The Small alerting voice in Emmas head began screaming to her, this wasn't a good idea. She knew this but there was nothing that could stop her from walking out of the school and towards his car. Her heart began to beat at an accelerated pace as she spotted him leaning against the car, smiling to her with that same heart melting smile. She slowed down her pace and kept her gaze upon him. "This will be a good thing, everything will be just fine" she whispered under her breath, stepping closer to him but feeling as though she wasn't getting any where. Her mind wandering once more…
….Emma reached the young Spanish teacher and smiled warmly; the sun blasted down upon them both and sparkled in his eyes. There was no sound around them, it was almost as though all the students around the school had stopped, silenced and were watching them. Emma didn't care, she wasn't concerned about anything but Will and how his eyes captured her, pulled her in and would never let her go. "Emma, are you okay?" he reached towards her and brushed some of her hair behind her ear, leaving his hand there, hovering as she stepped a little closer to him "I wasn't okay, I haven't been okay. Not since that day, I can't stop thinking about you, Will, about what you said and …the kiss". His mouth slightly curving in the corner, Will smirked and pulled her into his arms "I have too, every single second of every day" he spoke, his lips inches from hers "I don't know if this is…" Emma was trying to resist him, trying to tell him no but the rest of the words vanished, were unknown to her as she felt his lips press against hers once more. "Will…we" "we're meant to be together, Emma…can't you see that now?" he whispered against her lips as she closed her eyes, giving into his temptations and deepening the kiss. "Where do you want to get coffee from?" "I don't care…I just want to stay here" Emma answered Will, her eyes still closed as she felt his breath against her "So you don't want to go now? What's changed your mind?" Emma shook her head, why would she want this moment to end "Emma…Emma!" she felt a slight shrug and opened her eyes…
"Emma? Earth to Emma!" Will was stood before her, still leaning against his car and offering a very concerned look. "Oh…..sorry, I was in a world of my own" Emma smiled to him "so why don't you want to go get coffee?" he seemed disappointed but Emma could tell that those few previous moments had all been in her head, wishful thinking perhaps. "No, I want to go" Emma moved towards him as he raised an eyebrow "…okay". Will opened the door and waited for her to slide into his car before he moved around to the driver's side.
"Are you sure you are okay, Em?" he started the car, after a few attempts and glanced over to her. "Of course I am, why wouldn't I be?" Emma lied, she was far from okay, she had experienced the perfect moment of passion with him and it had all been a daydream. "You just seem a little weird, not yourself" he shrugged, taking her word for it and pulled out of the school. Emma rested against the back of her seat, staring out the window as they drove through the small town.
I love you, I love you…damnit I love you…
Emma sighed at her own thoughts, Will was concentrating on driving, a little too much for her liking. Was he angry with her? Did he really want to be just friends? Emma didn't know the answer but she was hoping that things would be okay. "Here we are" Will pulled up outside the Starbucks and grabbed her arm, resting his hand upon hers "Emma…" he stared into her eyes, running his tongue along his bottom lip as Emma felt her heart racing again. She wasn't daydreaming, no, not this time. "Yes, Will?" She spoke but it was more of a whisper, her voice becoming dry and raspy. Will opened his mouth….
This is it, he's going to tell me he loves me…or that he wants to have nothing more to do with me…this is it.