The End Of An Era
Spanish Influenza B.P.O.V
By *Sadistic-vampire-Cullen
Thank you to all that have read this i appreciate it. Rest assured the drama starts from here, about 4 chapters, of 1918 left then of to the future woohoo
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2 months later
B.P.O.V
I look at Edward laying there sweating and shaking uncontrollably, I wish I could help him but the sad truth is that I cant, I feel worthless, and useless I just want my purpose back.
Edward starts to murmur my name, so I know hes waking up, I lift my hand to rest on his face, trying to sooth the god in front of me, his skin is hot, to hot, it burns to touch at it.
Edwards eyes open, the sparkling green is still there, but in his eyes there is so much pain and anguish, it hurts to look, but the look of love shining so brightly keeps me from reverting my eyes, so I stay connected.
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"Bella angel whats wrong you look so sad" I don't know how he can call me an angel, whilst I'm sitting here not doing anything to help him get better, I wish I could read his mind so I can see what he thinks of me.
I'm only sad for you I say in my mind.
"Oh Edward your so warm, your sick, Edward your too hot" I say pointlessly while my voice is shaking, from unshed tears, which I wont let fall in front of him because I know my pain makes him feel pain, and Edward has enough of that,
"Oh love ill be fine it will probably go in a few days" I know he doesn't believe that, hes just trying to put my mind at ease, oh why does he have to be so selfless, I want the screaming and tears because I'm too weak to help him, but he loves me too much for that.
"Edward it wont go away, you and I both know what it is and and I'm going to lose you, but but I cant Edward, I just cant, were meant to stay together forever" The tears I was trying to keep at bay, fell helplessly, I tried to stop them, but my eyes kept stinging, every time I held them back, I didn't want Edward to see me like this, I wanted his last moment to be happy and full of love.
"Bella" he whispered his voice thick and hoarse"please don't cry I'm not going anywhere I'm going to stay here with you forever, you know I wouldn't leave you if I had a choice, now dry those eyes beautiful, we have the rest of our life for tears, but only from happy memories shall we cry" I could decipher the message in that, he knew that he wouldn't live, but kept holding on even if it meant more angst for himself,
"Edward Edward Are you okay, do you need any thing?"I shouted, fear coursing through my veins as I spoke.
"I'm fine my beautiful Bella, I'm just going to rest, I love you so much angel Isabella" Edward murmured before letting his eyes fall in to a peaceful slumber.
It was about two hours before Edward awakened, he looked around looking very confused, then I realized he must have noticed he had been moved to the hospital, we have yet to be introduced to the doctor, but a young nurse said he should be with us shortly.
"Edward Edward are you awake, please stay with me" I spoke in a soft and coolly voice, the best I could manage,
"Shh love, I promised didn't I, I promised I wouldn't leave you, if I could help it" Edward spoke with courage and security, remaining ever faithful.
But I couldn't help but be negative, so I launched myself in his chest, and started bawling against his chest, whilst his arms slowing came to wrap around me, Edward buried his face into my hair, I felt his warm salting tears stain my face and mix with my own moisture, his whimpering and my wailing creating a sound like ravaged dogs.
our mournful sobbing was interrupted by the doctor, his honey blond hair, almost while, went with his topaz colored eyes, he was a beautiful male, but still couldn't compare to my Edward, weird as it may seen this doctor didn't make me feel all that safe, with his structure and looks, hiding in his eyes was something I couldn't decipher, which made me afraid.
"Hello Edward Mason, Isabella Swan, I'm here to introduce myself, my name is Doctor Carlisle Cullen" he spoke in a warm voice.
"Can you just call me Bella Doctor Cullen" I spoke with a much politeness I could muster, whilst sitting at the deathbed of my fiancée.
"Only if you call me Carlisle"he responded with a calm voice.
I hadn't noticed that Edward had fallen back into a slumber again, I looked over at him to see a smile shadowing across his face, even sick and sleeping my ed ward is the most gorgeous man alive.
"He will be doing that for a while Bella, recuperating, trying to heal himself"A voice interrupted, with a soft melody.
"Carlisle can you save him?"I asked desperately, emotion coating my voice to make it almost unrecognizable.
"All we can do is wait miss swan, but I don't want to sugar-coat things, its not looking good"he said with compassion, I knew he could though I had a feeling.
I would not give up, Edward is going to make it out of here if its the last thing I do.
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HMM, so Bella's p.o.v is finished, I may start doing one of each Bella's and Edwards p.o.v for all chapters, so give me a shout if you want to see it
one again thanks for reading people love yas
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