Last time:
He can't leave me not after Jacob and .. Edward !
I was overloaded by memories , the pain in my chest would make Jasper fall to the ground.
I started to tremble, My whole body started to hurt. I was so angry , this can't happen to me now!
It felt as if something cold was fighting against something soo hot in my body , I could barely move anymore I just trembled, I kept trembling, And I trembled more and more, It hurt so much ,t he cold and the heath fighting each other, my muscles hurt as if they were stretching, But I wasn't bitten, and It's not like I have werewolf blood in my system, I am not from La Push or something.. I can't be changing in a mythical creature right?! This can't be happening!? What exactly Is happening?
And just like that, everything changed, the cold and the warm weren't fighting anymore they were embracing each other, my eyesight improved, A LOT.
I heard sounds I shouldn't be able to hear..
And my skin exploded.
Wait.. What?
My skin exploded! No way ?!
My skin teared apart and in it's place came a beautiful fur.
What? Since when do I have fur?
I had beautiful brown fur like fur you would've seen in a lion or something,
Okay, this is some fucking weird dream.
Wake up Bella, come on wake up!
Come on! This can't be serious,
Okay okay what to do now? What to do now?
I was freaking out here.
Oooh, pretty flower. Ohw since when am I random?
Okay Okay, think Bella, Think.
What do I have to do firstly?
Look for an explanation ..
Ok.. so what exactly am I ? I walked to a river I heard streaming a few meters away in the woods, or so I thought, It was a few miles away, I apparently have extra good hearing..
I looked at the reflection in the water, to see what I looked like, and tried to remember what the name of the animal was..
A, a, a, a mountain lioness? I think that was the name ? a beautiful mountain lioness ..
Cool.
Hmmm. What to do ..
Dr. fan always had lot's of books.. who knows, maybe he left some here, and who knows maybe there is SOMETHING about me in that..
I'm no 'wolf' like in the old legend Jacob told me..
Okay.. so I'm going to break into the Cullen house? Villa ? what ever I should call it..
Cool. (Yeah Bella changed A LOT since all her heartbreak.. )
But Ermm.. How do I change back.. I'm still a huge mountain lioness !
Shit..
I tried to say 'change back' or what ever you would see in some sort of weird movie.. well.. that came out as some sort of mountain lioness sound-y Agh. This is SO confusing!
Ok erhmm..
Concentrate ! concentrate .. concentrate .. concentrate..
Yeck what's that weird feeling? Tingly ..
I looked down at the ground .. only to see myself naked..
!
Shit.
How far did I actually run in the woods? .. I hope there are no hikers or something here.. or weird pedophiles who run around in woods hoping to see some random naked girl …
Hell, you never know these days.
Maybe I should 'change' back and run home.. hmm I wish a was some kind of bird.. that would be handy .. hmm..
Since I changed in the mountain lioness.. could I change in something different too?
It never hurts to try? Or I hope it doesn't hurt..
Uhmm should I run and try to 'change'? or should it go like this 'Poof!'
Ok now why am I flying ? I didn't even really think about doing that yet !
Wait.. I'm flying ..
Cool.
Well I'm nto sure what kind of bird I am ..
But I am fast and I love it!
I flew around a little bit, just to enjoy the feeling of flying and ofcourse to see where I am, and where My home is..
But just when I flew over an open place in the woods I saw it…
OR
I saw my home in the distance and flew into my room, or that was what I tried to do, erm well yeah, I didn't see that the window was closet .. Yeah..
AN: OKAY PEEPLEZ.
How do you want it to go ?
VOTE ON MY POLL OR I CAN'T CONTINUE !
+ PLEASE does anybody has an idea what kind of bird thing Bella could be? ( or a flying animal.. but I think everything that flies is a bird.. I dunno .. I'm blonde ( no offence to blondies )
PLEASE VOTE. ( & review, so many people read but don't review the more reviews I get the faster I type, really ! )