all I could manage.

He bit his lip and looked at my family.

"It's not safe here Renesmee" Carlisle spoke up.

My eyes shut as I allowed the panic to set in, my system couldn't take. I let myself go for a few minutes, passing out in his arms, only to awaken with him running.