Sorry for short chapter.. or I think this is going to be a short one.. still got to do my homework , Got to write a book report or review or how do you call it ? it's 10 pm right now.. but ehh , some reviewer(s) asked me to write more soon , and I made myself the promise to try and write a chapter every weekend .. I had a busy weekend and couldn't try and write sooner.. sorry (: Family party, had to read a whole book ,.. that stuff .. Sorry if there is going to be langue in the chapter. I don't know (:

If I forgot to thank you for reading my story, THANKYOU! You don't know how much I love reviews&readers(: A few of you tried to guess what it was that Bella found in Charlie's room , and few of you guessed right, well let's see.. what was it?

Last time :

I went to Charlie's room and looked trough his stuff, I never really went into his room..

Looked trough his stuff, just looking for something to remind her of her father, looked into an innocent looking draw and found something I never expected to find..

'No..' I whispered, broken inside , Yet again.

This has to be some sick joke.. right?

This can't be true , Dad .. Charlie is , or .. was so much like me.

Okay I am nothing like my mother, or the person I thought was my real mother .. but .. Uh ?

I couldn't believe what I was holding.

My mind didn't accept it ..

Me ? Adopted?

Then who is my real mother? Who is my real father ?

A druggie ? A Movie star?

My hands were shaking and I had the feeling I was going to 'explode' into some sort of monster again,

Don't tell me I'm not a monster , Cause I am . Who the heck changes into a bird, or a mountain lioness or what ever !

Just another mystery , .. Who are my real parents? So many more questions only a few answers..

Eventually I just left with the few pictures in my back pocket, I jumped out of the window and took of running trough the forest to the C. mansion .

Trying – and failing – to keep my emotions in check once I came closer and closer to the mansion I check the area around me again, looking for any kind of danger and made a plan.

Once I arrived I took a loose brick and threw it trough the glass wall on the back of the house.

E.. Esme Is in for a surprise if they ever come back here in like ,.. I don't know one hundred years ?

After all these months it still smelled so nice in here.. But different probably because of my improved senses now that I ehmm.. changed .

All the furniture was covered with some kind of blanket , and his piano was still there in the corner , under another blanket, The picture was just wrong without him sitting there on the piano bench .

I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks , all the memories resurfaced by being here. I saw the whole birthday scene playing in front of me , as if I was in a cinema and my life was a movie.

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.

I remember reading that quote somewhere.. and it is a true quote. You can't believe in how much pain I am. Like my heart was ripped out of my chest. And it didn't go away , it only got worse sometimes , most of the time.

I wonder if He left his whole music collection here too .. since I only see every piece of furniture under a blanket, and nothing missing..

This all hurts so much , sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

I wish I could just cry on the shoulder of my mother . Or to need to stop my dad from searching my heartbreaker down . Everything used to be so much better.

And it looks like it isn't going to get much better anytime soon now..

Slowly , trying to keep the tears in , I made my way upstairs, having no trouble finding Dr. Fang's library, or office or what ever it is. Yes, it is true people, I prefer to call him Dr. Fang instead of saying his name the whole time. Like I said, it all hurts so much. And I do hope that time heals all wounds..

I immediately went to his 2 walls full of books, and started looking, I don't know what I looked for I just read the summary's of lot's of books, and me being fast and not clumsy anymore helped.. A LOT.

General history books, Ancient Eastern History, Greek books, books about Egypt and the mummies and all that , 1600' books , 1700' books ..

The list kept going on and on , .. Hmmm ..

Legends Volume 1 and 3 ..

Maybe.. Nah .. I am no legend .. But what am I ?

It looks like Dr. Fang. Found several things interesting since I could see different colors of papers between pages. Probably so he could look at it later..

I started looking trough the book , all kinds of legends , a lot of them so impossible that it was clearly made up, others , the one dr. fang had a note sticking to , were indeed interesting .

But nothing that sounded at least a little bit like me . I went trough Volume one and tree, but where is volume 2 ?

Maybe he couldn't buy .. ?

Weird,.. It always looked like they could buy everything.. well how much money do you have if you live forever and have a future seeing pixie on your side?

I give up. I'll probably never know who .. or what I am , I probably never meet my real parents, I'll probably never find my true happiness..

Life sucks.

If only I could kill myself.. but like He said.. it isn't easy to kill somebody immortal..

I figured out I was probably immortal.. with all my freakiness ..

UGH ! Just as I was about to yell to the sky and to who ever was out there and could hear me , I saw something in the corner of my eye. Turning my head to see what it was I saw..

A book falling to the ground . Huh? How did it fall? "Helloo….?" I asked quietly.. Not sure if there was anything..

'maybe it's somebody invisible..' I whispered more to myself.. ' That would've been a cool power..'

'Come out come out where ever you are' I whispered again, a little louder. Don't ask me how, but I had this feeling of being watched .. I just didn't pay it attention before..

Just when I thought I was going crazy , something happened.

All of a sudden , in the blink of an eye there was a girl in front of me.

"Who are you?" we asked at the same time . Her hair was black , blacker than the night sky. She wore black leather leggings and a grey top and t shirt , and huge grey pumps , She looked really good , I loved her clothes, they didn't look emo or goth or something, more 'rock 'n roll'

(http://OOwww. /cgi/profileOO?idOO=1340916 Outfit mystery person )

"Hi! How did you get here? " she asked, really fast .. " Oh and ehm yeah I am Annabeth , but call me Anna !"

" No I should ask you , what are YOU doing here?!" I answered , shocked, and mad that she was in the C. mansion .

Completely ignoring my question she answered " What your name ?"

" Bella. "

"Is that short for .. Annabella ? or Uhm Isabella ? or uhm.. I don't know?" She smiled.

"Isabella, but I hate that name. you can call me anything you want. So what are you doing in the C. mansion ?"

"The what?"

"C.. the Cullen's their house..?"

"Oh! So they do live here, I was running around the woods when I smelled them, this house smells ! Well.; I went trough their yard and then smelled it but still.. Oh wait oops you don't.." Ohyeah, did I forget to mention she had dark red eyes? Why didn't she attack me before?...

"I know the secret."

"Oh ok.. so where are they do they still live here , I mean the smell is strong but seems old. .."

Please.. Just SHHUT UP !

"They left."

"Why?"

"Hmm It was sunny and all of a sudden there is thunder? Didn't know weather could change that fast.. SO yeah Why did they leave?"

Grrr.

"Hellooo?"

Tears were starting to form in my eyes. And I started to wish she could see me break down.

" They left because I wasn't good enough Okay?! Just shut up !" and there we go, I'm crying my eyes out.. Again , and she started coming closer and closer ? touched my shoulder to try and comfort me and then.. gasped.

"What?" I asked.

"Wha? You ? how ? You're just Human? HUH."

"WHAT?!" Looks like there's a storm coming.. I should really keep my emotions in check.. but I'm so not used to this. Sigh..

"You're.. You are.."

I am what?!

"invisible .. just like I can be sometimes.."

"Let's call me a freak of nature Okay?" I obviously said. " and why haven't you attacked me yet ? You do have rather dark red eyes… aren't you thirsty? "

This seemed to make her sad. Like she was the one now who could break down crying.

Well it isn't like she could..

" I.. I am new to this.. and I don't want to be a monster I was in the forest trying to stay away from humans and then I smelled other vampires and well yeah.. and you .. you smell good , but not good to drink , just good to smell."

Okay..

"So why did you let that book fall to the ground and where did you find it?" looking down after my question I realized it was Legends volume two .

"Oh .. thanks."

"Yeah I think you looked over it or something and you were reading in the other 2 volumes so yeah I thought I could help you and " now she was just babbling .

"Thanks" I smiled " and ehm.. Have you killed humans before? Just want to know, you know?" "No , like I said I am new to this.. and I don't want to ."

"You know, you could survive on animal blood right? That was the C… Cullens did, and you won't have those red eyes but golden eyes instead, really pretty ." I smiled. What? I like her. She's sweet, and has an awesome style.

I was about to pick the book up when.. somebody gave me a hug that resembled Emmet's hug. I miss him and his idiocy ..

"No problem" I smiled, picking the book up and looking at the pages Dr. Fang Marked.

Just a few left to read.. and that is when I saw it.

YUP! Sorry.. I just love cliff hangers. TEEHE. Put your gun away ! Next weekend , there'll be a new chapter, I'll try anyway,

Or maybe.. you can always try to get me to write in the school week if you really can't wait.. I'm not sure what to do next chapter… give you the whole explanation? Or find a way to still keep it a secret.. You'll have to review and wait to find out.. Why review you ask? Because it makes me happy, and makes me think about the story and makes me want to write more. I got lot's of reviews last week and look. The longest chapter I EVER made. And probably will ever make.

ashleycullen, you guessed right , and I hope you are happy with this chapter since it also is very long . Hihi Well I think it's long, and you always think my chapters are short (

and my awesome beta , GuitarGirlxoxo , guessed right also after a few hints ins ome private messages, ( BTW? Check her stories (: They are awesome ! )

And ehm, if you like writing long, also random reviews,go ahead! I love reading them :D .

Can we make it to 55 or 60 reviews? Come on you can do it! I promise , ( and I'll try to keep that promise, unless I have SOOO MUCH HOMEWORK. Like I have a lot of the time ) to write when I have 60 reviews, else you have to wait till next weekend and hope I Had the inspiration to write (:

Ohyeah awesome beta of me, I didn't send you the chapter first because I want to post it now, SO I posted it in the weekend and so I don't fail my promise to post every weekend. It's 11.56 PM on Sunday right now :p Gotta hurry! REVIEW :D x

this chapter is soo much longer than expected and took soo long to write it's 11.59 pm and I still have to do my homework and all that Hihi ! ( that explains why i don't upload till this late, it took much longer to write than expected :p Just went with the flow xD )