Hey guys , I'm using the idea my beta ( guitargirlxoxo ) gave me, a phoenix, It's symbolic. It rises from the ashes and she rises from the ashes of a bad situation or past, you know? Her breakup with Edward and Jacob ? Hope you're ok with the idea Tell me if you really want that I use 'eregrine falcon' some of you gave me that idea? SO tell me which you prefer.. I'm using Phoenix this chapter But I guess I can always change it? Or She can change in both ( spoiler : she can change in any animal.. She's powerfull.. ;) )

Ohyeah, just so you know there wil be langue in the story .. like .. bad words? xD Yeah Bella is DIFFERENT

X0X0 Kato

Last time :

Cool.

Well I'm not sure what kind of bird I am ..

But I am fast and I love it!

I flew around a little bit, just to enjoy the feeling of flying and of course to see where I am, and where My home is..

But just when I flew over an open place in the woods I saw it…

A newborn … And Charlie.

'No please, what are you , please no I have a daughter?!' He yelled , he won't be able to survive that thing !

I followed my instincts, and dove in , Right to the face of the unsuspecting newborn ,

But when I got close it saw me , and jumped out of my way , right at Charlie's throat, I didn't notice until now, Charlie , dad was under blood and shaking, probably going into shock. 'Dad!'

'What? Huh NO! please .. p .. please do…!' but it was too late, the newborn bit down and ended My father's life.

The newborn focus was on me again I was paralyzed, in shock from seeing my father die at the hands of a newborn on the loose .

"What the hell A vampire attacking phoenix?!" the fucking newborn screeched.

Oh so I'm a phoenix ?

"You killed my father you damn newborn! You'll pay for it if it's the last thing I'll do ! " with that I jumped at the newborn but not before changing into some huge wolf . Don't ask me how, I just did without thinking .

'You won't attack me.' A voice in my head whispered.

'You are scared of me.' That voice belonged to the newborn.

What is it doing in my head?!

"AGH!" we Yelled at the same time.

"Why doesn't it work?!" the newborn yelled just before I yelled: " What are you trying to do in my head?!"

"What are you?!" damn that voice hurts my ears..

" What's your power huh ?" that was me.. I'm curious , maybe she has a power that could be my death ? Hey I got to be prepared when I kill that bitch !

"My power is to make other people or filth in your case, do what I want."

She answered trying to sound deathly, but failing miserable .

" So why isn't it working?! What are you ?!"

"Oh sweetie, " I said in a sickly sweet voice, "I am your worst nightmare." I said with a deathly voice and didn't fail at it like she did.

"YOU, will be scared of me. You'll be paralyzed and unable to move!"

I said trying to scare her. Making her believe that I'm dangerous , Because I have no idea of what I'm capable of.

I felt weird, and to my surprise she was scared of me by the look on her face, and apparently paralyzed and unable to move, cause she didn't , she didn't move.

Makes everything easier to me. Meh.

And with that I ripped her head of. With my mouth since I was still a wolf. Or anyway looking like one.

With a little concentration I turned back to my human form and picked Charlie up, who to my surprise felt so light, as light as a feather. Only to put him back on the ground considering I'm naked.

Hmm. If I can change in an animal, can I change my human appearance ?

Or like put clothes on while I don't have any?

Let's hope so since I don't have any here and it'll be weird to carry my father, naked.

I concentrated on an image in my head of me wearing hiking boots, dark skinny jeans , and a top with a basic sweater,I don't care what I look like at the moment. Concentrating a little more, I opened my eyes, which I didn't know I closed, looked down and to my surprise, I was wearing the exact clothes I had in mind.

Must be because of my weirdness, my freakiness,

My change-in-an-animal-ness.

But it is handy .

Okay , what now what now?

Charlie! How do I get him back and how do I explain his death? Well yeah you see, I was flying trough the woods in the form of a phoenix, when I saw a newborn vampire killing my father, but don't worry about the vampire, I changed into a wolf and ripped his throat out.

Yup, and the next day you find me in the loony bin.

Hmm… what to do ..

Ok just keep a basic story , I was upset and went into the woods, I didn't know how far I went when I heard a bear growling and my father's screams, I didn't think and at the time I found my father, he was death and the bear was gone.

That'll work right?

I hope so ..

Or else I'm going to have a little problem..

I picked Charlie up again, still as light as a feather and carried him in my arms when I started to run, and wow, did I run fast,

I think I can outrun even Him.

At some time when it was dark , I came at a camp the police put up in their search for Charlie, there were only a few left looking over a map of the forest, It was already dark, with a big full moon giving us a little bit of light besides the few lights the officers put up.

I wasn't crying, I couldn't cry , I cried enough over the last few months , I had no tears left, SO when the deputy looked up and saw me carrying Charlie , He saw me with a death face.

I don't know what happened next, I was in shock I think ,

I think somebody took him out of my arms and tried to talk to me ,

All I could say about my 'plan' was the word.

'Bear'

And some way I got home, I don't know if anybody brought me here, Or If I just walked away and ended up home.

But here I was, standing in front of the closed door, looking at the couch where Charlie always watched a game play.

I think I stood there all night.

I don't even know how long I was there, standing, not accepting Charlie's death .

Some people came over and tried to talk to me, I didn't even bother to open the door, even thought they knew I was home, they could see me trough the window,

I just ..

Can't ..

Accept it.

HE's gone .

Everybody leaves.

Why do I even try to trust,

Try to love.

They all leave in the end.

I already wrote the next chapter,

but I am not posting until I have 30 reviews ( that in total only 7 more reviews.. I've seen lot's of people do it and they have so many reviews :p and reviews make me happy.. agh I sound so dumb.. )

BYE x Take care!