Everyone's Angel
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I'm glad you all like it! This chapter is Hinata's letter to Sakura!!
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Chapter Five~ Sakura's Letter
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Five days ago my best friend killed herself. Her funeral was three days ago. I wasn't taking it all to well.
I haven't gone to school yet and I normally spend my days in bed, sleeping or crying. Sasuke understands that I need some time and he is giving me some space. My parents are starting to get worried about me too, but their giving me time. I can hear them arguing at night, but it's nothing new. Instead of them fighting over money or that other woman he slept with, their fighting over me.
I've known about their divorce since the night they got it three months ago. I haven't told anyone about it, except for Hinata that is. I could tell her anything. It's always been like that with us, ever since we first met when we were eight.
"You're not taking her away from me!" I let a sob out as I heard my father, Kakashi, yell at my mother. I curled up into a tighter ball. They were fighting over who would get custody of me again. I tried not to listen as my mother screamed at him, saying that he wasn't a good father. I tried to ignore my father's voice as he yelled that my mother didn't give a dame about me, that she only wanted me because he did. I choked on a sob that came up and tried not to let my tears fall.
Hinata, why did you have to leave? She was the only person I could actually talk to about my parents divorce, Sasuke and Naruto didn't even know about it. I wish I could talk to her again; she was always so helpful to me.
My eyes found themselves to the white envelop on my nightstand. I bit my lip, sudden hesitation taking over me, but reached out and grabbed the letter in the envelop.
Dear Sakura-chan,
You have always been one of my most beloved friends. Truth be told, I have always looked up to you a bit. You have always been so strong, so smart, and so much prettier then me. . . You also had the boy that I love.
I haven't ever told you that I loved him, but I do. No, I'm not talking about Sasuke, I'm talking about Naruto. I have a feeling that you know that I like him, but I've been in love with Naruto for the past six years. It's pathetic I know, and I can't stand how I wasn't able to admit it to him. I wish that I was brave like you Sakura. When you found that you loved Sasuke, you didn't hold back, you told him your feelings and you found that he loved you back. I really wish that I could have told Naruto . . .
Sakura, don't worry about your parents. I'm sorry that I can't help you threw that, but I can give you a few words of advice. Don't worry Sakura. I know that your mother and father are arguing over you, but don't worry about who you chose to live with Sakura. Your parents will love you either way. And don't listen to them when they fight, or to the cold words they say to each other, there was a time when they loved each other, but that time has past. Tell your parents your own thoughts, don't let them put words in your mouth. Sakura, let them know how you feel when they fight, it might help. Stop acting like your invisible when they fight and stop hiding in your room from them, they should know that you can hear what they say to each other.
I wish that I could be there for you in the last few days of your parents divorce, but this is my own choice to make Sakura. Life is just too hard for me to stand any longer. I will miss you, of course, and I know that you will miss me.
And Sakura, I can tell already, you really are in love with that boy Sasuke. I want you to know that if thing between you and him go bad, you still have many boys that would gladly take his place.
Love, your dear friend,
Hinata
P.S.- Don't tell Naruto about my feelings for him.
I blinked back a few tears and smile. I could almost hear her soft voice telling me the words as I read the letter and it felt nice to know that she was still looking out of me, even in her last moments of life.
Mom and Dad were still arguing, but her words gave me a new strength. I got out of bed and pulled my Pajamas off and pulled some casual cloths on. I pulled a brush threw my hair and whipped the tears off my face. I looked at the framed picture of Hinata and I and smiled before I walked out of my room.
I could hear my parents screaming from the living room and walked into the room. They didn't notice me at first and kept fighting.
"We both know that you don't want her! You only care about yourself!!" Mom screamed in my fathers face.
"I only care about myself?! That's a joke, considering that you only care about your looks and the men that you sleep with behind my back!" Dad yelled back. I bit my lip and remembered Hinata's words.
Stop acting like your invisible when they fight and stop hiding in your room from them, they should know that you can hear what they say to each other.
"Hey, what are you two doing?" I asked them casually. They froze up when they heard my voice and looked at me.
"S-Sakura . . ." Mom didn't know what to say.
Sakura, let them know how you feel when they fight, it might help
"Could you guys please stop screaming at each other? I can hear you from my room, and it's not all too great to hear your parents screaming about who doesn't love you more." I saw the guilt wash over my fathers face and my mother looked away from me. I sent them a smile as I walked out of the living room and into the kitchen.
Once I was out of sight they started up again.
"This is your entire fault! I told you that she didn't like you!" Mom screamed. I gave a loud sigh and glared at the stove.
"ME?! You're the one screaming like a dying cat! It's obvious that she wouldn't want to live around someone like you!"
Tell your parents your own thoughts; don't let them put words in your mouth.
"WHAT DID I JUST SAY?!!!!?" I screamed at them. All was silent in the house after and I let a sigh of relief out. I then looked out the window at the clear blue sky.
'Hinata, thank you, for everything.'
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