Chapter 14: Losing everyone with a melt down
Ferb's POV
I have been having the crap beat out of me for about 2 weeks now. The Russians have created this thing called "Nocturnal death". They go to all the prisoner cages and kill anyone awake. I was almost killed one night until a Russian came and said there were American troops nearing the camp. I had formed a resistance group that had plans against the Russians. In the group were me, Michelle, Isabella. Also some other kids we met. Michael, Justin, Ricky, and Mattie. On July 18th, we are going to take control of this camp. Even if it means dying for it. Today is the seventeenth. Justin has secretly killed some guards and got their weapons for us. I still had that Desert Eagle from a week ago and I hoped that I wouldn't have to use it for a while. Unfortunately, Mattie died during the day working time. She had been part of an experiment for the Russians. They wanted to see how long a normal person can go with a scarce amount of food. She lasted until the night before the attack.
*Flashback*
We were all working, polishing weapons (empty). Making uniforms and all that other stuff we had to do. Mattie had been talking to Isabella and Michelle. She said that her stomach started hurting and before I knew it, she was puking like crazy. The Russians ran over. She had died of starvation. We buried her right outside the camp. Isabella was a lucky one. The Russians decided to just send only one of us back to our squads.
Isabella was chosen. She is now headed just a few miles east to continue this war.
End flash back
Me and Michelle are left. Everyone died somehow. This war is taking the Russians way to far. At least the Americans are winning. I just know it.
Adam's POV
I'm going insane. My friends dropping dead before my eyes. I wish this war would end now but we have to win it. Last night I would remember for the rest of my life. I scared everyone and got them even more worried than they should be. At least we are winning. Isabella came back too. Something got her afraid of me and I know exactly what it is.
*Flashback*
Japan has now fighting Russia and they are no longer against us. Phineas was talking to my sister while on the cell phone. Johnson was just reading a book and I didn't really bother to see what everyone else was doing. I hid in my tent for a while. I looked over to see a CD and a CD player. I put it and played it. This song fit my situation perfectly. A heavy guitar started playing and I started singing. The CD was just the instruments so I knew all the lyrics.
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
(Quick guitar solo.)
This is my last resort
(Small solo again)
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Who did me wrong?
Who did me right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
Cause im losin my site
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losin my sight
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It was all started when I lost my mother
No love for my self
No love for another
Searching to find love up on another level
Finding nothing but questions and devils
Cause' I'm losin my sight
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losin my sight
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I can't go on living like this
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathin
Don't give a fuck if I cut my self bleeding
Who did me wrong?
Who did me right?
If I took my life
Chances are dynamite
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
Cause' I'm losin my sight
Losin my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losin my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright.
I realized that I had walked to a high cliff. I looked over the edge and it was a few hundred feet. It looked to me like a quick end but I walked away. I have been through a lot but I was on the Russian grounds now and I was not about to kill myself before it's over. I turned to see a girl with somewhat torn clothing. Her black hair was messed a bit. I looked in her blue eyes. We both smiled as we ran at each other and I grabbed her in a tight hug. I whispered in her ear.
"I missed you Isabella." We didn't move for a while.
"I missed you too." She replied. She was a lot thinner than I remembered. I asked her about Ferb and Michelle. She told me about the camps and their plan to run away from the camp.
End flashback
My thoughts of suicide had left my mind. I will continue this war. We will live to tell about it. First, we have to rescue our friends. Wow, we need to really slow down on this war.
A/N: Another chapter in the "Bloody hand-print" series. What will happen next? Only I know the answer. Song, "Last Resort" written and preformed by Papa roach. Anyway, bye for now!