WOW. I got 31 reviews in total at the moment, I am soo happy ! I love my readers and reviewers, reviews = Happy me . and the deal was , If I have 30 reviews in total , you get the next chapter . and in just a few hours you did it :D I'm so sick ( again , I am sick almost twice a month or every month , always something with my throat or uhm windpipe? lmao I dunno how it's called.. you need it to breathe and stuff :p ) So I don't know when I feel like writing again & vacation is over :( so yeah homework again . :l hope you like it it is short & a filler. Sorry. needed to write this for the next chapter. x take care !

Today was the funeral.

I think some people are surprised I'm still alive,

I haven't been outside since that day,

Didn't show my face since that day , even now I'm here, I keep my face hidden.

All I could've done was look down on Charlie's grave, and put a single black / gray rose on his grave.

I made it , with my power. It's a handy thing. Change in any appearance, I can change a box into a rose, a rose into food , I can change everything.

But how powerful I may ever become, I'll never join the dark side.

And I can't help but miss the family I lost, I have nothing left,

No friends, no mother, no father, no love.

I changed, my friends didn't want me anymore didn't want to talk anymore, my mother didn't care anymore. She wants her sweet little girl back, the one who read books, who didn't care what she wore,

I care . I wear black, I like heals now, I got a light blue line in my hair, I love it.

But I had to leave soon, I've seen more and more danger since my change, not the change of my looks, the change of my uhm how do I call it?

The change where I can transform into any animal and that power.

I fought a few vampires, some newborns , some old.

I don't know why they came here, most of them I killed, some gave up , and promised to go away from forks forever. Those vampires were the old ones, One time I asked one why they came here, right to me. They said it was some sort of pull, they just came without thinking.

Few vampires I fought has powers. I found out, I am stronger than I thought at first, I can copy their power.

I can jump, from one place to another I just have to think and visualize the place, it's the safest when I have a picture of where I want to go.

One time I met this one vampire with his mate Tia, He was fun not all pure evil, from him I got the power to manipulate the elements ( earth, water, wind, fire, I dunno if there's anything else? :l )

He was actually scared of me.. like everybody should be. ( going to tell everything she can do so far )

I can control the elements ( from Benjamin ),

I can change anything into anything, I can copy your power, I am faster than a vampire,

Probably stronger than Emmet, ( From where she has that is still a mystery for you all ;) )

I can control your mind, by doing that I am also able to read your mind .

If I tell you to dance like a prima ballerina You would do that without a choice.

And I'll probably get stronger, the more vampires I meet.

Hah the Volturi should be afraid of me.

Hmm maybe I should pay them a visit…

No , I have to find out WHAT exactly I am first..

What to do ? what to do?

I'll go pack my stuff, and what I want to keep first, I got to get out of here, all those faces filled with sympathy for me , IT SUCKS !

And I can't keep bringing danger to my hometown can I ?

And then I'll go break into Dr. Fang's house. And see if I can find anything there about what I could possibly be , in his huge library-look-a-like room.

I went into the forest, and took of to my home.

Once I was there I started packing my room first,

The few photo's I have, I didn't need my clothes, I went to my pc and printed a few photo's of places I would like to visit once in my life, I don't know how much time I have, Am I immortal ? forced to love forever in this pain? Or do I ago and die slowly ?

Eventually I only took photo's , I didn't need clothes I could make them out of nowhere. I could survive in the woods, if needed, I could put a house there, out of nowhere.

Hmm. Shall I drive a car? Or just run ? I'm not sure what I'll do in the future.

Maybe I should change how I look ? so if there goes any news around about me in the vampire world, because of the few vampires I kepts alive, the Cullens may hear it, and think about me, but.. now there are already vamps that know what I look like because I fought them how I look now? Agh confusing, what to do? What to do ?

I went to Charlie's room and looked trough his stuff, I never really went into his room..

Looked trough his stuff, just looking for something to remind her of her father, looked into an innocent looking draw and found something I never expected to find..

'No..' I whispered, broken inside , Yet again.

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I know I know, It's a filler ..

Muahaha . okay, guess what she found?

If any of you can guess it you get a shout out in my next chapter in the AN.

It's not so hard to guess, really!

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