A/N Anything you recognize is not mine. It belongs to J.K. Rowling. This chapter mentions sexuality issues. They don't actually have sex, but it is definitely talked about. So please don't flame saying I didn't warn you.
May, 15, 1978
Lily awoke to James whispering "Lily, I love you..." over and over in her ear. Lily smiled and whispered back "I love you too." "Really?" Lily rolled her eyes "No, James, I have been lying to you for the last five months." James kissed Lily violently. Lily whimpered as James attacked her neck. "James!" she gasped. "Lily, I want you." James growled. James forcefully kissed his way down Lily's neck. "James, stop…please." Lily whimpered. James pulled away extremely reluctantly. "But, Lily, I love you." Lily sighed "I know you do, and I love you, but I want to be a virgin when I get married. So I hope you can respect that." James kissed Lily's cheek "I want all of you, Lily. ALL OF YOU. I am still a virgin myself. I was saving myself for someone I love. I love you, Lily. I just want to prove that to you." Lily murmured "I love you too, James. I really do. I am saving myself for marriage. I love you more then I have loved anyone or anything. But there are other ways to prove we love each other then that, love. At this rate I will be yours forever anyways. You can wait. I know you can."
"Lily, I have waited for you for six years. I don't know how much longer I can wait, love. If you want to wait until you are married then let's elope." Lily kissed James's chest. "I know you have waited and I want you as well, but I will not under any circumstances elope with you, James Potter." "Don't you get how hard it is not to shag you every time I see you?" James murmured caressing Lily's cheek. "Yes, actually I do, James. Like you said you have waited six years for me. And, if you play your cards right, we can be married by the end of July." Lily whimpered as James caressed her breasts. James looked beyond happy. "Are you serious? If I propose and every thing goes right you will marry me in two months?" "Yes, James, I will." Lily kissed James's chest again " But, I want a proper wedding, James, no eloping, drunk proposals, none of that. I want you to be knelling, with a ring and an honest proposal; the wedding will be in a church. You and your best man will be in tuxedos if I have to buy them myself."
"Ok, Lily, ok. I promise I will not do that again." James said kissing Lily's collarbone. "I had nothing against the wake up, only the violent kissing and forcing me to reject you. I love having you wake me up, much more pleasant then my alarm clock. I could get used to you waking me up." James smiled and said "I think I can arrange that, love." "Ok, so now that is settled. I think you were snogging me senseless?" Lily whispered kissing James's shoulder. "Yes, I was. But before that happens I have something to say…" James said kissing Lily's neck. "Yes, James?" "Je t'amie, Lily" "I love you too, James." Lily mumbled as James kissed her urgently.