Degrassi chapter 2

We broke apart. Clare blushed a deep scarlet. "Whoops." Clare whispered. I felt like a stone dropped in water. The sand is unsettled and floating. I think Clare felt the same. The bell rang. Both me and Clare looked up. "I have to go." Clare said jumping up. I was still speechless. She gave me a long look as if begging me to give her a reason to stay. But I remained silent. She turned, a little dissapionted, back into the building. I just sat there. What would make her kiss me? I reached into my pocket and took out the letter Clare wrote to her mom. It was good, just like the rest of her work. I was suppose to be in science. Oh well. I got up and walked through the door. I slouched down beside the lockers and questioned myself. Clare shouldn't have kissed me. I'm nothing like her. We're not even in the same grade. She's going through her parents' deviorce. Maybe it was an accident. Its not that I didn't like her, I did, but… didn't want to hurt her. I put my head in my hands. "What am I gonna do?" I yelled.