WARNING: ZDAR/YAOI Don't read if you don't like this stuff, and if you don't know what it is don't read :P

Disclaimer: I do not own Invader Zim, I just love the characers

Synopsis: Well, they finally did it, convinced Dib that there were no such things as aliens, using unconventional means. Now Dib doesn't know what's real, and what isn't anymore. Is he Zim? He must complete his mission!

A/N: this is my first ZADR and Yaoi, please R/R :D

Rated M for intense violence/slash and of course yaoi

He was first aware of the softness against him, the warmth. He sighed and turned towards it, wanting to sink back into it. The warmth shifted and than left, leaving a cool feeling against his skin. Dib frowned and let the awareness slowly seep in. His brain felt groggy, images swirled, images of Membrane, Zim, blood, his blood. He slowly opened his eyes. Everything was a blur, and he blinked and squinted. It was dim, not too brightly lit. The room he was in was unfamiliar as he tried to recall just where he was.

Dib sat up in the bed as he continued to look around. He wasn't wearing a shirt and he looked down at his shoulder. He reached a hand over and rubbed it along the healed tender skin. He had been shot, hadn't he? He moved his arm gently at first and found that there was very little pain and he clenched, and released his fingers.

Yes, he had been injured, was back in Membranes lab, his leg. Dib moved quickly moved the blanket covering him to find he was only wearing his boxers, and his leg..seemed fine, felt better than it had for a while in fact. How long was he out for?

"Finally awake Dib-monkey?" Zims voice was quiet, low, menacing.

Dib's heart started to beat fast, fear washing through him. Images from the lab flashed through his muddled brain, not sure if they were real or just from his dreams. "Z-Zim?" He croaked out. His poor eye sight searched the room and found the Irken standing in the shadows. Zim slowly approached the bed Dib laid on, and he scrambled back. Zims eyes seemed to see him as prey, an evil smile on his face.

The blankets tangled around his feet as he fell off the side of the bed. Zim just kept slowly approaching him as Dib scrambled back until he felt the wall at his back. He had no doubt he was about to die. "Please Zim, I can explain.."

"You dared to call Zim stupid?" his voice was still low, almost quiet "Incompetent moron?"

Dib couldn't stop the whimper that escaped him, and he shook his head, trying to deny the words he had said.

"A sorry excuse for an invader?" Zim stopped right in front of him looking down at him, his hands behind his back.

Dib's body was shaking from his fear, from the pain of those words he had said. He felt the tears fall down his face as he blinked wide eyed at Zim. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it."

Zim brought his hands around front and Dib flinched back, expecting to be hit, or worse.

"I didn't mean it." He whimpered

Zims hand reached out and grabbed Dibs hair making him cry out in fear.

"How sorry are you Dib, hmmm?" Zims claws lightly scraped against Dib's neck.

Dibs heart felt like it was in his throat as he stared up into the Irkens dark red eyes. His mind was blank, there was nothing he could think of to stop Zim from killing him. He swallowed, closed his eyes and tipped his head back further. Dib was positive this was going to hurt, a lot.

"My life is yours my Tallest." He whispered. Dib waited, body tense, for the first claw, or blow, or whatever Zim planned to do first. So it was with total shock when Dib felt Zims lips against his, hard, insisting. Dibs eyes flew open, afraid at first until Zims tongue entered his mouth and he couldn't stop the soft moan that escaped him and his tense body relaxed against Zims, arching into him. He let his own tongue respond to Zims, loving the feel and texture as it sent that delicious tingling through him.

Dib was barely aware of Zims arms around him, his lips never living his, as the spider legs lifting him off the floor until he felt the bed under his back. Zim pulled back to stare down at him, he pinned Dibs arms above his head with his spider legs.

"Oh, it is" Zim whispered as he licked along Dibs jaw line, down his neck "Every last bit of it." He nipped gently at Dibs chest making him squirm. "And I am still going to make you pay." He told him as a talon traced a nipple on Dibs chest making him cry out and arch against him.

It was so unfair, he wanted his hands free, wanted to run them over Zim, feel those soft antennae between his fingers, run his hands across that green skin. He moaned as Zims was relentless at caressing his body, his teeth and tongue would flick out at a piece of skin here and there and all he could do was squirm. His whole body felt flushed and tingled with the attention.

Zims mouth moved back to his, teasing, tasting and then he felt Zims hand reach down and caress his arousal. He shuddered, and he couldn't stop himself from arching into his touch, heat rushed into his face and all thought from his head. He was breathing hard.

"Zim.." he panted. He tried to focus on the Irkens face. Zim seemed to regard him a sly smile on his face. Zim bent down and kissed him, gave him a gentle squeeze which made Dib groan and shudder. Then Zim pulled back. His own breathing heavy as he regarded Dib. His green skin seemed darker.

"This is part of your punishment." Zim told him "you belong to me, don't ever forget that!"

"Never my Tallest." Dib whispered, wanting Zim to touch him again. He wanted to reach out and touch Zim so badly.

Zim seemed about to admonish him for his remark, but then shook his head and got off the bed, leaving Dib to feel abandoned and rejected as he tried to get his breathing under control.

"Get dressed and come find me." Then the Irk turned and walked out of the room.

Dib ran a hand over his face and through his hair, he let a shaky sigh leave him. He wasn't sure what was worse, being yelled and torn limb from limb by Zim, or being made to feel like this and left wanting, needing more. Oh, he didn't doubt Zim would make him pay. He found some folded clothes next to the bed and a new pair of glasses sitting on top. He quickly got dressed and went to find Zim.

The place wasn't big, and seemed so familiar. Dib found himself at the control center and the large screen that showed Earth slowly spinning in front of them. He could help but smile at the view, he had forgotten how overwhelming it could be.

"Wow, I almost forgot about this place." He said softly.

"Well, while YOU have been sleeping, Skoodge and I have had to do all the work." Zim spun around in his chair and fixed Dip with a hooded gaze. His head tipped to one side as he seemed to regard him.

"How long was I out?"

"Two weeks." The Irk spun back around and began pulling up information across another screen.

"Two weeks?" Dib was dumbfounded. "My leg, and shoulder…"

"It wasn't difficult to get the computer to construct the requirements for your Huumun DNA and healing processes." Dib could tell there was something else the Irk wasn't telling him, but he was in no position to push it.

"What about the invasion, our plans? And who is Skoodge?" Dib felt in shock, two weeks?

"Everything went according to plan." Zim told him as the images flashed up on the screen.

Dib walked over and to see what had been going on. His spiders had done their work, bring destruction and mass confusion, Zim had to have initiated the second part of the phase as city after city that flashed showed how well it had went.

"Your Humans have grown somewhat smarter, they changed their systems, their codes. "

Dib frowned at this as he watched Zim pull up codes across another screen. He went forward and ran his hands over the controls looking at it. "They can't be that smart, they never were." His mind was focused now as he began to flip through the pages, Zim didn't seem to mind as he watched him work. It was something slight that caught his attention and made him pause. He didn't know what it was. He had mastered three alien languages and yet here was another one that blinked at him, unfamiliar. "What is that?" He muttered more to himself. He tried to hack around it, but it wouldn't let him.

"Plookesian." Zim replied

Why did that seem so familiar? A tingling of memory tired to form, but just wouldn't come. Dib shook his head. Zim got up and started walking.

"Come Dib, I have much for you to do."

Dib looked back at Zim and hurried to catch up with him. Zim made his way into a larger room that had been made into an aircraft hanger. The smaller Irken ship sat there and Dib couldn't help but go over and run his hands across the sleek design of it, he eyes lighting up. He had always loved star gazing and fantasized about traveling among the stars.

"Dib!"

Dib cringed and quickly headed towards Zim and noticed a smaller Irken standing there. His eyes wide as he stared up at him. Behind him was a frame work of another ship.

"This is Skoodge. We need a bigger ship and you are going to help him build it."

Dib smiled down at the Skoodge. "Hey."

Skoodge could only blink at him. Zim rubbed the spot between his eyes.

"Skoodge show the boy the schematics."

"R-right away Zim."

Skoodge clicked on a small system and a holographic display slowly spun before them.

"This is one of the newest designs the Armada has developed, of course I've had to slightly manipulate if for y-your size." The Irk looked over at him.

Dib reached forward and began to inspect it, pulling up the blue prints and the schematics, making modifications where he thought was needed. When he got this way, it was like everything else went away as he concentrated and worked on these projects. He nodded when he was satisfied.

He felt Zims hand on his shoulder squeezing slightly.

"Don't forget Dib-human, that you still need your punishment." Zims voice was low causing Dib to swallow as his heart beat faster. Zim walked off after that laughing, making chills go down Dibs spine.

He turned back to his project and tried not to think about Zim. It didn't take him long to get absorbed in the work. Skoodge working along with him as they wired and attached what parts they had. Welding and molding the outside of the ship. Dib liked this little Irken, he knew his stuff. And he always seemed surprised when Dib would ask him questions or his opinion about parts of the ship or the best placements of them.

Dib would be vaguely aware when Zim would bring parts they needed, going back to his base to retrieve what was needed, surveying the work they were doing and looking over whatever else they might need. He ate when Gir brought food, not even the SIR unit could distract him with his singing and dancing as he worked. Dib had to replace a part that Gir somehow exploded and had to remove the small bot several times from the control panels, once causing the ship to somehow raise and crashed into the side of the station.

"I like to explode." Gir would laugh and began doing a monkey dance.

It wasn't until he was exhausted, dirty, grimy that he sat back and really looked at what they had accomplished so far. It was actually looking like a real ship. Dib took his glasses off and rubbed his eyes. He needed sleep. Something he hated to do. When he slept he dreamed, and he hated those dreams. He put them back on and turned his head to watch Skoodge.

The Irken was getting out of the cockpit of his ship and running wires over to the one they were building. They were going to start programming the computer and sync it up with the newer technology. He got up and went to help, taking hold of the cables and dragging them over. Skoodge jumped up into the new cockpit as Dib handed him the wires.

"Hey Skoodge, how long have you known Zim?" he asked.

Skoodge's antennae flicked curiously at this question as he quickly glanced at Dib, then went back to working. He was growing accustomed to this tall Human and his talking to him, as if they were equals.

"Ever since we were little smeets."

"Smeets?"

"You know.." Skoodge searched for the word "kids."

"What was he like?" Dib was curious.

Skoodge took a quick look around before he answered. Dib had climbed up in the ship next to him, helping to hook up the wires and cables and then Skoodge initiated the download. They only needed to wait for it to finish.

"Wellll, he's pretty much the same now as he was then."

Dib chuckled at that, "oh I can only imagine that."

Skoodge laughed and began to tell him about their adventures, how he and Zim tired making their way to the surface one time as smeets. And another as they had tried to obtain some snacks from the Tallest own chambers.

Dib laughed, imagining Zim and his outrageous plots and schemes. That's when Zim found them as they were laughing over the story Skoodge was telling.

"What are you doing?" he hissed at them, his eyes narrowed at Skoodge. His arm went around Dib, clutching the front of his shirt.

"Zim, we, we were just talking about you." Skoodge stammered as he slid back away from him.

Dib tensed with Zims arm around him. The Irk sounded angry for some reason.

"I think its time for your punishment Dib-worm." Dib didn't have time to react as Zim yanked him from the ship and he landed on the floor. "Don't make me wait Dib or I will make it more painful." Zim ordered as he stomped off.

Dib looked up at Skoodge, his antennae wilted as he looked back. Dib got up and ran after Zim. He slowed down and cautiously walked into the room Zim had lead them into. It was the same one he had woken up in. Zim stood still, his antennae was pressed back against his head.

Dib went over and knelt behind him, wrapping his arms around Zims middle and pressing his head into his back, letting the side of his face rest against his Pak. He figured it wouldn't matter what he did now, Zim seemed determined. "I'm sorry Zim, what do you want me to do?"

Zim's spider legs lashed out and Dib found himself slammed back against the door. Then he found himself lying on his back across the other side of the room, sparks of bright lights flashed across his vision. He knew he should be docile and just let Zim get it out of his system, but he took one look at his face and was terrified of the Irken. He turned to run across the other side of the room, but Zim caught him and Dib screamed as he felt those claws rip down his back.

He was flung onto his back his eyes staring up into Zims. "Did you forget that you belong to ME!" Zim screamed as he brought Dib close to his face. His fist connected with Dibs face knocking him to the side, Dib tried to scramble away but felt those claws tear into him again and he screamed.

"No, No I didn't forget!" Dib gasped and yelled. More stars shot through his vision as Zim slammed his head into the floor. He felt the pressure from Zims hand around his throat as he blinked to clear his vision and stared into the Zims furious face. Then it hit him, the words Zim had said. His fear seemed to lessen as he looked up Zim, somewhat.

"Are, are you jealous? Over Skoodge?"

"THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH JELLY!"

Dib cringed at the volumn and the pain he felt as Zim had pulled back his hand from his throat and backhanded him. He acted quickly and grabbed the Irk, pulling him to towards him, pressing his lips against Zims. He grunted as he felt claws rake down the side of his face and neck, and whatever other parts his claws could reach, but he didn't release his hold on him. He reached a hand up and caressed one of Zim's antennae feeling the Irk relax slightly. He let his tongue gingerly move in Zims mouth and soon was returning Dibs kiss. Zims tongue wasted no time in claiming his mouth.

He had to pull back to get some breath, but didn't let that stop him from running his tongue across Zims neck, tasting, liking the feel of it. A slight purr was radiating through Zim as Dib nipped here and there. He wanted more, and he sat up yanking off Zims shirt, Dib was determined to feel while he could. There was no resistance from Zim as Dib ran his hands over the green skin, letting his tongue trail and nip, trying to find the sensitive areas. Zims hand played with his hair as he let Dib explore. Dib looked up into Zims face, his dark red eyes half lidded.

"I belong to you Zim, only to you."

Zims hand fisted in his hair as he pulled him towards his mouth, which allowed Dib to once again reach up and run his hand along his antennae, his fingers stopping on the extremely sensitive feelers at the end, pulling a soft growl from Zim. Dib picked him up and pressed him back onto the bed. He stopped a moment to pull off his own shirt. The feel of Zims skin against his own sent shivers through him. It felt so good. Dib could feel Zims own arousal and he shifted slightly against it, bringing more purrs and growls from Zim. Dib gently pulled an antenna forward and gently sucked on it. Zim arms went to Dibs back, his talons digging into his back as he growled from the intense pleasure it brought.

Dib felt Zims tongue along his collar bone, kissing, sucking, and his biting getting rougher making it bleed slightly. Dib only moaned, which transferred to Zims antennae and made him growl even more. Sometimes Dib forgot how strong Zim could be as he suddenly found himself below the Irken.

It all felt so surreal, the pleasure, that need, it raged through Dib.

"Get those off." He barely registered what Zim had said to him, and quickly did as he was told, kicking his pants and boxers to the floor. Having Zims body pressed against his so intimately made him gasp, as he tried to retain some form of thought. But all that went out the window as Zim turned him over and positioned himself behind him.

He couldn't stop the gasp that escaped his throat when Zim entered him, his body shuddered as Zim began the movements of slowly pulling out than thrusting back in. His whole body tingled from the sensation, moaning with the sensation. Dibs hands clutched in the blankets as Zim leaned low over him, an arm snaked around his middle as he held Dib to him. Zims lips, teeth and tongue never stopping from moving along Dibs back. Then Zim hit that spot that made sparks fly in his vision, made the tension build. Over and over he kept hitting it.

"Ahhh god! ZIM!" he scream, he couldn't stop it, his climax as he shuddered beneath the Irken. But Zim wasn't finished, just kept his movements at a steady pace, his growl vibrated through Dips body. He pulled out and turned Dib over, entering him again easily enough, his thrusting never seemed too wan as he leaned over and eagerly kissed Dib, tongues rubbing together.

It was almost too much for Dib to take, but he felt himself getting hard again, the pleasure Zim brought singing through him. The feel of his skin against Zims, the tingling he felt along and through is body. He reached up and took an antenna into his mouth, running his tongue along its length, gently sucking on the end, moaning around it. Zim seemed to shudder at that, his thrusting becoming more insistent, getting harder, faster. His growls getting stronger, Zim's hands grabbed Dibs hips raising them up so that he could get better access.

Dib could feel that exquisite pressure building within him again and he moaned around the antenna still in his mouth, his other hand rubbing the other. Zims became frantic as he slammed into him. Dib arched back and cried out as he felt the warmth shoot between them from his release. Zim shuddered, thrusting a few more times before collapsing on top of Dib.

Both of them were panting, breathing hard. Dib wrapped his arms around Zim holding him tightly to him. His hand rubbing along Zims back, over his Pak, the metal felt cool under his warm hands.

"Only to you Zim, I belong only to you. Always." Dib whispered to him. He felt Zims antennae twitch slightly, the only sign that he had heard him. Exhaustion over took Dib. He was so tired before and now he couldn't keep his eyes open. He fought it, didn't want to fall asleep, but he lost the battle. With a sigh he closed his eyes.

a/n: Invader ang - you are soo welcome, I have a few more in the works, if i can pull myself away from this one o_O

darkdagers: thanks :D, I cannot make any promises lol

snickers-03: your too sweet ^_^